For two…now she had Mr. Fairfax.
She cast a sidelong gaze at him as they descended to the ground floor of the inn. A penniless, prison-bound husband. How had it come to this?
Her stomach was in no mood for the grease of kippers, but a bit of cheese and a piece of fruit might not be a bad idea. In the worst of cases, she could save them for later.
When she and Mr. Fairfax entered the dining area, Mr. Garman the innkeeper was behind the bar, folding napkins.
He beamed warmly at Charlotte as they approached. “How did you sleep, ma’am?”
“Better than I will tonight,” she said with a pained smile. She might never sleep again.
“Oh?” Mr. Garman’s eyebrows lifted. “Are you off so soon, then? I can summon you a hack, if the lady requires.”
Charlotte glanced at Mr. Fairfax. What were their plans for the night? She couldn’t bring a husband on the run from creditors to meet her father. And she would not be returning to England. Not when she was this close. She couldn’t leave here, where the tentacles of her reputation could barely reach.
“We’ll stay another night.” She touched the lumpy pouches against her ribs. “May I bring the money to you in a little while?”
“Oh, yes, ma’am. No problem at all. You and your husband can stay as long as you like.” He motioned toward the sideboard. “Would you like some eggs? They’re warm from the kitchen.”
She shook her head. “I think I need some fresh air to clear my head. If you have an apple, or a bit of cheese…”
“Absolutely. I’ll have Mrs. Garman prepare that for you. Just one moment.” He disappeared into the kitchen.
As Charlotte stood next to Mr. Fairfax while they waited for the innkeeper’s return, she was suddenly uncomfortably aware of her new husband’s presence. He was so attractive. So self-assured.
A man like that wouldn’t have to look far to find his next mistress. His thick chestnut hair tumbled above piercing green eyes. His lithe body was trim, but his muscles well-defined. Everything about him—from his perfectly tailored waistcoat to his confident swagger—was eye-catching and seductive.
And now he was married to her. She shivered.
Although they hadn’t known it at the time, the previous night had been their wedding night. What must he expect from her tonight? He had already informed her that the next time they shared a room, they’d also be sharing a bed. Legally, he now had the right to expect much, much more.
At some point he would make his expectations known. She swallowed. For all intents and purposes, tonight would be their true wedding night. Her pulse skipped. If they consummated their marriage, annulment would no longer be possible. She could not let that happen. Neither of them was in a position where removing options was a wise choice.
No matter how hard he was to resist.
“Ma’am?” The innkeeper emerged from the kitchen with a parcel wrapped in a scrap of linen. “Here you are. Anything else you need, just ask.”
If only there was anything that could be done. Charlotte almost laughed. Or cried. Sometimes she didn’t know what she felt like doing most.
“Shall I escort you on your walk?” her new husband asked quietly. “Or would you prefer to take the air alone?”
She handed him the parcel and took his elbow. “Accompany me. We may as well get to know each other.”
They stepped out of the inn and into the sunlight. Rolling green hills dipped and soared beneath a clear blue sky. A cool breeze rustled the leaves in the trees and ruffled the edge of her bonnet. Mr. Fairfax kept her hand nestled casually in the crook of his arm as if simple morning strolls like these were typical of their everyday routine.
It was the first time Charlotte had walked arm in arm with a gentleman in her life.
As they meandered along the inn’s wooden fence, she was surprised to realize how comfortable she felt in his presence.
After years of desperately trying to protect herself from men, she’d gone and leg-shackled herself to a total stranger. But Mr. Fairfax was different than the lecherous roués who often propositioned her. He was so open. So honest. He inquired about her thoughts. Cared about her answers. Gave her as much choice as he could in how to live her life.
He treated her as if she were a person in her own right. As if her opinions and her security mattered just as much, if not more, than his. It was heady. Baffling. And she couldn’t quite get enough.
She could never let him know exactly what kind of woman he’d wed. His loved ones would be appalled. One did not publicly associate with trash.
She’d never been invited to a dinner party, to a dance, to a carriage ride in Hyde Park. Not because she was poor or unkempt or uneducated, but because she was the daughter of a prostitute. Who knew what sort of diseases a common doxy like her might carry? She’d withstood disparaging vitriol all her life.
If Mr. Fairfax knew the truth about her birth, the truth about her life and utter lack of respectability, he would no longer look at her with eyes full of pleasure or affection. He would pull back in disgust, his nose wrinkling as if her mere presence carried the stench of her coarse roots.
Above all, she could not return to London. Not with him. The closer they drew to the city, the more likely she would be recognized and her lies of omission laid bare.
She might only have a fortnight with this man. She wanted to live each day of it as his equal. To know, if only for a short time, what it might have been like if she had been born someone else. Someone better. The sort of lady who could attract town gentlemen like him. A woman who deserved marriage proposals and strolls arm in arm with a smitten suitor. This was her one chance to live as if she were the sort of wife a man could be proud of.
If only for two weeks.
The reality of their ticking clock soured her stomach. She could not eat the rest of her apple. As she tossed the core beyond the shrubbery, three stone of ruddy-cheeked little boy crashed into her from behind.
Mr. Fairfax swooped the lad up and into the air as a half dozen other little boys ran up, laughing.
He set the boy down. “Apologize to the lady.”
“I didn’t mean to bump her.” The lad’s chapped lip began to tremble. “They was chasing me and I didn’t want to give my cheese up, so I was running and looking over my shoulder…”
Charlotte knelt to his level. “You like cheese?”
He nodded, eyes huge.
She glanced at the other boys. “Do you all like cheese?”
Six more wind-chapped faces nodded vigorously.
“That is a happy coincidence, because I like cheese, too. In fact, I have some with me right now.” She held out her hand to Mr. Fairfax, who immediately placed the innkeeper’s parcel in her palm.
The boys stared back at her, wide-eyed.
“Now, the first thing we have to make clear is that chasing someone who doesn’t wish to be chased is unacceptable behavior.” She gave them each stern glances. “Understood?”
They nodded in fascination.
“The second thing we have to make clear is about sharing.” She lifted the parcel to her nose and pantomimed inhaling a wondrous aroma. “Sharing is wonderful. You should do so as often as possible. Sharing is also optional. This means that you cannot force anyone else to share. Is that clear?”
More nods. And several longing glances at her parcel.
“Very well, then.” She unwrapped the cloth. A generous chunk of cheese rested inside.
The boys gasped and fell to their knees in a half-circle about her. The smallest one reached forward, but the one who had been chased knocked the lad’s hand aside.
“No,” he scolded. “You cannot force a lady to share. Remember?”
The younger boy’s eyes filled with tears, but he nodded.
“Very good,” Charlotte agreed. “As it happens, I am indeed in the mood to share. Mr. Fairfax, would you help me divide this cheese into…nine pieces?”
Her husband dropped down onto the lawn without hesitation, as if fashionable gentlemen in cream-colored breeches spent every morning frolicking in dewy grass. He shook out the scrap of linen as if it were a picnic blanket, and divided the hunk of cheese into even sections.
Charlotte lifted her palms. “I wish we had more cheese to share, but this is all we own. I daresay we have enough for everyone.”
The boy who had been chased hesitated, then pushed a tiny chunk of cheese no bigger than one of the nine portions toward Charlotte. “I want to share mine, too. But just with you.”
“I accept your kind gift,” she said solemnly. “Thank you. And the rest of you? Do you accept my gift?”
Seven grubby hands shot forward to snatch their bit of cheese from the cloth. With a wink in her direction, Mr. Fairfax did the same.
She turned to the boy who had been chased. “Do you have a mama at home?”
He nodded. “She makes the cheese.”
Charlotte lifted her untouched portion from the cloth and placed it into the boy’s hand. “You can eat this yourself, or you can share it with her. It is your choice.”
He scrambled to his feet and started to run.
“Beat you to the river,” he called over his shoulder to the other lads.
The boys launched themselves up to give chase.
Mr. Fairfax slanted her an impressed look. “You handled that lot astonishingly well.”
“Did I?” Charlotte couldn’t help but laugh. “I’m not certain if I managed them or if they managed me. Which one of us gave up our cheese?”
“I am convinced you always had the upper hand. You would have made a splendid governess.” He chuckled, then sent her a curious glance. “Have you ever been a governess?”
A laugh bubbled in her throat at the absurdity of the idea. She’d never even had a letter of recommendation. As far as Society was concerned, she had nothing to recommend her.
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