Jake lay in his hospital bed, waiting for a telephone call. He had checked with the switchboard five times. The telephonist was a friend of his. They had given him a direct line, but no call had come through. He was livid with Fen. Perhaps she’d seen Billy — he’d caught a glimpse of him walking the course — and been too distracted to ring. And now she was obviously going to join the strike organized by Rupert. The moat looked very dangerous. He’d be furious if she did jump, furious if she didn’t. He got the Lucozade bottle off the bedside cupboard and poured himself a large whisky into a paper cup.

The nurses gathered round the bed. “We’ve just heard on the radio that they’re all on strike.”

“Poor old Dudley,” said Jake, and couldn’t help laughing, even though Matron had just walked into the room.

“Well, this is simply the blackest, most extraordinary day in show jumping,” said Dudley desperately, “and here comes little Fiona, I mean Fenella, Maxwell, on Esmeralda, I mean Desdemona, a really super little mare, who’s been jumping brilliantly all summer. I wonder if she’s going to strike like the other riders.”

The crowd were in an uproar, booing, yelling, screaming.

“Jump, jump, jump,” they yelled, stamping their feet in the stands and slow-hand clapping.

“All this must be upsetting to any horse, particularly a young horse like Esmeralda. Now what’s Fiona going to do?” said Dudley.

Fen raised her whip to the judge, then took one look at the mass of jeering yelling faces. The next minute a beer can landed at Desdemona’s feet.

“If you’d stop making this ghastly din,” she screamed at the faces, “I’d like to try and jump this course.”

Only a handful of spectators heard her, the rest thought she was hurling abuse and stepped up the catcalling. Another beer can landed at Desdemona’s feet. Fen turned, shaking her fist.

“Is she going to be all right?” said Billy in anguish.

“I’m sure she’s tough enough to cope,” said Janey, shooting him a furious glance.

Fen could hardly hear the bell. Fueled by rage, stroking Desdemona’s neck, she set off. Over the wall, over the oxer, over the parallels, over the rustic poles, over the road jump, just avoiding two more beer cans, then over the gate. She rounded the corner, away from the collecting ring, riding towards the moat, but instead of circling it like the other riders, she dug her heels in. Desdemona bounded up the grassy hillock. The first thing the riders saw were her roan ears, then her face and her forelegs arriving on the top.

“Bloody hell,” snarled Rupert.

“Traitor,” thundered Griselda.

“Blackleg,” said Driffield.

“Scab,” said Humpty.

“She’ll get the £15,000,” said Driffield, in anguish.

“She’s not over yet,” said Billy.

“Stupid exhibitionist,” said Janey. “Serve her right if she kills herself.”

As Fen reached the top the crowd went silent, as if a radio had suddenly been switched off. As the little mare trotted along the top, picked her way fastidiously down the other side, and paused above the water, Fen allowed her to have a good look.

“Constitutes a stop,” said Griselda.

“Didn’t take a step back,” said Billy, as Desdemona bounded gaily across to the other bank, slightly unseating Fen, who had to cling onto her mane as she scrambled up and over the other bank. By some miracle she came down the other side, collected, and popped easily over the rail. For a second the crowd were totally silent; then they let out a huge heartwarming cheer.

“Bloody marvelous,” said Billy. “Oh, well done, pet.”

Rupert and Janey turned on him in unison. “Whose side are you on?”

“The side of guts and great horsemanship,” said Billy sulkily.

“You little beauty,” whispered Steve Sullivan.

The colonel ate the last black grape, pips and all. “That girl will go to Los Angeles, or I’ll have something to say about it!”

“I agree,” said Malise.

“Se-uper, absolutely se-uper,” shouted Dudley from the commentary box. “Oh, well done, Felicity. Brilliantly ridden.”

Jake suddenly found he was clinging onto Matron’s hand as, with a huge roar that grew to a crescendo, the crowd cheered Desdemona home. In a businesslike manner she cleared the rest of the jumps. “What a fuss about nothing,” she seemed to be saying, and cantered out of the ring with a buck and a whisk of her tail.

Jake turned to Matron, grinning from ear to ear. “Christ, did you see that? Have a drink.”

“You know you’re not allowed alcohol in hospital, Mr. Lovell.”

“To hell with that,” said Jake, reaching for another paper cup with a shaking hand and pouring the remains of the whisky into it.

“Oh, well, cheers,” said Matron, tapping her cup against his.

“No one speak to her,” ordered Rupert.

“Send her to Coventry,” said Janey.

As Fen came out, a crowd, noticeably short of other riders, swarmed round her. Desdemona disappeared under a deluge of patting hands.

Sarah fought her way towards them.

“Oh, Des, oh, Fen, oh, well done. I was so scared.” She wiped away the tears. “No one will ever speak to us again.”

Fen looked up at the riders’ stand and saw the rows of stormy faces looking down at her.

“Picket line looks fairly grim,” said Fen flippantly. “Coventry, here we come.” But her heart sank.

“Bloody hell,” said Billy, getting to his feet, “don’t be so petty.”

“Sit down,” thundered Rupert.

“Don’t you dare speak to her,” squealed Janey furiously.

Ignoring the cries of protest, Billy walked down the stone steps, vaulted over the collecting ring rail, and fought his way to Fen’s side.

“Well done, beauty. Showed us all up.”

Fen started, turned pale, gazing down at his dear, familiar face with the turned-down, smiling eyes and the sun catching the graying hair. Never had the temptation been so strong to jump off Desdemona and collapse into his arms.

“Oh, Billy,” she croaked, “I miss you.”

He didn’t have time to answer.

Dudley Diplock came rushing up, brandishing a microphone. The crowd separated to let him pass, deferring to television, then, gathering behind him, waving at the cameras, trying to get in shot. Journalists crowded around. “Good on you, Fen.”

Another huge cheer came from the ring. Fen swung round in the saddle. Wishbone had jumped the bank, but had the stile down. Fen was still in the lead. Ivor was about to go in.

“If you can jump it, Fen,” he said adoringly, “reckon I can have a go.”

After that the rest of the riders jumped the moat without mishap.

Hans Schmidt jumped clear on his new horse, Papa Haydn, and in the jump-off was a tenth of a second faster than Fen. But, although he got the £15,000 and the cup, he removed the oak-leaf wreath of victory from Papa Haydn and put it round Desdemona’s neck. The crowd roared their approval.

“I take zee money,” he said, kissing Fen, “but you take zee laurels.”

She was cheered around two laps of honor.

Dudley collared her again. “What made you jump it despite the other riders?”

Fen grinned. “I don’t like a lot of men telling me what to do. I think they behaved like a load of drips.”

“Fighting talk,” said Dudley. “You’re not worried you’ve made yourself very unpopular?”

Fen shrugged. “They could have jumped it if they’d wanted to.”

“Jake told you to have a go, did he?”

“I didn’t ring him,” confessed Fen. “I was terrified he’d tell me not to. Sorry, Jake,” she said into the camera.

“I’m sure you all know,” said Dudley, “that Fiona’s brother-in-law, World Champion Jake Lovell, is in hospital recovering from a nasty broken arm.”

“Leg,” said Fen gently.

“Leg; and we all wish you better, Jake, and hope to see you back soon. This must be the best possible pick-me-up.”

“That deserves another drink,” said Matron. “We seem to have exhausted your whisky, Mr. Lovell. I think I’ve got a drop of brandy in my office.”


* * *


Janey had been drinking all day and, when she and Billy got back to the lorry, she headed straight for the vodka bottle.

“Why the hell did you insist on rushing up and congratulating her in front of all the press and television cameras?” she asked.

“What will people think?” said Billy, trying to make a joke.

“They’ll think you’re still having it off with her.”

“They will if you go on yelling like this.”

“I suppose you were making a date with her in that brief, poignant moment.”

“I was not.”

“Or saying how much you missed her.”

“I merely told her she jumped well. She deserved it. I hate packs ganging up because they haven’t got enough guts to savage someone on their own. I did it many years ago to Jake, and I’ve been bitterly ashamed of it ever since, and I’m not going to do it again.”

“I suppose you fancied her like mad when you saw her.”

He looked at her face, red, shouting, and featureless with rage.

“Oh, for Christ’s sake,” he snapped, “you buggered off for nearly a year.”

“I knew it wouldn’t be long before you threw that in my face again.”

“I’m not,” said Billy wearily, “but if I can forget about Kev why can’t you forget about Fen?”

“I left Kev because it was over, because I was bored with him. You were in full flood with Fen. How do I know it’s over, that you don’t lie beside me at night hankering for her boy’s body?”

Billy filled up the kettle from the tap and turned on the gas. He was so slow lighting a match that he nearly blew his eyelashes off. Even the gas ring was against him. He was tired, he was hungry, he longed for a drink. He was depressed by the knowledge that Bugle could have jumped the moat and he’d have been fifteen grand richer. None of this would matter if Janey would meet him one tenth of the way.