This was uttered with all the hatred she felt for Richer Calveley. Rolfe thought it reflected her anger at being forced to marry him.
"So you thought me a monster?"
"I did."
"And still do?"
"I did not say so, my lord."
"No, of course not, but I must assume it is so. Why else do you still scorn me? Why else do you refuse to be my wife in truth?"
Something in his tone made her wary. What kind of confession was he looking for? And then it struck her. He wanted to hear her rail at him again about his mistress. How appeased his vanity would be to have her act the jealous wife. She would not give him that satisfaction.
She dropped her eyes. "I do not scorn you, my lord. Whyever would you think so?"
"Do you not?" he said harshly. "You are just cold by nature then?"
"Perhaps," she agreed glibly.
He turned away from her. "Or perhaps you love another!"
"Another?" she replied incredulously, her temper flaring despite her resolve. "Look who talks of another! I take marriage seriously, my lord, even ifyoudo not!"
"Be damned if you do, or you would have renounced your first love and accepted me. Well I would hear the truth now, madame, and have done with it. No longer will I let these suspicions gnaw at my insides."
Leonie found it hard to believe what he was saying. How dare he accuse her of infidelity when he . . .
She drew herself up sharply, eyes a wintry gray. "If you are searching for an excuse to send me away, my lord, you need not go to so much trouble. I will be more than happy to leave."
His eyes flared before his lips tightened into an ominous line. "No doubt you would like that, wife."
"Indeed," she retorted, her anger flaring. He was going to sever their relationship. How easy everything was for men!
He took a step toward her, and she thought for certain he was going to strike her, so black was his expression. He towered over her, body rigid, fists clenched, eyes like hot coals.
"If it has been your hope that you can still have him, you hope in vain," he rasped furiously. "I may indeed grow tired of your icy demeanor one day and have done with you, but you will never have him.
I will kill him first!"
"Who?" she shouted.
"Montigny!"
Leonie was so surprised she might have laughed. It was unfortunate she did not, for Rolfe saw only her surprise and it inflamed him.
"You thought I did not know it was that young ne'er-do-well? I knew it before I wed you!"
Leonie tried to comprehend but couldn't. She said simply, "You are wrong, my lord."
"You have always loved him, madame. It is why you set your people against me. It is why you refused to marry me. It is why you hate me still, because I have you, while you yearn for him!"
Leonie did laugh this time, and it was Rolfe's turn to be bewildered.
She couldn't help herself. He was jealous of poor Alain. How absurd.
She smiled at her husband. "I do not mean to take this matter lightly, for no doubt you have harbored these suspicions for some time. But you see, Alain is only a friend. I did once fancy he might do as a husband, but that was long ago when he was theonlyyoung man I knew and I despaired of ever having a husband, confined as I was to Pershwick. But it was only a fancy, and quickly forgotten. Alain grew to be a man sadly lacking in character, and I no longer yearned for a husband by then anyway. Yet I could not forsake him simply because he had a few weak traits, so we remained friends."
Rolfe was still scowling. "You expect me to believe you would set your people against me for the sake of—of friendship?"
"Would you not go to war for a friend?"
"You are a woman."
Leonie kept a rein on her temper. "I will not argue that point with you, my lord. The fact is I did not set my people against you. The day Alain told me what had befallen him, and that you were coming here to take his lands from him, I wished a pox on you. There, I have finally confessed what I did," she said, relieved. "I thought the worst of you, and my people took this to heart."
Rolfe did not know what to think. He wanted to believe her, but if she did not love Alain, then why would she not love him?
"If all you have said is true, Leonie, then there is no reason for you to still hate me."
"But I do not hate you, my lord."
"But you will not accept me, either."
Leonie lowered her eyes and said softly, "I could accept you, my lord, if it wereonlyyou. But you ask more of me than that I accept only you."
"Is that supposed to make sense to me, woman?" His voice rose in frustration.
Leonie did not look up. Rolfe stared hard at her for several moments more, then turned and stalked out of the room. Seeing Thorpe waiting for him downstairs reminded him of what had set him off, and his frustration over his wife's cryptic remark turned once again to burning anger. He had to put an end to these secrets and confusions and upsets, and he believed he could end the turmoil by going back to its beginning.
Chapter 40
JUDITH rolled her head back, giggling as Richer's thick beard began to tickle her breasts. He had come upon her in the storeroom and proceeded to play his little games with her, refusing to take no for an answer. Backing her into the meal sacks, he thrust his body against her, stilling with his lips her protests over the hour and place.
How forceful he was, this cruel man. And he was cruel. She could see in his eyes, when he touched her with a gentle hand, that he desired to hurt her instead, as he did his other women. But he did not dare use rough ways with her. They both knew he did not dare, but knowing what he was capable of made him all the more exciting to her.
When he began to lift her skirts, Judith gave another token protest. It was what he liked, her resistance. It always fired his blood. When they met at agreed-upon places, she was usually too ready for him, too eager.
He liked to catch her unaware, to take her in unlikely places where he knew she would fear discovery and try to put him off.
"Can you not wait until this evening, Richer, and come to my room as we planned?"
He grunted. "I do not like taking you with your husband snoring drunkenly beside us."
"But that is what is so exciting, love," Judith purred. "If he wakes, he thinks he is having another delusion."
He glowered at her, but she knew it rather suited Richer's dark sense of humor to cuckold his lord right in front of him. It suited her, as well, for she hated William more every day. It was thrilling to have another man mount her while her besotted husband slept beside them.
"I will have you now, and then again later." Richer grinned darkly, pressing the lower half of his body firmly into hers.
His flames of desire were well met by hers, as he knew they would be.
Her thighs parted to accommodate him, even as she sighed and said dramatically, "You will do as you will, Richer. You always do."
He laughed, but his laughter was cut short by a whining servant's voice outside the door. "My lady?"
"What?" Judith shrieked.
"My lady," quavered the voice. "Your son-in-law is here. Rolfe d'Ambert awaits your pleasure."
To Richer she said curtly, "Let me up, love. You must wait for this evening after all. Faugh! What the devil does he want?"
Judith made haste to straighten her bodice and her hair. She shouted to the servant that she would greet their guest momentarily.
"I will make myself scarce," Richer said, "in case he has brought his lady with him."
Judith glanced over at him, startled. She had never heard uneasiness in Richer's voice before.
She frowned, a touch nervous herself. "Yes, that would be best. If the lord of Kempston has gained any fondness at all for my stepdaughter, it would not do to remind her of you. She might talk to her husband about you, and there is no telling what would come of that."
In the great hall of Montwyn, Rolfe d'Ambert stood waiting with two of his knights. This was not a simple courtesy visit, and Judith became frightened immediately upon seeing Rolfe's menacing countenance.
There was not a cordial line in his face, not even a feigned smile of greeting as she approached. At least Leonie was not with Rolfe, she noted, hoping her absence would make him a bit less confident than he seemed.
Judith graciously nodded to him. "Lord Rolfe—"
"Your husband, madame. How long will he keep me waiting here?"
"Waiting? William is indisposed, Sir Rolfe. The servants know they must not disturb him."
"Then I suggest you disturb him, madame."
She gave him her most beguiling smile. "Surely you would not mind spending time with me instead? I will tell William later that you were here."
"I think not," Rolfe said. "It is your husband I wish to have words with, not you. Will you rouse him, my lady, or shall I?"
"But he trulyisindisposed," Judith insisted worriedly. "I—I doubt he would even know you, my lord."
"He is already drunk at this early hour?" Rolfe growled in disgust.
Judith shrugged. It was just as well he knew, for then he would not bother her again. "It is an unfortunate truth, my lord, that William is very seldom sober."
"I see."
Rolfe turned to his men and said, "We will stay here and see the man wrung out to dry. Send word to Sir Thorpe that we will not return today.
He might as well go back to Warling—Damn me!" he said explosively.
"There is no tellinghowlong this will take!"
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