“Yes, Devon. It’s one of the perks of being my boyfriend. If you don’t like it…” She motions toward the people walking by.

Undeterred by the challenge in her words, Devon drops a kiss on her cheek. “Totally worth it.” When he pulls away, he looks at me with a subtle smirk. Yes, he is aware that he infuriates her at times.

“Before we find anyone,” Heather says, “let’s grab some coffee. It’s getting cold out.”

We weave our way through a boisterous Boy Scout troop and then down a block and a half to a café off the parade route. Heather sends Devon in and waits outside with me.

“You need to tell him,” I say. “It’s not doing either of you any good to prolong this.”

She tilts her head back and sighs. “I know. But he needs better grades this semester. I don’t want to be the one to distract him from that.”

“Heather…”

“I’m the worst. I know! I know.” She looks me in the eyes but then sees something in the distance behind me. “Speaking of conversations that need to happen, I think that’s Caleb.”

I spin around. Across the street, Caleb sits on the back of a bus bench with two other guys. One of them looks like Luis. I decide to wait for Devon to come out with our coffees while I gather up the courage to walk over.

A bus rumbles up to the bench and I worry that I missed my chance. When the bus pulls away, Caleb and his friends remain sitting there, talking and laughing. Caleb rubs his hands briskly together and then shoves them in his coat pockets. Devon comes out and offers me one of the coffees, but I shake my head.

“I’m changing my order,” I tell them. “Will you two check people in without me? I can meet up with you later.”

“Of course,” Heather says. Devon sighs, obviously annoyed that I get to cut out of parade work while he has to stay. Before he can complain, though, Heather looks at him and says, “Because! That’s why.”

When I come out of the café, I carry a hot drink in each hand. I cross the street slowly so nothing sloshes out of the lids. Before I reach Caleb, several yards beyond them, I notice a tall guy in a white marching band uniform climb out of a car. Sliding out next is a slightly older girl in a cheer uniform with the Bulldogs mascot on the chest.

Another band member carrying a flute jogs up to them. “Jeremiah!”

Caleb shifts his attention from his friends on the bench to the band members. Jeremiah opens the trunk of the car and removes a snare drum with a long strap. He shuts the trunk, loops the strap over one arm, and shoves two drumsticks in his back pocket.

I slow down as I get close to the bench. Caleb hasn’t turned my way yet, still focused on the band members and the cheerleader. The car rolls forward and I see the woman driving the car lean over and look up at Caleb. He gives her a hesitant smile and then looks down.

The car drives away and I can hear the flutist talk about a girl he’s meeting after the parade. When they pass the bench, Jeremiah looks over at Caleb. It’s hard to tell for sure, but I see a hint of sadness in both of them.

The cheerleader walks up and grabs Jeremiah’s elbow, moving them on. When Caleb’s gaze follows them, he catches sight of me.

“You made it,” he says.

I offer one of the drinks. “You looked cold.”

He takes a sip and then covers his mouth as he almost laughs. After he swallows, he says, “Peppermint mocha. Of course it is.”

“And not the cheap kind, either,” I say.

Luis and the other guy lean forward to look at something down the street beyond me. At the intersection is a parked pink-and-white stretch convertible. The back door is being held open, and a high school girl in a blue shimmering gown and light blue sash is helped into the backseat.

“Is that Christy Wang?” I ask. Back when I went to elementary school here a few weeks each year, Christy was the one person who never let me feel welcome. I wasn’t a real Californian, she said. She must have turned her personality around enough to win Winter Queen. Or maybe it has more to do with how incredible she looks in that dress.

“It’s a beautiful day for a parade, folks,” Luis says in a weird announcer voice. “Just beautiful! And this year’s Winter Queen is certainly a hottie. I’m guessing Santa placed her at the tippy top of his very, very Nice List.”

The guy sitting next to Luis cracks up.

Caleb jokingly shoves them into each other. “Dude. Show some respect. She’s our Queen.”

“What in the world are you guys doing?” I ask.

The guy I don’t know says, “It’s parade commentary. Every year there’s a weird lack of TV coverage, so we’re doing this town a favor. I’m Brent, by the way.”

I hold out my free hand. “Sierra.”

Caleb looks at me, embarrassed. “It’s an annual tradition.”

Brent points a finger at me. “You’re the Christmas tree girl. I’ve definitely heard about you.”

Caleb takes a big swig and shrugs, feigning innocence.

“Nice to see you again, Luis,” I say.

“You too,” he says. His voice is soft, perhaps laced with self-consciousness. He perks up after a man with an untied shoe walks by. “Let’s hear it for the Trendsetters Club, everyone. Start by tying one shoelace tight and then let the other hang loose. If you’re cool, it’s bound to catch on. This one? It ain’t catching on.”

“Don’t trip, trendsetter!” Brent says. The man looks back, and Brent smiles and waves at him.

No one says anything for several seconds as they all sit and watch people pass by. Caleb takes another sip and I slowly step back.

“Where are you going?” he says. “Stay.”

“It’s okay. I don’t want to interrupt your announcing job.”

Caleb looks at his friends. Some silent guy communication happens and then he turns to me. “Nope. We’re good.”

Brent shoos us away with his hands. “You children run along and have fun.”

Caleb fist-bumps his friends and then steers me toward the parade route. “Thanks again for the drink.”

We walk past a few stores open late for the parade crowd. I turn toward him, hoping a lighthearted conversation will begin to flow. He looks at me and we smile at each other, but then we both face forward again. I feel so off my game with Caleb, so unsure and awkward.

Finally, I ask the one thing truly on my mind: “Who was that guy back there?”

“Brent?”

“The drummer in the marching band.”

Caleb takes a sip and we walk a few more steps in silence. “Jeremiah. He’s an old friend.”

“And he’d rather march in a parade than do commentary with all of you?” I ask. “Shocking.”

He smiles. “No, probably not. But he wouldn’t be hanging out with us even if he could.”

After a long hesitation, I ask, “Is there a story there?”

His answer is immediate. “It’s a long story, Sierra.”

I’m obviously prying, but then why would I consider even a friendship with him if I can’t ask a simple question? It’s not like the question came out of nowhere. It was regarding something that happened right in front of me. If something that small shuts him down, I don’t know if I want to stick around. I’ve walked away for much less than this.

“You can go back to your friends if you want,” I say. “I need to help Heather anyway.”

“I’d rather come with you,” he says.

I stop. “Caleb, I think you should be with your friends tonight.”

He closes his eyes and scrubs a hand through his hair. “Let me try again.”

I look at him, waiting.

“Jeremiah was my best friend. Stuff happened, which I guess you’ve heard some of, and his parents didn’t want him hanging around me anymore. His sister is sort of the hall monitor—a mini version of his mom—and she somehow manages to always be around.”

I replay the way Jeremiah’s mom looked at Caleb as she drove by and his sister marched him down the sidewalk. I want to ask for more details, but he needs to want to tell me. The only way we can get closer is if he’s the one asking me in.

“If you need to know what happened, I’ll tell you,” Caleb says, “but not now.”

“Then soon,” I say.

“Just not here. It’s a Christmas parade! And we’ve got peppermint mochas.” He looks at something behind me and smirks. “Anyway, you’d probably miss some of what I said because of the band.”

As if on cue, the marching band breaks into a loud, percussive rendition of “Little Drummer Boy.”

I shout over them to be heard. “Point taken!”

We find Heather and Devon standing a block from where the parade begins. Devon clutches the clipboard to his chest, almost like a security blanket, while Heather glares at him.

“What’s up?” I ask.

“The Winter Queen asked for his number!” Heather blurts. “And I was standing right there!”

A tiny smile passes over Devon’s lips, and I almost smile back. Christy Wang has not changed at all. It also makes me wonder whether all of Heather’s talk about breaking up was just that… talk. She has to feel something for him, even if it only comes out as jealousy.

Caleb and I follow them to a small gap between families sitting on the curb to watch the parade. Heather sits down first and I squish up close beside her. Devon remains standing and Caleb gives him a fist bump before sitting next to me.

“She really asked for his number?” I say.

“Yes!” Heather hisses. “And I was standing right there!”

Devon leans forward. “I didn’t give it to her, though. I told her I already had a girl.”

“Had is almost right,” Heather says.

“She is a good-looking Winter Queen,” Caleb adds.

I hear the teasing in his voice, but I elbow him anyway. “Not cool.”