“Good afternoon,” she said drowsily, smiling back.

“Good afternoon to you.” He kissed her with a sweet thoroughness that set her toes curling again. “How are you feeling?”

“Like a grumpy elephant.” She let him help her up against the pillows. “Your son stays awake all night and he expects me to keep him company.”

Cam laughed softly. “My daughter is troublesome just like her mother.”

The friendly argument over whether their baby was a boy or girl had continued for months. In Liverpool when Pen had said that she might carry his child, she’d spoken true. Soon after they’d returned to London, morning sickness had set in. Then for a few blissful months, she’d felt marvelous. But in the last weeks, she’d just been uncomfortable and exhausted.

“Boy or girl, this baby kicks like a mule.” She caught Cam’s hand and placed it where the next Rothermere emphatically made its presence known.

“Another powerful personality.” He tried to sound ironic, but Pen heard his pleasure.

“What time is it?” she asked on a yawn.

“Nearly four.” He kissed her belly and rose. He crossed to the windows and drew the curtains with a rattle. A snowy afternoon filled the ornate room with soft light. “Why are you smiling?”

He stared at her as if he beheld the most glorious creature on earth. Pen thought she looked like a hippopotamus, but she’d come to realize that her husband observed her with the eyes of love. The eyes of love found even the advanced stages of pregnancy beguiling. “The snow reminds me of our journey through the Alps. You have no idea how close I came to shoving you into a glacier.”

He laughed again. “I deserved it.”

“You did.” She extended a hand. “But I’m glad that I didn’t.”

“Because you love me?”

“No, because you come in very handy when I need to stand up.”

“Ah, the painful truth at last.” He drew her from the bed.

She braced her hands against the persistent ache in her lower back. As she stretched, her attention focused on an oblong rectangle wrapped in black velvet and set against the wall. “What’s that?”

“Your Christmas present.”

“It’s not Christmas yet.”

“Should I take it away?” He wasn’t smiling, but the deepening lines around his eyes alerted her to his game.

“No.” She stepped forward. “It looks like a painting.”

“Well, I know that you take art very seriously.”

Even as her lips twitched, she cast him an unimpressed glance. “The Titian looks much better in the duchess’s London apartments.”

“I bow as always to your decision.”

Another unimpressed glance. Their relationship retained a delicious push and pull, resulting in the occasional clash. It was inevitable when two such opinionated people lived together. But the reconciliations were wonderful, and no disagreement assailed the deep-rooted strength of their union. Cam was her lover and her friend and the finest man she knew. Not a day passed when she didn’t whisper a prayer of thanks for his love. “Can I look?”

“Yes.” He regarded the painting. “I want you to see it before our guests arrive tomorrow.”

For their first Christmas as a couple, they played host to their favorite people. The Harmsworths. The Hillbrooks. Lydia and Simon and their baby girl Rose. Sophie and Harry who were so rapturously happy that they barely noticed society’s disapproval. Elias. Marianne Seaton who had proven a good friend to Pen through the repercussions from Harry and Sophie’s elopement.

Lord Leath even planned to stay a day or two. He and Cam weren’t the best of friends, but there were signs of rapprochement. Cam’s canal scheme had proceeded, to the benefit of the Thorne coffers. Leath’s grudging acceptance of Harry gradually changed to genuine respect. Especially since Harry had taken over one of Cam’s estates and showed every sign of making a success of it.

The beau monde might frown at Her Grace, the Duchess of Sedgemoor entertaining so close to her confinement, but these days the Rothermeres paid little attention to gossip.

Which was a good thing. The scandal after Harry and Sophie’s elopement had been appalling. Insults, innuendos, and ribald lies had proliferated. The young couple still faced a degree of ostracism.

Pen knew better than to stew over the world’s spite. To her satisfaction, Cam showed every sign of agreeing. The Camden Rothermere who teased her this afternoon was his own man. If the world didn’t approve, that was the world’s loss.

With a theatrical gesture, Cam lifted the velvet to reveal the painting.

The bristling silence extended until Cam’s delight faded to concern. “Pen, are you all right? I thought you’d be pleased.”

“I am,” she said in a suffocated voice.

She couldn’t tear her attention from the painting. She’d only seen it once before, after the artist completed it. On that single viewing, it had brought tears to her eyes. Now, six years later, she still wanted to cry. Because it was so beautiful. Because it was so true. So heartbreakingly true.

“How did you get it? He swore never to let it out of the studio.”

“I set out to buy it after we got married. It seemed a suitable gift for a new duchess. But he passed away last April and I had to negotiate with his heirs.”

“But why did he change his mind? He said it was his most precious possession.”

“He always intended it to be yours, apparently. There’s a note down in the library that came with the painting. He calls it a gift of love.”

“He didn’t love me.”

“I think in his way, he did.” Cam stared at the picture, reverently tracing its lines. All hint of teasing had vanished. He looked like the man who had begged her to stay, vulnerable and passionate and so dear. “You can see it.”

“I can see love, but it’s my love for you,” she whispered, touching the graceful curve of the girl’s naked shoulder. “What do you see?”

For a long time, Cam studied the beautiful woman in the Goya portrait and then the beautiful woman who, praise all the angels, was his wife. As she’d said with her usual perception, the love was clear to see. In both versions of Penelope Rothermere.

Cam hadn’t realized until the painting arrived today that he’d proffered mere gold for something beyond price. A late masterpiece from a transcendent artist. A glimpse at Penelope in those years when she’d been lost to Cam.

He still shuddered to think that if chance had played differently, she might never have worked her way back to him.

“I see a lovely girl,” he said slowly.

She glanced at him. “You’re not shocked? After all, I’m one fur stole away from naked.”

He shrugged. “Only a prurient mind would see sin here.”

In the days when Pen’s escapades had tormented him with jealousy, he’d devoted too much time to imagining the wanton images on this canvas. But despite the amount of perfect white skin displayed against the shadowy background, the woman radiated an innocence that vanquished criticism. If Cam had seen this portrait before he’d married Pen, her virginity wouldn’t have been a surprise.

Pen kept her back to the viewer. Sable draped diagonally from one upper arm to her hips, baring her to the small of her back. She’d drawn her black hair in a rope across her shoulder to reveal the tender nape of her neck.

She turned to stare out of the frame, eyes huge and glowing, lips parted on a breath. The old painter had caught so much of Penelope. Her defiance. Her intelligence. Her sweetness.

And something else.

“Look at the painting.”

With a puzzled frown, she obeyed. “What is it?”

Cam stared unwaveringly at the real Pen, curling his arm around her shoulders. “What do you see?”

Pen took a long time to answer. “I see a woman in love. Isn’t that what you see?”

“Yes.”

“I wasn’t in love with Goya.”

“No, you were in love with me.” He said it without gloating, although her love always made him feel like the luckiest devil alive. “What else?”

He felt her start as she saw it. “The girl in the painting is in love, but she has no hope of happiness.”

“That’s it,” he said on a long hiss of satisfaction that she understood.

The shining eyes of the girl in the portrait were sad. How had Goya captured the truth hidden from Cam until it was almost too late? A mystery of genius, he supposed. But the great Spanish painter had known that Penelope Thorne was young and beautiful and brimming with spirit. And desperately in love with someone who didn’t care.

Cam crossed to the dressing table to retrieve the heavy silver mirror from his mother’s brush set. He returned to Pen’s side. “Look in the mirror.”

For a long time, Pen stared at her reflection. Then she turned unsmiling to Cam. “Now I know what it is to love and be loved.”

“You do.” He paused. “I’ll love you forever.”

Her eyes glistened with tears. “And I have loved you forever.”

He stepped behind her and laced his arms around her thickened waist. He adored this fecund, round version of Penelope. There was something so earthy and sensuous about her. “I’m so happy that you married me.”

The wry smile contrasted with the moisture brightening her eyes. “I’m happy that I married a man who can give me a Goya painting with a mere flick of his fingers.”

He laughed. “I’ll need to come up with something even more spectacular next Christmas.”

“You will at that.” She placed her hands over his where they linked across her belly. “If you hang the portrait, you’ll shock the neighbors.”

“This painting belongs here.” He smiled. “Your bedroom will soon rival the Royal Academy, my love.”