Her mother lifted a small, plump hand. “My dear child, calm yourself. The injuries are of their own foolish doing. A common bar brawl, the two of them drinking themselves to irrationality. They deserve no sympathy.”

“Oh, dear.” Louise felt a bubble of relieved laughter working its way up and pressed her lips firmly together.

“It is my understanding, having already received a bill for the cost of damages, that this display was witnessed by at least a dozen men of the town.” Victoria’s face resembled a hot, red sun just before it sinks below the horizon. Her body seemed in such agitation it visibly vibrated. “By now the entire countryside will be discussing whatever personal business their drunken lips may have revealed during their scuffle. And by personal business, I mean our family’s business.” She narrowed her eyes at her daughter.

Louise no longer saw humor in the situation. Did this really have anything to do with her? Or, more likely, with Lorne. “Do you mean—”

“Neither of them admits to the exact conversation.” The queen glared at one then the other of her men. “They claim to have no memory of the argument that started them fighting. But it is clear to us they were acting inappropriately and without concern for our subjects’ respect.” When her mother reverted to the “royal we,” Louise knew she was indeed angry.

Louise let out the breath she’d been holding. Perhaps her mother was overreacting, simply projecting her own worst fears onto the situation. This might be nothing more than two men, who had drunk more than they should have, disagreeing on some inconsequential matter. Like politics. Or the weather?

At least now she understood why her mother had summoned her. Although Victoria counted Brown as a trusted friend (and perhaps more), his size and brusque manner could be intimidating even for the queen. Pair Brown’s powerful personality and figure with the dark masculine presence of Stephen Byrne, and the two of them filled the room with a male essence that was nearly overpowering. Victoria had sent for Louise as reinforcement—to provide hormonal balance, as it were.

Louise stepped to her mother’s side and laid a hand on her shoulder. She kept her tone solemn. “Gentlemen, your behavior is most reprehensible and cannot be tolerated. At the very least, you have set a poor example for the men beneath you.”

She thought she heard a smothered snicker from one of them at her last words.

The two combatants exchanged quick glances, as if considering saying something more than they’d mutually agreed upon. But in the end, they remained silent, hats clasped in swollen and bruised hands in front of them, eyes cast meekly down at the carpet beneath scuffed boots.

Louise singled out the American to study. She wondered if Byrne ever removed that leather topcoat of his, even for sleep. She’d never seen him in anything but the long duster and close-fitting dark blue canvas riding pants.

She felt a disturbing warmth travel down through her body at the vision that came to her of Stephen Byrne peeling himself out of his “uniform.” She’d experienced the strength of his taut arms and torso muscles when he had crawled on top of her in the carriage. More than once since then she’d wondered—had such proximity been absolutely necessary?

“I have made my decision,” Victoria said, jolting Louise out of an all-too-pleasant reverie. “Mr. Brown, you shall attend to my personal security, and to that of the grounds at whichever estate we happen to be dwelling—Balmoral, Buckingham, Windsor, or Osborne House.” She turned to Stephen Byrne. “And you, sir, shall be solely in charge of the security of my children and our traveling arrangements. I will inform your superiors and ask that you be given whatever support you require. But you are not to trouble yourself with my welfare, or with the property itself, unless Mr. Brown asks for your assistance.” She looked sternly to one man then the other. “Is all of this clearly understood, gentlemen?”

Brown cleared his throat. “But, ma’am—”

“That is the way it shall be, Mr. Brown. I believe Mr. Byrne has shown himself capable in ways I cannot expect of you. His wartime experience with men such as those who have designs upon our safety has already proved invaluable. Even if his only duty were to keep us informed of the Fenians’ intentions, I would want him to stay on with us.” She looked at Louise, as if for support.

Louise nodded her agreement. “I don’t see that it can hurt to have another pair of eyes inside the castle or close by the family as we travel, in case of another emergency.” Louise stifled a grin as she added, “I am sure the two of you will find ways to cooperate and not be at each other’s throats.”

Her mother allowed a whisper of a smile, as if satisfied with a task fully accomplished. But Louise wasn’t convinced of her own words as she observed the two men. The Scot stood, huge feet planted like the roots of an elm tree, eyes focused straight ahead, his expression blank. He reminded her of a naughty schoolboy who hadn’t a shred of remorse for what he’d done. When she turned to the Raven again, she thought how apt his nickname was—his black hair falling like wing feathers over his forehead, those peculiarly piercing black eyes no less intent or dangerous than those of the young man who’d wildly flung himself through the coach window, pistol in hand.

But the American, she was beginning to believe, posed a different sort of threat.

He seemed to her the emotional opposite of her beautiful, gentle husband. The black to Lorne’s white. The blazing summer to Lorne’s chill winter. And a tougher more mature version of her artist-lover Donovan. While her husband had lied to her about who he was, Donovan had deceived her by telling her he loved her then leaving without a word of explanation. But Byrne seemed as if he’d never waste the energy to devise a lie. Anyone who disagreed with him, didn’t care for him, or got in his way . . . well, that was too bad. He’d tell them what was what.

Stephen Byrne was hidebound, powerful, unnerving—and she felt drawn to him in ways she found deeply, viscerally troubling.

“Louise?”

“Hmm?” She startled, then turned to her mother, wondering what she’d missed while her mind wandered.

“The men have their instructions. Leave me now, all of you. I have much work to do.”

Louise realized Brown and Byrne had moved to the door but were standing aside, waiting for her to leave the room ahead of them, as was proper. She inclined her head to them in passing; they bowed briefly. They smelled of sweat, the lingering sweetness of liquor, and the slightly ferric aroma of dried blood. She hoped they’d bathe very soon.

Louise listened to the regular rhythm of their heavy steps, echoing behind her as she started up the stairs back to her own room. Not a word passed between them or to her. Then their footfalls began to fade as they moved farther away.

Before she passed out of hearing, she heard Brown’s guttural threat from a distance, hushed as if he intended no one but Byrne to hear. “I’ll be watchin’ ye, laddie.”

Sighing, Louise climbed the stairs to her privy chamber, paying little attention to servants as they rushed past her, preparing for that evening’s formal dinner and concert. Her comparisons of Lorne and Byrne, and even with dear Donovan, grew increasingly more disturbing.

What if the nascent love of two young people never had the good fortune to mature into what it was intended to be? It was this last scenario that pained her most deeply when she thought of Donovan. What might have become of them had they a little more time together? Their affair—or, as her mother put it, Louise’s fall from grace—was the most thoroughly poignant, thrilling, consuming relationship she’d experienced with any human being. And the only one that involved sex.

Yet their love had evaporated into the ethers without resolution. Because Donovan. Dear. Beautiful. Exquisitely tender and intoxicating Donovan abandoned her.

Why? Why did you leave me?

Louise rushed through chilly stone corridors draped in priceless tapestries depicting classical themes in rich crimson, sapphire, and jade hues. Intended to defeat the eternal Scottish drafts and dampness, they did nothing to warm her now. Back in her room, a painful lump in her throat, tears threatening, she shooed away Car and collapsed into the velvet-curtained window seat that overlooked Balmoral’s early spring gardens.

Louise hadn’t seen Lorne since they’d arrived, except at family meals. They’d barely spoken a word even then. Her body, so ready for a man’s touch just days ago, ached with need. Her womb would forever remain barren. Her heart never cry out in ecstasy.

Passion! How she yearned for it again in her life.

She let the tears she’d held back for so long come, releasing the pain, soothing her with memories of a happier time when she believed with the innocence of youth that no one could take her dreams from her. That was the year she recalled being allowed to venture into the world of commoners . . .

Twelve


London, 1866

“It’s so unfair! Why won’t you let me go to art school? I shall never be a true artist without proper training.” Every afternoon at tea, and sometimes even at family breakfast, Louise fought with her mother, using every weapon in a princess’s arsenal.

“Stop it, Louise,” Victoria scolded. “You are becoming an embarrassment. Royal children do not mix with their mother’s subjects.”

“I shall stop eating entirely,” she proclaimed, pushing aside the tempting plate of biscuits and sandwiches. “Not a bite will pass my lips until I’m allowed to attend art school. If I am to become a professional artist, I must have a proper education.”