She had become accustomed to seeing him at her table, which was a cloth laid outside on the ground surrounded by cushions. Because of his bad leg, he could not sit cross-legged. Instead, he’d gotten as comfortable as he could, and as she had taught him, he had left his shoes at the front door and made certain he did not sit with his legs outstretched or his feet facing either her or her father—to do so would be an insult.

He spoke softly in Pashto, inquired about her father’s health as was considered polite, and complimented him for having such a good cook as his daughter. He held the acceptable amount of eye contact with her father and avoided looking at her altogether, again, to honor her father and respect Pashtun law.

He had listened and learned her lessons and waited respectfully for her father to eat first from the communal dishes she had prepared. Because his left hand was his dominant hand but was considered unclean in her culture, she could see him concentrate to remember to use his right hand to pass food and to eat. He had become quite accomplished at scooping his food up into a ball at the tip of his fingers and then eating it.

Yes, she had turned him into a proper Pashtun man—who would leave her like a bird in flight if he could but find his way home.

HE HAD STEPPED out into the courtyard to start his workout the next morning when Rabia’s father lifted a frail hand and beckoned him over.

Rabia had left for the market, so the two of them were alone, as they were every day when she left to shop. This was the first time, however, the old man had shown any interest in him. He often made himself scarce, respecting their prayer time and staying out of the old man’s space. Consequently, they had exchanged few words in the month or more he’d been here, so Shaghalai Kakar’s summons surprised him.

So did the first words out of the old man’s mouth when he sat down beside him.

“My daughter is a precious jewel. I regret that I called her back here.”

The old man sat on the ground, his legs crossed in a yoga position, his back pressed against the outside wall of the house. A grape arbor of sorts shaded them from the summer sun. Smoke curled up from the hand-rolled cigarette the old man held between fingers stained by tobacco. His face was a wrinkled road map carved by time, loss, war, and worry.

“Had you not called her back, I would be dead. For that, I am grateful,” he said, also in Pashto, giving the elder tribesman the respect he deserved. “I regret, however, that my presence here has put you and her in peril.”

“Life is peril. Life is regret. Only Rabia proves the latter wrong.”

“Rabia jana is a fine woman,” he agreed respectfully.

“She is a fine Muslim woman.” The squinty eyes staring at him were yellowed and filmy with cataracts. “She is Pashtun. When you look at her, your eyes often say that you forget.”

Ah. So Wadkar wasn’t as out of touch as his silence and constant sleeping suggested. His eyesight was also better than he had thought. He was also right.

“I do not wish to dishonor you or her.”

“Wishes mean little. Only actions speak.”

Right again. “As soon as I figure out a way to leave here, I will be gone.”

“You are welcome to take refuge as long as you have need.”

Even Pashtunwali, it seemed, trumped a father’s concern for his daughter’s virtue.

“I thank you for that.”

“Make certain when you go that you will not be captured. They will torture you. You will tell them that we harbored you.”

“There is little I remember about my life. But this I know. I would not betray you or Rabia jana. I will die first.”

“You will pray for death, but they will not let you die until they find out who protected you.”

With that, the old man closed his eyes. The discussion was over.

Everything he’d said was spot-on right. He watched Rabia far too much. Watched her work, watched her gentle way with her father, watched her as she hummed softly while she cooked. Watched the door where she slept in the room only a few feet away from him. Watched and wanted her.

He had to get out of here. But the old man was right about that, too. Until he was stronger and came up with a plan that would minimize the risk of capture, he also risked their lives if he tried to leave.

Deep in thought, he limped over to his chin-up bar. He’d finished five lifts when he heard the front door open and close. Rabia had returned from the market. A bee buzzed by his head as the back door flew open and she ran outside.

“Come. Quickly!” She ran to him, out of breath. “Taliban patrol. They are searching houses. Hurry!”

He followed her as fast as his leg would let him as she ran back inside.

She didn’t have to ask him to help her move her work table in the kitchen. Shortly after he’d become ambulatory, they had gone over the plan to hide him should something like this happen.

Together, they moved the table aside. She tossed back the rug to reveal the trap door in the middle of the floor.

“Hurry!” she pleaded as she jerked it open.

He took one look at the small hole dug into the earth and got broadsided by a wave of nausea and fear so great he froze like a statue.

He was back in that four-by-four-by-six-foot hole, with the snakes and the ice and the snow and the heat.

Two hundred fifty-five lines.

“Please, askar. You must hurry!” Rabia entreated again.

His throat closed up, and his lungs seized as he stared at the damp, dark hole. And he couldn’t do it. He couldn’t make himself crawl inside.

Yet if he didn’t, he would sign Rabia’s and Wadkar’s death sentences.

Swallowing back stark, consuming terror, he lowered himself down, closed his eyes, and prayed to a God he thought he had stopped believing in to give him strength.

The last thing he saw as Rabia lowered the trap door over him like the seal of a tomb was her face, awash with fear, backlit by the sunlight streaming in through the window.

The last thing he thought as absolute darkness closed in and his pulse spiked and his breath clutched at his throat was that he had to keep it together.

Then the claustrophobia set in. And the panic doubled.

This was bad. He knew this was bad. Raw terror quickened his heart rate. Increased his respiration. Blood rushed from his head, and the vertigo hit him with a vengeance.

He clamped a hand over his mouth to keep from screaming.

Willed himself to concentrate on regulating his breathing.

Slow.

Deep.

Steady.

Again.

Slow.

Deep.

Steady.

Over and over and over, until, amazingly, the panic began to subside, and he felt transported to another place. A familiar place. A place he remembered. A place that had gotten him through endless days of pain and starvation and despair.

And there he stayed. Aware of every measured breath. Aware of every single heartbeat.

Aware that if he didn’t keep it together, Rabia would die a horrible death.

AFRAID AND OUT of breath, Rabia hurriedly replaced the rug and, fueled by adrenaline, moved the heavy wooden table back into place. She quickly scanned the kitchen to see if there was anything that would give away that a third person shared their space.

Then she ran to the sleeping room the askar shared with her father, quickly gathered up his bedding, and laid it on top of her father’s. Knowing that time was short, she rushed to her bureau, pulled out her burqa and donned it, covering her face and hands so as not to provoke the Taliban fighters.

Satisfied that nothing in the house would give his presence away, she rushed back to the cooking room, hesitated briefly, and resisted the urge to get down on her knees and ask the askar if he was all right. He had to be all right. None of them would live through this if he wasn’t.

She rushed to the back door and almost knocked her father over as he stepped inside.

“Is all in order?”

“Yes, Father.”

“Then calm yourself. They will not find him.”

It was in that moment that she realized she feared as much for the askar’s life as she did for her father’s.

She flinched when a loud knock sounded at the front door.