He shut the door and stood looking at her.
“Well, Bessie?”
“Your Grace…I…we…I am with child.”
Henry stared at her.
Then he began to laugh. “By God, Bessie,” he cried, “I had begun to think you were a barren woman. When I considered all the nights we have been together…and no sign of a child. I began to wonder what was wrong with you…or…”
He frowned, as though admonishing himself.
He came towards her then, and there was a tender smile on his lips.
“Your Grace is not displeased…?”
Bessie was thinking: This will be the end. He will not want a pregnant woman. There will be someone else. Nothing will ever be the same again.
“Displeased!” He took her face in his hands and gently pinched her cheeks. “There’s nothing could have pleased me more.”
He seized her in his arms and held her so tightly that she would have cried out with the pain if she had dared. Then he swung her into his arms and held her up, looking at her.
Displeased! he was thinking. He had said that nothing could please him more; that was not true. If Bessie gave him a son he would be delighted, but a legitimate son was what he desired more than anything on Earth.
Now that Bessie carried their child he could look more closely at the fears which had been trying to intrude into his mind.
When there was failure to produce children it was natural to presume that something might be wrong with the would-be parents—both of them perhaps. Katharine was not barren. She could become pregnant; her failure lay in not giving birth to a healthy male child. Among her offspring there had been boys—but stillborn, or, as in the case of the first, living only a few days.
If Bessie Blount bore a healthy child, it would prove, would it not, that the fault did not lie with him.
True there was Mary—but one living girl in all those pregnancies! It was almost as though God was against him in some way, as though He had said, you shall not have a male heir.
His high spirits began to overflow. He began dancing round the small chamber with Bessie in his arms.
Then he was sober suddenly. “We must take care of you, my Bessie,” he said, lowering her gently to the ground. “We must cherish this little body of thine now that it shelters a royal child.”
They returned to the ballroom and were covertly watched.
The King does not grow out of his love for Bessie Blount, it was whispered. See, he is as enamored of her now as he was when he first saw her.
KATHARINE WAS in her daughter’s apartments. Mary was seated at the table, propped up with cushions so that she was high enough to reach the virginals which had been placed on the table.
The plump little fingers were moving over the keys with a dexterity astonishing in one so young.
Katharine watched her. She was not yet three years old; surely there was not another child like her in the whole of the kingdom.
“My precious daughter,” she murmured.
Glancing through the window she saw that the November mist was wreathed about the trees like gray ghosts; the ghosts of unborn children, she thought, and shivered.
She placed her hands on the child in her womb; and involuntarily the prayer rose to her lips. “A boy. Let it be a boy.”
If I have a boy—as healthy, as bright as my little Mary, then Henry will be pleased with me. It is all he needs to make him happy. What need have I to concern myself with the Elizabeth Blounts of the Court if only I can have a healthy boy.
The child had finished her piece. Margaret Bryan clapped her hands, and the Duchess of Norfolk and her daughter, Lady Margaret Herbert, who were both in attendance on the little Princess, clapped with her.
Katharine rose to embrace her daughter and, as she did so, she felt the now familiar nagging pains begin.
She cried out in alarm. It was not the pains which frightened her. It was the gray mist out there. It looked like ghosts…ghosts of children who had made a brief appearance on Earth and then had gone away. It reminded her that this was but November and her child was not due to be born until the Christmas festivities should begin.
SO IT WAS OVER.
She lay frustrated, sick, weary and a little frightened. She heard voices which seemed to come from a long way off but which she knew were in her bedchamber.
“A daughter…a stillborn daughter.”
Oh my God, she thought, then You have forsaken me.
There were other voices, but these were in her mind.
“They say the King fears his marriage does not find favor in Heaven.” “They say it is because he married his brother’s wife.” “They say it would not be difficult to end such a marriage…now, for the Queen’s father is dead and there is no need to fear her nephew…he is but a boy. Why should the King fear him?”
She closed her eyes. She was too weak to care what became of her.
She thought: This was my last chance. I have tried so many times. We have one daughter. But where is the son he so desperately needs, where is the boy who could make him tender towards me?
HE WAS STANDING by her bedside, and they were alone. When he had that look in his eyes, people slunk away from him. Even his dogs were aware of it. She had seen him often standing, legs apart, eyes blue fire, chin jutting forward—the sullen, angry boy. The dogs waited in corners and the clever men like Cardinal Wolsey were called away on urgent state matters.
Now they had left him with her; and she lay helplessly looking up at him.
She said: “I am sorry, Henry. We have failed once more.”
“We have failed? I did my part. It is you who fail to do yours.”
“I do not know where I failed, Henry.”
Those were the wrong words. How easy it was to speak the wrong words.
“You would suggest that it is something in me!”
“I do not know what it is, Henry.”
She thought he would strike her then.
O God, she thought, how much it means to him! How angry he is!
He had taken one step towards the bed and stopped; then he turned and began pacing the room. He was holding in his anger. He was hurt and bewildered. He had thought, after Mary, that they would get a son.
She knew that with each attempt she lost some charm for him. Each time she took to her bed in the hope of giving birth, she rose from it more wan, more listless; each time she left some of her youth behind.
She understood him well enough to know that these failures hurt him so much because they brought an insidious doubt into his mind. He would admit this to none, but she who had lived close to him for nine years knew him perhaps better than he knew himself, for he was a man who would never know himself well because he refused to look where it was not pleasant to do so.
Yet he could not drive the question from his mind. Is it in some measure due to me? Am I incapable of begetting a healthy son?
He could not bear that he should be anything but perfect. He loved himself so much.
Even in that moment she, who was so much wiser, was sorry for him. If she could, she would have risen from her bed and comforted him.
He had paused before the device which hung on the wall. The device of the pomegranate—the Arabic sign of fertility.
Oh, if I could but go back to the happy days in Granada before I had seen England, when my beloved mother was alive, I would never have chosen this as my device.
Henry began to laugh, and his laughter was not pleasant to hear.
He lifted his hand, and she thought that he was about to tear the device from the wall and trample on it. As though with difficulty he restrained himself; then, without another look at her, he strode from the room.
HENRY RODE OUT to a certain Priory, and with him he took only his most intimate friends. Compton and Bryan were among them, and they chatted and laughed gaily as they went along.
But Henry had not his heart in the raillery. He listened half-heartedly and there was a strained expression on his face. And after a while they fell silent.
Henry believed what was waiting for him at the Priory was of the utmost importance. He was praying, as he went along, for a sign. He would discuss his thoughts with no one, for as yet he was afraid of them; but if what he hoped should happen, then he might begin to reshape his life.
When they reached the Priory, he rode ahead of his friends into the courtyard, and grooms who clearly were expecting the important visitor hurried out to do them service.
Henry leaped out of the saddle; he was striding into the building and as he did so he was met by two excited nuns; their faces under their black hoods were flushed and their eyes alight with excitement.
“What news?” demanded Henry.
“It is all over, Your Grace. Her ladyship is well and will be eager to see you.”
“And…is there a child?”
“Yes, Your Grace, a bonny child.”
Holy Mother of God, they torture me, thought Henry.
He shouted. “Boy or girl?”
“A bonny boy, Your Grace.”
Henry gave a shout of triumph.
He called to Compton who was close behind him: “Did you hear that? A boy! Bessie has my boy!” Then he seized the nearest nun by the shoulder. “Take me to them,” he cried. “Take me to Lady Taillebois and my son.”
They led the way, running, for this was an impatient King.
He saw her on her pillows, her red gold hair spread about her as he had seen it so many times before. She was pale and triumphant. She was his beautiful Bessie who had given him what he wanted, now as she always had.
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