“Sure, but I hardly ever do it. It’s one of those things that I never seem to have time for anymore.”

“A good ol’ boy from the South like yourself?” she said, repeating the words he’d used the day before. “I would have thought a guy like you would sit outside on your porch with a banjo, playing song after song, a dog lying at your feet.”

“With my kinfolk and a jar of moonshine and a spittoon o’er yonder?”

She grinned. “Of course.”

He shook his head. “If I didn’t know you were from the South, I’d think you were insulting me.”

“But because I’m from Atlanta?”

“I’ll let it slide this time.” He felt the corners of his mouth curling into a smile. “So what do you miss the most about the big city?”

“Not a lot. I suppose if I were younger and Kyle wasn’t around, this place would drive me crazy. But I don’t need big malls, or fancy places to eat, or museums anymore. There was a time when I thought those things were important, but they weren’t really an option during the last few years, even when I was living there.”

“Do you miss your friends?”

“Sometimes. We try to keep in touch. Letters, phone calls, things like that. But how about you? Didn’t you ever get the urge to just pack up and move away?”

“Not really. I’m happy here, and besides, my mom is here. I’d feel bad leaving her alone.”

Denise nodded. “I don’t know that I would have moved if my mom were still alive, but I don’t think so.”

Taylor suddenly found himself thinking about his father.

“You’ve been through a lot in your life,” he said.

“Too much, I sometimes think.”

“But you keep going.”

“I have to. I’ve got someone counting on me.”

Their conversation was interrupted by a rustle in the bushes, followed by an almost catlike scream. Two raccoons scurried out of the woods, across the lawn. They scampered past the light reflected from the porch, and Denise stood, trying to get a better view. Taylor joined her at the porch railing, peering into the darkness. The raccoons stopped and turned, finally noticing two people on the porch, then continued across the lawn before vanishing from sight.

“They come out almost every night. I think they’re scrounging for food.”

“Probably. Either that or your garbage cans.”

Denise nodded knowingly. “When I first moved here, I thought dogs were the ones who kept digging through them. Then I caught those two in the act one night. At first I didn’t know what they were.”

“You’ve never seen a raccoon before?”

“Of course I have. But not in the middle of the night, not crawling through my garbage, and certainly not on my porch. My apartment in Atlanta didn’t have a real big wildlife problem. Spiders, yes; varmints, no.”

“You’re like that kid’s story about the city mouse that hops on the wrong truck and gets stuck in the country.”

“Believe me, I feel that way sometimes.”

With her hair moving slightly in the breeze, Taylor was struck again by how pretty she was. “So what was your life like? Growing up in Atlanta, I mean?”

“Probably a little bit like yours.”

“What do you mean?” he asked curiously.

She met his eyes, drawing out the words as if they were a revelation. “We were both only children, raised by widowed mothers who grew up in Edenton.”

At her words, Taylor felt something unexpectedly flinch inside. Denise went on.

“You know how it is. You feel a little different because other people have two parents, even if they’re divorced. It’s like you grow up knowing that you’re missing something important that everyone else has, but you don’t know exactly what it is. I remember hearing my friends talking about how their fathers wouldn’t let them stay out late or didn’t like their boyfriends. It used to make me so angry because they didn’t even realize what they had. Do you know what I mean?”

Taylor nodded, realizing with sudden clarity how much they had in common.

“But other than that, my life was pretty typical. I lived with my mom, I went to Catholic schools, shopped with my friends, went to the proms, and worried every time I got a pimple that people wouldn’t like me anymore.”

“You call that typical?”

“It is if you’re a girl.”

“I never worried about things like that.”

She shot him a sidelong glance. “You weren’t raised by my mother.”

“No, but Judy’s mellowed some in her old age. She was a little more stern when I was younger.”

“She said that you were always getting into trouble.”

“And I suppose you were perfect.”

“I tried,” she said playfully.

“But you weren’t?”

“No, but obviously I was better at fooling my mother than you were.”

Taylor chuckled. “That’s good to hear. If there’s one thing I can’t stand, it’s perfection.”

“Especially when it’s someone else, right?”

“Right.”

There was a brief lull in the conversation before Taylor spoke again.

“Do you mind if I ask you a question?” he said almost tentatively.

“It depends on the question,” she answered, trying not to tense up.

Taylor glanced away, toward the edge of the property again, pretending to look for the raccoons. “Where’s Kyle’s father?” he asked after a moment.

Denise had known it was coming.

“He’s not around. I didn’t really even know him. Kyle wasn’t supposed to happen.”

“Does he know about Kyle?”

“I called him when I was pregnant. He told me straight up he didn’t want anything to do with him.”

“Has he ever seen him?”

“No.”

Taylor frowned. “How can he not care about his own child?”

Denise shrugged. “I don’t know.”

“Do you ever wish he was around?”

“Oh, heavens, no,” she said quickly. “Not him. I mean, I would have liked Kyle to have a father. But it wouldn’t have been someone like him. Besides, for Kyle to have a father-the right kind, I mean, and not just someone who calls himself that-he’d also have to be my husband.”

Taylor nodded in understanding.

“But now, Mr. McAden, it’s your turn,” Denise said, turning to face him. “I’ve told you everything about me, but you haven’t reciprocated. So tell me about you.”

“You already know most of it.”

“You haven’t told me anything.”

“I told you I’m a contractor.”

“And I’m a waitress.”

“And you already knew that I volunteer with the fire department.”

“I knew that the first time I saw you. It’s not enough.”

“But there’s really not much more than that,” he protested, throwing up his hands in mock frustration. “What did you want to know?”

“Can I ask whatever I want?”

“Go ahead.”

“Well, all right.” She was silent for a moment, then met his eyes. “Tell me about your father,” she said softly.

The words startled him. It wasn’t the question he’d expected, and Taylor felt himself stiffen slightly, thinking he didn’t want to respond. He could have ended it with something simple, a couple of sentences that meant nothing, but for a moment he didn’t say anything.

The evening was alive with sound. Frogs and insects, the rustling of leaves. The moon had risen and now hovered above the treeline. In the milky light, an occasional bat skittered by. Denise had to lean in close to hear him.

“My father passed away when I was nine,” he began.

Denise watched him carefully as he spoke. He was speaking slowly, as if gathering his thoughts, but she could see his reluctance on every line of his face.

“But he was more than just my father. He was my best friend, too.” He hesitated. “I know that sounds strange. I mean, I was just a little kid and he was grown, but he was. He and I were inseparable. As soon as five o’clock would roll around, I’d camp out on the front steps and wait for his truck to come up the driveway. He worked in the lumber mill, and I’d run for him as soon as he opened his door and jump into his arms. He was strong-even when I got bigger, he never told me to stop. I’d put my arms around him and take a deep breath. He worked hard, and even in winter I could smell the sweat and sawdust on his clothes. He called me ‘little man.’ ”

Denise nodded in recognition.

“My mom always waited inside while he asked me what I did that day or how school went. And I’d just talk so fast, trying to say as much as I could before he went inside. But even though he was tired and probably wanting to see my mom, he never rushed me. He’d let me say everything on my mind, and only when I was all talked out would he finally put me down. Then he’d grab his lunch pail, take my hand, and we’d head inside.”

Taylor swallowed hard, doing his best to think about the good things.

“Anyway, we used to go fishing every weekend. I can’t even remember how old I was when I first started going with him-probably younger than Kyle. We’d go out in the boat and sit together for hours. Sometimes he’d tell me stories-it seemed like he had thousands of them-and he’d answer whatever questions I asked as best he could. My father never graduated from high school, but even so he was pretty good at explaining things. And if I asked him something he didn’t know, he’d say that, too. He wasn’t the kind of person who had to be right all the time.”

Denise almost reached out to touch him, but he seemed lost in the past, his chin resting on his chest.

“I never saw him get angry, I never once heard him raise his voice at anyone. When I’d act up, all he had to do was say, ‘That’s enough now, son.’ And I’d stop because I knew I was disappointing him. I know that probably sounds strange, but I guess I just didn’t want to let him down.”

When he finished, Taylor took a long, slow breath.

“He sounds like a wonderful man,” Denise said, knowing she’d stumbled upon something important about Taylor, but uncertain of its shape and meaning.

“He was.”