Виктория Холт - The Queen’s Secret

“I do not need him. I am much better. To see you and to know that you are not too important to listen to me gives me great pleasure.”

I was proud of him. He was clever enough to realize his own shortcomings, and surely that is a sign of greatness in a man?

He will be as great a king as his father was, I told myself, though I prayed not a warlike one. Let him be a king who gave his attention to learning…to the building up of culture in the land. Surely that would make him a king of true greatness?

As soon as Henry left, Owen came to me and I told him what had taken place.

“So he listened to you and is taking your advice. He will be a good and great king, I believe.”

“Gloucester must have flattered him considerably to make him feel that he is quite capable of taking on the burdens of state. I am surprised that he was taken in. But, of course, Gloucester stressed that he would always be there to help.”

“Which of course was the main purpose.”

“Gloucester terrifies me,” I said.

“We have managed so far,” replied Owen. “And we shall continue to do so. And having succeeded in this rather delicate matter, we shall have had practice in case a similar occasion should arise again. You see, it all worked out very smoothly. Guillemote managed the matter of the baby very well.”

“How lucky I am to have had her all these years.”

“She is as one of us.”

I agreed with that.

“Now,” went on Owen, “we will send a messenger over to Hatfield and let Guillemote know that she may bring the children back.”

I was awaiting the arrival of the party which would bring the children to me. It was midafternoon. I lay in bed drowsing. Very soon I should be up, and everything, I hoped, would return to normal. I was congratulating myself on the resourceful manner in which we had dealt with the difficulties of Henry’s visit and, after all our fears, how smoothly everything had gone, when I heard the sound of horses’ hoofs.

They had come home. It would be wonderful to see them. Guillemote would bring them up to me immediately because she would know of my impatience to see them.

I sat by the bed waiting for the sound of children’s feet…waiting for the door to be opened, for them to dash into my arms.

I could picture the beaming face of Guillemote looking benignly on.

The door was opened suddenly. It was Joanna Courcy. She was white and trembling.

“Joanna …” I began.

She was thrust aside and standing there, glaring at me with undoubted malevolence in his whole demeanor, was the Duke of Gloucester.

“My lord …” I stammered.

Joanna was trying to keep him out of the room. “The Queen has been ill. She is recovering …”

He looked at her coldly and said: “You may go.”

Joanna glanced at me. I nodded for her to obey him. I was glad that I could hide my trembling hands under the bedclothes.

I heard myself saying, and I was surprised by the steadiness of my voice: “I do not understand why you come bursting thus into my bedchamber.”

“Because I would speak with you, Madam,” he retorted.

“Of what?” I asked.

His face was scarlet. I could see he was trying to control his temper, which I knew, from repute, could be violent. I wondered briefly whether he had come to kill me. I thought quickly: no, not even he would dare do that. His methods would be more subtle.

“I have come to ask why you should malign me to the King.”

I knew at once to what he was referring. Had Henry told him? If he had it would be because Gloucester had forced it out of him. Or perhaps his spies knew that the Cardinal and Warwick had visited me, asking for my help. He would have his spies in many places.

I have often found it useful to feign ignorance of the language, which is plausible enough when it is not one’s native tongue. So, to give myself a few moments to recover a little, I pretended not to understand.

“Please …” I said. “You mean…I cannot understand …”

Showing a certain petulant exasperation, he said slowly: “The King has been here. He has talked to you.”

“Yes…he visited me…recently. I see so little of him. That is sad for me …”

“And you have spoken to him against me.”

“But no, my lord. I have spoken against no one. My son tells me that you are so conversant with the Latin poets…and what pleasure it gives him to learn of them.”

“I know you have told him not to listen to me…not to take my advice.”

“To listen to you? But no. I have told my son…because he asked me…that he is a boy yet. He will govern his kingdom one day…but not yet.”

“The King is my nephew.”

“Oh yes…and he is my son.”

“I vowed to my brother to care for him…to give him what he lacks through his father’s tragic death.”

“I know my husband commanded the good Earl of Warwick to teach him the use of arms…and what he should know…how to lead his armies as a king must when the need arises. My husband’s dear brother, the Duke of Bedford, and Cardinal Beaufort have cared for my son. He is not yet fourteen. A boy of his age cannot take on the government of his country. That is what he is and that is what I tell him. No…no…I say. It cannot be just yet.”

“But the King is unusually endowed. He has the spirit of a ruler. He has special gifts. He has inherited these from his father.”

“His father told me once that he was wild and reckless in his youth. It was only when he was a king that he changed his ways…and that was because he was of an age to understand what kingship meant.”

“The King is very serious. He is more interested in learning than the use of arms. He will be a great king.”

“Yes…in time. That is what I tell him. But he must wait for that time. Until he is of age he must rely on his advisers.”

“He would have the best advisers, my lady. He understood this. But since he has talked to you, he has lost his confidence.”

“The King has the wisdom to come to the conclusions he came to.”

“I trust, my lady, you will not consider it discourteous of me if I suggest that living shut away in the country, you cannot have a grasp of matters of state. May I add, Madam, that you have allowed yourself to become the tool of that archvillain the Cardinal and that fool Warwick.”

“No, my lord, that is not so. I have come to my own conclusions in the matter. They are my own and not those of others.”

“It may be that you would be wise to keep out of matters of which, by the very nature of the life you lead, you know nothing.”

“And you, sir, I wonder if you would leave me in peace to recover from my illness.”

He stood regarding me somewhat insolently. He looked around the room.

“Did you hear me?” I asked.

“Perfectly well, my lady. I am just about to depart, but there is one thing which has set me wondering.”

I waited in trepidation, for there was evil in his countenance. The heat of passion had passed and it was replaced by something cold, deadly and evil.

“I was wondering what you…such a beautiful lady…find to amuse you in the country?”

“I enjoy country life, my lord.”

“Here! With a few ladies-in-waiting? And men-at-arms, of course. I would say that that Welshman has quite a presence. Would you, my lady?”

He was looking at me maliciously. I thought in terror: he knows something.

I felt my color deepening and I was beginning to tremble.

“Did not he distinguish himself at Agincourt?”

“The King thought highly of him,” I said. “He was in his household…and he continues to be in mine.”

“That must be a very desirable situation. Though this is hardly the place for a soldier. Why is he not in France with my brother Bedford?”

“I have no idea,” I said. “Some soldiers tire of perpetual war.”

“I’ll swear he has a liking for country life. Please, sister, do try to be a little kinder to your poor brother-in-law. It is a great sadness to me to know that you are not friendly toward me and suspect me of…I know not what.”

“This matter has nothing to do with my friendship toward you, my lord. My son asked me for my opinion and I gave it to him because I felt that it was the right one.”

He bowed to me. “You must come to Court,” he said. “You and I must get to understand each other.”

He was at the door. I sank back onto my pillows, and as I heard his clattering footsteps going down the stairs, I could not stop myself trembling.

Joanna Courcy came in.

“I could not stop him,” she said. “I wanted to get up to warn you.”

“I know. There was no help for it.”

“Why did he come here? Does he suspect anything?”

“I know why he came here. And I think he suspects.”

“Oh God have mercy on us! What next?”

“Where is Owen?” I asked.

“He is in the gardens, I think.”

“Does he know Gloucester was here?”

“I do not know.”

“He must keep out of the way. I do not want him to be seen. Gloucester talked of him…in a certain way.”

We heard the sounds of departure below, and Joanna went to the window. “He is leaving with his men,” she said.

“Thank God he has gone.”

“I will go and get something to steady you.”

“No…no…stay. I wish Owen were here. I must talk to him. The way Gloucester spoke…I fear he knows …”

We were silent, and almost immediately there were sounds of arrival. I heard Edmund’s voice.

Guillemote was coming back with the children.

They were home again. My heart was leaping uncomfortably. And Gloucester was just going.