The emotional risk she faced with him had just intensified and increased, well-nigh beyond bearing. Her heart had swollen and blocked her throat; it was difficult to draw breath.

“You’re not just saying that?”

He was quite capable of it; he’d just proved he saw far more than she’d ever guessed, that he understood her far better than any other ever had. And he was ruthless, relentless in getting what he wanted.

He wanted her.

She had to believe it-there was no longer any option.

He exhaled, looked down, then met her gaze again. She could see his temper, still very real, in the locked lines of his face. Could sense, even more clearly, his desire to seize, to capture, to simply take.

A conqueror looked at her from behind his eyes.

Slowly, he raised a hand, held it out palm up between them. “Take a chance. Try me.”

She looked at his hand, then raised her gaze to his face. “What are you suggesting?”

“Be my lover until you’re sure enough to be my wife. For the few days we’ve left here, at least.”

She breathed in deeply; her wits were whirling-she couldn’t think. Instinct warned her she hadn’t yet heard all-hadn’t heard why he so amazingly thought they would suit-and perhaps never would. There were other ways to deal with that, to learn what he would not say.

But if she wished to… she’d have to take a chance.

Take a risk far bigger than any she’d imagined.

She’d thought to approach marriage one step at a time, standing on firm ground all the way. Who knew?-she might, at some point, have reached the stage of contemplating marrying him. If she’d followed her logical, cautious route, she would have known what to do. Felt sure what she wanted.

Instead, he’d leapt ahead to a stage she hadn’t until now envisaged, leaving her no time to catch up. Her mind was still reeling, but he was waiting for an answer-would insist on one-indeed, deserved one; she had to rely on instinct alone in deciding what to do.

Her heart quaked; she stiffened her spine.

Lifting her hand, she placed her fingers in his.

They closed strongly, firmly about hers.

The possessive touch jolted her. She lifted her chin, met his eyes. “This doesn’t mean I’m agreeing to marry you.”

He held her gaze, then shifted his hold, lifted her hand to his lips. “You’re agreeing to give me a chance to persuade you.”

Quelling the shiver the brush of his lips and the intent in his eyes evoked, she inclined her head.

Simon silently let out the breath he’d been holding, felt the vise locked about his lungs ease. Never had he imagined dealing with his intended would mean dealing with Portia; she tied him in knots in ways no other ever had.

But he’d got over the worst of it, eased her past the hurdle of his recent shortcomings and refocused them both on what mattered-what was to come. He wasn’t going to dwell on the fact she’d imagined he would seduce her, then let her go; there was no point arguing about her error.

She glanced at him, then turned to continue along the path. He consented but kept hold of her hand, striding slowly beside her.

Knowing she was thinking, analyzing, dissecting. There was no way he could prevent it.

The air beneath the trees was silent, still. Somewhere in the distance a bird called. The path wound through the trees; they could see the forecourt ahead when she stopped. Turned to him.

“If I don’t agree to marry you, what then?”

Lying would make life so much easier. But this was Portia. He met her gaze. “I’ll speak to Luc.”

She stiffened; her eyes flashed. “If you do, I’ll never marry you.”

He let the moment stretch. “I know.”

After a moment, he grimaced. “If it comes to that, we’ll be at stalemate. But it won’t, so there’s no sense worrying about it.”

She narrowed her eyes at him, but then grimaced, too, and turned to walk beside him once more. “You’re very sure.”

They emerged into the forecourt; he looked up at the house. “Of what should be, yes.” Of what was to come-that was another matter.

Reaching the front steps, they went up and through the front door, presently set wide.

In the hall, Portia halted. “I need to think.”

An understatment. She still felt as if she were walking in a dream, that none of what had happened had been real. She wasn’t at all sure what she’d got herself into, what she was now facing.

Where they, he and she, now were.

She drew her hand from his; he released it, but reluctantly. One glance at his face told her he’d much rather she didn’t think, that he was considering distracting her, but then he caught her eye, realized what she’d seen.

He inclined his head. “I’ll be in the billiard room.”

She nodded, turned away, opened the library door, and walked in. The long room was empty. Relieved, she shut the door behind her, leaned back against it. An instant later, she heard his footsteps heading down the hall.

Her back against the panels, she waited for her whirling wits to subside, for her emotions to settle.

Was he right? Could a marriage between them work?

There seemed little point examining the past; now she knew he’d been thinking of marriage all along, his behavior made perfect sense. Even the fact he’d not mentioned marriage until Kitty had made it unavoidable; given all he knew of her, in his shoes, she’d have done the same.

She’d never been one to cut off her nose to spite her face; their past was behind them-it was the future she now had to deal with. The future he’d set so forcefully before her.

Yet she felt as if her horses had bolted and her life was running away with her-out of her control. She’d been so focused on the emotional connection between them, she hadn’t spared much thought for the state that connection might lead them to-eventually, perhaps. He’d obviously been thinking of the state, but had he considered the emotion?

While she’d been investigating that connection step by logical step, he’d impulsively leapt far ahead to one possible conclusion-and was convinced that conclusion was right. Meant to be.

She was usually the impulsive one; he was the stoic male. Yet in this, he was convinced while she was still uncertain, searching for proof, for reassurance.

Grimacing, she pushed away from the door. Doubtless, her caution was a reflection of the fact that she had most at stake; it was she who would take the risk in giving him her hand. Giving him all rights over her-whichever rights he chose to exercise.

He said it would work; he understood her fears-said he wanted her as she was. Again, her decision hinged on trust. Did she trust him to live by that creed, day by day for the rest of their lives?

That was the question to which she would need to find the answer.

One thing, however, was clear. Their connectedness-the emotional link she’d been working to understand-born of their past, immeasurably strengthened by their recent interactions, was very real, all but tangible now between them.

It was still growing, still strengthening.

And he knew it, felt it, recognized it as she did; he was now capitalizing on it, using it. Adding his will to it-something she’d never expected-deliberately pushing it in the direction he, apparently, now wished.

Which led her to the most pertinent question. Was what she sensed between them real or, given his expertise combined with his ruthless will, was it a fabrication to beguile her into marrying him?

The way she’d reacted to his concern that morning replayed in her mind; was he ruthless enough to have fabricated that? She knew the answer: yes.

But had he?

She could sense the emotions-the passions, the desires-he kept reined, held back but insufficiently disguised. Still felt in response an instinctive skittering, an impulse to draw back, from him, from them, from their power and the inherent threat they posed to her, yet that impulse was countered by curiosity, by a potent fascination with what evoked those same desires-with what lay between them, and the promise of all that could.

He could read her thoughts and feelings well-in general, she’d never bothered to conceal either from him. That he should have guessed the single truth she’d always thought she’d kept well hidden simply confirmed that he’d been more attuned to her than she’d guessed. More aware of her than she’d been of him.

Until now, her thoughts of marriage had been abstract, although definitely not with him or any like him. Circumstances had conspired to entrap her, through her curiosity to draw her into his web; he’d now made the prospect of marriage to a tyrant very real.

If she had any sense, she’d refuse him-and run. Fast. Far away.

Yet the notion of running from what might be, what might exist between them, evoked such a strong reaction she knew she’d never do it, turn her back and blithely let it die. If she did, she’d never be able to live with herself; the possibilities along the road he was proposing they follow were endless, exciting-recklessly enticing. Different, unique. Challenging.

All the things she wanted her life to be.

The prospect of marriage to a Cynster without love to ease the way, no longer distant theory but now very real, was like a sword hanging over her head, threatening all she was. Yet despite that, she still did not feel, did not react to him, the man, as if he threatened her at all. He’d been her unwanted and reluctant protector for years; some stubborn part of her adamantly refused to rescript his role.

She sighed. Contraditions assailed her every way she turned; confusion still clouded her mind. The only thing she felt totally confident about was that he, amazingly, was committed to marrying her, while she’d yet to make up her mind.