'Everyone thinks that, Oliver cut across him savagely. 'Even those who know the truth have almost forgotten. They think us husband and wife, as close as this! He raised two crossed fingers before Humfrey's startled eyes. 'If you only knew the heartache and suffering he has caused. So help me God, I will run a sword through his heart rather than march at his side.

'All right, I have said I will dismiss him. Calm yourself. Humfrey held up a placatory hand. 'Come, we'll go to the hall and eat.

Oliver breathed out hard and scooped his hands through his hair. He was no longer ravenous. All he felt was sick and angry and afraid. 'No, I have to go home to Catrin and Rosamund.

Humfrey nodded reluctantly. 'Do you want me to come with you?

'No, Oliver said tersely, then, with an effort, forced himself to be civil. 'My thanks, Humfrey, but you attend to your concerns and I will attend to mine.

'Don't do anything rash, the knight warned with troubled eyes. 'A sword through this man's heart will be as much your death as his.

'You think so? Oliver raised his brows. 'He put a sword through mine ten years ago. Wouldn't you say that the reckoning is long overdue?

'Oliver

'But if I seek him out and kill him, his dishonour will become mine. His mouth was bitter. 'Either way, I pay the price.

Chapter 35

Agatha the laundress deposited the basket of fresh linen on the trestle. 'All done, she declared. 'Since you've returned to Bristol, you've been one of my best customers.

Catrin gave her a rueful smile as she paid Agatha for her work. 'Some would say that I'm a dreadful spendthrift for washing chemises and shirts more than twice a year.

'Not me, Agatha chuckled, putting the coins in her pouch. 'And I'll tell you something else. The knights who pay me to wash their shirts and drawers the most often are the ones who have the success where women are concerned. Who wants to get close to someone who smells like a gong farmer? She glanced around the room. 'Fine house, she nodded. 'Ethel would have liked it here.

'We've rented it from Geoffrey FitzMar, Catrin said, joining Agatha in her admiration of the spacious proportions afforded by the cruck frame. 'Oliver's riding on soon, but I'm staying here with the children until the army returns. She offered Agatha a cup of wine. The laundress's eyes gleamed and she plumped down on a stool.

'Just a cup, she said, 'else I won't be fit to do my work. After all the sadness that Geoffrey FitzMar's had, it's good to see him back on his feet again.

They sat and talked for a while. Of Geoffrey, of the war, of women's things. Rosamund proudly showed Agatha her braid weaving and a scrap of wool embroidery she had been doing. The boys clamoured to be jiggled on her ample lap.

There was a knock at the door. Cup in hand, a smile on her lips, Catrin opened it upon a townsman — one of the poorer citizens who earned his living from holding horses, carrying baggage and running errands. She knew him vaguely, for on a couple of occasions he had been sent to fetch her to a childbirth.

'Eldred, isn't it? she said.

'Aye, mistress, that it is. His teeth were yellow and little more than worn-down stumps in the gum. He poked his head round the door. 'Morning, Mistress Agatha.

'Morning, Eldred, she replied, with obvious irritation.

'What can I do for you? Catrin asked.

Eldred eyed the wine but was not so foolish as to chance his luck. 'I been asked to find a midwife, one as knows her trade. I knew you was back in Bristol, word gets around. I said as I'd bring you straight away if I could. He sleeved a drip from his nose and sniffed loudly. An overpowering stink of midden heaps wafted from his garments. Another of his occupations was sorting through the town's rubbish for items still of use and Catrin suspected that his clothes were some of the finds. Her nose told her for a fact that he had never paid a laundress in his life.

'Now? The woman is labouring now? Catrin lifted her cloak from the peg in the wall.

Eldred shrugged and spread his grimy hands. 'I reckon so. J Didn't see her, only the husband, but he were trembling like a leaf. He pays well — be worth your while. |

'Agatha, will you look after Rosamund and the boys until myself or Oliver returns?

'Aye, mistress, go on with you. The older woman waved her hand. 'Where be you going in case we have to find you?

'Wharf Alley, Eldred said. 'In the middle, atween the cookshop and the bathhouse.

With that they were gone. Agatha frowned after the closed door and pursed her lips.


While Wharf Alley was not the worst area in Bristol, neither was it the most salubrious. In between the houses of the merchants and craftworkers, there were bakeries and cookshops. There were also taverns and bathhouses. A man could have a meal, get drunk and find a whore all without walking more than thirty yards. He could be robbed and tossed in the river within the same distance too.

'This house, said Eldred, halting before a dwelling that was squeezed in the middle of two larger establishments. Its daub and wattle walls had recently been limewashed and the thatch was also new.

'Belongs to the folk at the bathhouse, Eldred confided. 'They bought it off the widow who used to live there. Rent it out now, they do.

Catrin eyed the house as Eldred banged on the door. It was the sort of place that men used for assignations with their mistresses, rather than renting as a domestic home. Perhaps the mistress was in labour.

Eldred's knock was answered by the red-haired Welshman.

'I brought the midwife like your master wanted, he announced.

Catrin did not recognise Ewan at first, except to know that she had seen him somewhere before. By the time she did, she was over the threshold and putting down the hood of her cloak.

'Ewan? Her eyes widened.

So did the soldier's before he rounded on Eldred. 'What trickery is this? he snarled.

Eldred stared in bewilderment. 'No trickery, he said. 'You asked for a midwife, I said I could find you one and here she is. You owe me my fee. He extended his hand.

'You're owed nothing, Ewan growled.

Catrin felt weak and disoriented with shock. Ewan's master could only be Louis. Mother of God, after all these years. He flitted in and out of her life like a destructive spirit; wreaking havoc and leaving her to pick up the pieces, only to reappear and dash them to the ground again in ever more fragile shards. She laid her hand on Eldred's indignant sleeve.

'Escort me home, Eldred, she said, with as much calm as she could muster. 'I myself will pay your fee. She turned to the door.

'That will not be necessary, Louis said quietly, and barred her way. 'Master Eldred, I thank you. He gave the messenger a silver halfpenny and, setting his hand on Catrin's shoulder to detain her, stood aside to let the man depart. Then he closed the door.

But for the thought of the woman she had been brought to aid, Catrin would have thrust him off and hastened after Eldred. She glared at her husband. 'I was summoned to attend at a childbirth, she said. 'I suppose some other unfortunate woman has fallen victim to your charm.

Louis looked hurt. 'Why do you always think the worst of me, Catty?

'Because I know now that there is no better, she retorted. 'And my name is Catrin. What are you doing in Bristol, Lewis?

He shrugged and smiled, familiar gestures which had once sent a pang through her, but now filled her with distaste. They were affected, not charming. 'The same as everyone else. Paying court to Prince Henry, our future King.

'Why, do you think he might give you a castle to ruin?

A scowl marred his brow. 'You've still got the claws, I see.

'I don't suffer fools gladly. Show me to the woman in travail or else let me go. She set her hand on the door latch.

'There isn't a woman in travail, Louis said. 'The need for a midwife is my own. I did not know that the old beggar would bring you.

'What? Catrin gazed at him and wondered if he had lost his wits. 'Why should you want a midwife?

Louis flicked a glance at Ewan. 'Go next door and amuse yourself, he said, flipping the soldier a coin. 'I want to talk privately with my wife.

'I am not your wife, Catrin said coldly. 'You gave up that right when you rode out of Wickham and left me and a tiny baby to face the siege.

'You are mine in the eyes of the Church.

'But not in my own and that is all that matters.

Eyes lowered, Ewan opened the door and stepped out into the street. Catrin started after him, but Louis was quicker and leaped in front of her, his extended arm barring her way.

Filled with loathing and a spark of fear, Catrin drew herself up. 'Let me go, she hissed. 'For whatever purpose you want a midwife, find someone else. I owe you neither loyalty nor service.

'Then what about pity, Catrin? His voice softened and filled with pathos. 'Can you not find it within you to pity me?

'No, I can't, she answered savagely, but was aware of a betraying spark of uncertainty.

Louis perceived and sprang upon it immediately. 'I do not believe that. Your heart was always tender even if the shell was of steel. He bowed his head. 'I'm dying. That's why I sent Ewan away; he doesn't know. You'll be rid of me sooner than you know.

'Dying? Catrin did not know whether to laugh or be appalled, to believe or to doubt. 'I can see nothing wrong with you. She couldn't. He was lean and tanned, with all the vibrancy she remembered.