‘He was good to me by his code — more than I deserved.’

‘Then why in Christ’s name did you leave him for a toad like Ranulf de Gernons? … No,’ he said as she flounced away from him. ‘I truly want to know.’

Olwen tugged at the moist blades of grass beneath her fingers. ‘I wanted Renard because he was different, a challenge, but the only way to win that challenge was to lose. I had heard all about Ranulf de Gernons — how import — ant and powerful he was. I wanted to show Renard how high I could rise if I so chose, far beyond what he could give to me. The pleasure was never important, except when it got in the way.’ She tossed her handful of grass into the air and watched the green blades scatter down.

He was silent for a time, digesting this and seeing a glimmer of the reasons for her flying to his fist like a lost hawk sighting a falconer’s glove. ‘And the child that came of this challenge?’ He sat up further and linked his hands around his upraised knees. ‘Does Renard of Ravenstow know that he has sired him?’

Olwen laced up her shirt and picked her hat off the grass. They had rolled on it in their passion and the jaunty peacock’s feather in the brim was broken. She shook her head. ‘No, he doesn’t know.’ She plucked at the feather.

‘Do you want him to?’

Olwen gnawed at her bottom lip, then shaking her head, raised her eyes to meet his. ‘Jordan is mine,’ she said. ‘Perhaps when he is older …’

Owain arched his brow. He watched her dust off the hat and set it back on her head. No stranger to women, he found her exquisitely beautiful, intricate and intriguing, worth every moment of the time he had spent coaxing her to the lure. His gain that the other two had been fools. ‘He’s better fostered in my household than in any saeson ’s,’ he added. ‘Come to think on the matter, we probably share several common ancestors through the FitzGuyon line and that’s reason enough to take and raise the child.’ He stretched with loose-limbed satisfaction manner and rose to follow her to their cropping mounts. ‘Although I’d have taken him without that for the sake of his mother,’ he said, and kissed Olwen.

He saw that her eyes were bright with tears.

Chapter 28

‘John!’ Elene hastened to embrace her brother-in-law as he dismounted from his palfrey in Woolcot’s courtyard. ‘This is indeed a welcome surprise!’ She hugged him hard, cheek pressed to the rough wool of his habit, then stood back to look into his eyes, fear present even in the midst of her delight lest he bear evil tidings. His face, however, was open and smiling, the only lines on it those around his eyes from constantly narrowing them in order to focus.

‘Where’s my nephew?’ he asked as she led him across the bailey towards the keep.

‘Crawling after dog bones in the hall and leading Alys a merry caper! You won’t recognise him.’ She looked along her shoulder. ‘Have you ridden far?’

‘Only from Ravenstow. Mama told me that she thought Renard was here?’ He squinted around as they walked. She had to grab his arm and steer him to avoid a pile of dirty rushes that had recently been forked from the hall. He said ruefully, ‘When I write letters for Lord Leicester, I look through a glass orb of water to see the page better. If there was some way of carrying such a thing around on the end of my nose, I might be able to see where I was going.’

Elene laughed at the image he conjured and patted his arm. ‘You’ve missed Renard by less than an hour. He’s gone up to Caermoel to sift reports and sit at the manor court. I’m here to supervise the wool clip, and then we’re travelling down to Ledworth for the Lammas feast. He’s due back at the end of the week. Do you need him urgently?’

They had reached the hall. John stared myopically around. He had seldom visited Woolcot and was unfamiliar with its layout. It was much smaller than Ravenstow and Ledworth, but sturdily built for all that and made comfortable by Elene’s domestic wiles. Bright hangings abated some of the damp from the walls and the central hearth was well tended so that it burned cleanly without enveloping the hall in a smoky miasma. ‘Yes, I do,’ John replied.

‘So urgently that you cannot stay to dine?’ She propelled him in the direction of the dais.

‘Oh plenty of time for that, Nell,’ he assured her, patting his stomach, ‘but I won’t stay overnight.’ He gave her a smile. ‘There’s no need to look like that. It’s urgent, but cause for relief, not alarm.’

She raised her brows at him, but did not pursue further. She left him and went down the hall, returning a moment later with Hugh, whom she deposited in his lap. The baby took his usual exception and yelled.

‘He’s definitely louder than I remember from Christmas,’ John said wryly, ‘although even then I marvelled at the power of his lungs.’

‘Renard says that even if you put his cradle in the undercroft, you’d still be able to hear him on the battlements,’ she laughed and poured him wine.

John snorted and put the baby down on the floor to watch him crawl, which he did with concentrated determination. ‘Lord Leicester sends his greetings to you and his godson and hopes to make you a visit soon.’

‘I thought he was with the Empress.’

‘Was,’ John emphasised, taking a swallow of the wine. ‘Only he grew so irritated by her haughtiness and so impressed with Stephen’s fortitude in captivity that he’s returned to the Queen’s party as meek as a washed lamb, and that is only half the good tidings.’

‘Oh?’

‘The Londoners have rejected the Empress too. They let her into the city on midsummer day, reluctantly resigned to giving her the Crown. She needed to handle them as delicately as blown eggshells but instead she demanded money from them — said it was not her fault if they were hard pressed to pay, they should not have squandered their coin on a perjurer like Stephen.’ He shook his head. ‘Both sides left the meeting in high dudgeon. My lady went to eat her dinner; the mob went to fetch their weapons. She escaped by the skin of her teeth. Fled to Winchester so I hear, shedding supporters like autumn leaves.’

‘There is hope then?’ The gold flecks in Elene’s eyes were suddenly very bright.

‘More than there was last month, certainly.’ John’s voice constricted as he leaned from the midriff to rescue his nephew from crawling too far. ‘Apparently the Bishop of Winchester has shut his palace against her and refuses to see her. She won’t give him an inch of ground and it’s beginning to play on his conscience that he betrayed Stephen. After all, they are brothers, and until recently they were very close.’

‘We had heard from William that Winchester petitioned her to let Stephen’s son keep his father’s Norman lands.’

‘It was refused. And then to add insult to injury, she put Stephen in chains. Men are saying that it is disgraceful to treat him thus. My lord of Leicester would have no more to do with her after that. He helped her to escape from the London rabble as a matter of courtesy, but he took the road to Kent, not Winchester.’

‘And Earl Ranulf?’ She took Hugh back from him.

‘Cursing his decision to turn rebel in the first place. Expect him back in the marches full of spleen, but more concerned to defend for the moment than attack.’

Elene looked down at her son, at the chubby hand grasping one of her braid bindings. She felt him heavy and warm in her arms. ‘John, it frightens me,’ she said. ‘I wish there could be peace between us and Chester. I know that Renard fought him off at Caermoel, but it has not stopped the raiding. He sends his routiers to strike at our vulnerable parts and we strike back — ripping out each other’s entrails for the Welsh to feed upon and grow fat.’

‘What does Renard say?’

‘That the blaze is not of his making and that he is not the one who keeps piling on the branches. I suppose it is true, but neither will he make any move towards peace.’

‘You cannot blame him for that,’ John said. ‘Not after what happened to Henry at Lincoln.’

‘I don’t blame him, I just wish there was a way.’

A heavy silence descended. A maid set a bread trencher before John and put a steaming dish of pigeons in saffron sauce upon the table and a savoury accompaniment made of bread, herbs and onions.

Elene sat down with him, giving Hugh a crust to suck, while she picked at her own food.

‘What’s the matter?’ asked John. A servant leaned over him to pour wine into his cup.

‘Nothing … I …’ she hesitated. ‘I … I was thinking that sometimes it is possible for a woman to tread where even angels fear.’

‘You mean go to Earl Ranulf yourself?’ His hand paused, halfway between mouth and trencher and his eyes grew round with alarm. ‘That would be walking into a lion’s den and asking the lion to eat you!’

‘I was thinking of his wife. She is your cousin and not ill disposed towards Ravenstow. I’ve met her before and I think that she would probably agree to help bring this petty warring to a truce.’

John continued to stare at her. After a moment he remembered to put his food in his mouth.

‘Would you carry a letter if I wrote it?’

He swallowed his mouthful convulsively and almost choked. ‘What, behind Renard’s back?’

Elene bit her lip. Then she looked at Hugh and the mess he was making of the crust. ‘Yes.’

‘Are you strong enough to face him when he finds out?’

She thrust her jaw at him. ‘Yes.’

John concentrated on the meal and said nothing until he was washing his hands in the finger bowl. Then he leaned back and folded his arms. ‘A year ago I’d not have believed you, but then a year ago you’d not have answered yes to either question.’