I was so disturbed by this that I could not concentrate on anything else. I carefully locked the door and went back to my room. I was a little shaken. I could not understand why, having talked so earnestly about the importance and value of the statue, he should have taken it and said nothing.

I went to my window and looked out at the barred windows of the showroom.

No one could have got in. I was the only one in the house who had a key. The answer was simple, Mr. Sylvester must have taken the image with him. Perhaps he was going to have some test made on it.

I went out riding with Joliffe and that was enough to make me forget everything else. It was wonderful to pick our way through the forest and canter across the glades. We stopped at an old inn for cider and farmhouse sandwiches, and sitting in that inn parlor with its stone floor and hams and sides of bacon hanging on the rafters, the brass gleaming in the open fireplace, I was happier than I had ever been in my life and I knew that the reason was Joliffe.

As we sipped our cider which was a little potent and ate the homemade bread and freshly baked ham, I asked him how often he came to Roland’s Croft.

“Not often.”

“They behave as though you are there every day. You enjoy your visits there I believe.”

“Never one as much as this one.”

He turned his blue eyes on me and they undoubtedly implied that this was the best of visits because I was there.

We were quiet as we rode back. I thought he was on the verge of saying something that would be very important to us both so I was in a state of great expectancy. It was strange for him to be silent. It was like discovering a side to his nature which I had not suspected existed.

We returned in the middle of the afternoon and I did not see him for the rest of the day. He left word that he had an appointment and would not be in to dinner. My mother and I dined alone in her sitting room. She was in a strange mood. She talked a great deal about the days when my father had courted her.

“Do you know, Janey,” she said, “I used to have qualms. You see if he hadn’t married me they wouldn’t have cast him off, would they? He would have had a comfortable income, instead of that meager annuity, wouldn’t he?”

“He would rather have had us,” I assured her.

“He must have told me so a thousand times. I’d like to see you settled, Janey. Of course you have this post here with Mr. Sylvester and he’s a very kind gentleman but…”

She looked at me as though asking me to tell her something. I knew that she was hoping that Joliffe would ask me to marry him. She wanted me to know the happiness she had enjoyed with my father.

“Mind you,” she went on as I remained silent. “You’re young yet. Only eighteen, but I was eighteen when I married your father. We met and we knew at once. It was as quick as that.”

She was hoping for confidences. But I had none to give her.

I couldn’t sleep that night. I lay awake thinking of the inn parlor and the manner in which Joliffe had looked at me. I went over our conversation and in the middle of it all I remembered that the Kuan Yin was not in the showroom and the strangeness of this struck me afresh.

I dozed and dreamed I was in the room and the eyes of the bronze Buddha suddenly moved and they were accusing me.

After an hour of this I got up and went to the window. I looked across at the barred window as I used to when I first came to the house. How different the place looked in moonlight—mysterious, eerie—the sort of place in which anything could happen.

I was getting cold but I knew I would not sleep so I sat there and quite suddenly I saw the flickering light. I could not believe it. That light was behind those barred windows. There was no mistaking it. Someone—something—was in the showroom.

I had begun to tremble and the match shook as I lighted my candle. I went back to the window. It was dark and then… there it was… that flickering will-o’-the-wisp.

Thieves! I thought. And Mr. Sylvester away and I am responsible!

I put on my dressing gown and thrust my feet into slippers. I had to go and see.

Swiftly I mounted the stairs. I was standing outside the door. I took the handle and slowly turned it. The door was locked. It was then that the goose pimples rose on my skin and a feeling of sheer terror came over me. Burglars did not seem half as terrifying as that something which had clearly been—and perhaps still was—in the room.

I sped back to my room. I took the key from the sandalwood box and came back, I tried the door again. It was still locked. I turned the key and went in.

How eerie the room looked. I lifted my candle and because my hand was shaking my shadow danced on the wall. The candlelight fell on the now familiar objects. There was the Buddha. He was terrifying in candlelight. His eyes half closed, his expression malevolent, his effortless lotus pose making him aloof and disdainful.

My heart was racing, my throat was parched, I was prepared for anything to happen. Yet I advanced into the room. I must not dismiss the idea that that light had been brought in by a human being who had entered the room by some means and may have stolen something.

There was the valuable Ming vase. The jade cabinet was intact.

Then I stared. For in the glass case smiling benignly at me was the Kuan Yin which this morning had not been there.

I was imagining it. I opened the case. I touched her. In truth she was there. Yet this morning she had been missing.

Something very strange was happening here. I looked about the room. It was uncanny. These objects had been in the world for centuries; they would have passed through so many hands. Was it true that seemingly inanimate objects became imbued with the tragedies and comedies of the lives of those to whom they had belonged?

Then to my horror I heard a noise. Surely it was a stealthy footstep. I had the feeling that I was about to be trapped.

I moved forward so that I was sheltering behind the bronze Buddha. I saw the flickering light at the door. A dark figure was there.

I caught my breath audibly. A voice said: “Who’s there?”

Floods of relief swept over me for it was Joliffe’s voice.

“It’s you, Joliffe,” I said.

“Jane!”

I came out into the room and we stood facing each other, our candles in our hands.

“What are you doing here?” I whispered.

“What are you?”

“I thought I saw a light in here. I came to see what was happening.”

“I heard someone moving about. I came to investigate.”

“Who could it have been?”

“You were the one I heard.”

“But I saw a light here.”

“Do you think there’s a burglar in the house?”

“The door was locked. How could he have got in?”

“He wouldn’t have come in and carefully locked the door after him. It was a trick of light you saw.”

“It couldn’t have been.”

“It was. How lovely you are, Jane, with your hair loose like that.”

His presence always intoxicated me. I could only think that we were alone together and although in incongruous circumstances it didn’t matter.

He came closer to me. “What good fortune to meet like this.”

“How ridiculous. We can meet during the day.”

“This is exciting.” He put his candle down and took mine from me. Then he put his arms about me and held me tightly.

“I love you, Jane,” he said.

I just wanted to lie against him, for I loved him too and I was happy as I never had been before.

He took my face in his hands and said: “Jane, there has never been anyone like you.”

“There was never anyone like you, I’m sure.”

“This was inevitable. Did you sense from the first day we sheltered beneath the parapet?”

“I think I did.”

“Oh Jane! Life will be good, won’t it? You’ll let it be, won’t you?”

“I only want to be with you,” I answered.

We kissed and I had never dreamed that there were such kisses. I was in a state of euphoria and the transition from terror to bliss was too sudden. Everything seemed unreal. I was in love with a man I had so briefly known and we were here together half clad in this room which for me had always seemed like part of a fantasy.

I expected to wake at any moment to find that I had dreamed of that flickering light and I would find myself seated at my window where I had dozed off.

But no, I was here, and Joliffe’s arms were about me and he was telling me that he loved me and he was urging me to love him completely and utterly.

I was very young and inexperienced; love to me was a romantic and beautiful thing as my mother had always presented it to be. She and my father had met and loved romantically; they had married within three weeks of their meeting and he had sacrificed a life of comfort for her. That was love.

The bronze Buddha seemed to be looking at me with cold disdainful eyes.

“What a strange place for a lovers’ meeting,” said Joliffe. “Let’s get out of here.”

“I must go back to my room,” I said.

“Not yet,” he whispered.

He took me in his arms again but I couldn’t shut out the thought of the Buddha’s watching eyes. It was foolish. What was it but a piece of bronze and yet…

“I must get out of this room,” I said.

Resolutely I picked up my candle. He took his and we went out of the room together. I locked the door.

We faced each other in the corridor.

He was holding my hand firmly. “I can’t let you go,” he said.