"I think you're right." Devin rubbed his bloody cheek on his muddy shoulder. "I've never seen him look at any woman that way. Think he knows it?"

"I don't think either of them have a clue." Delighted, Jared swiped wet hair out of his eyes.

"It's going to be a pleasure." Rafe hooked his thumbs in his pockets, rocking back on his heels. "A real pleasure, to watch Shane MacKade take the fall."

"Should we go inside and leave them alone?" Devin angled his head as he considered. "Or should we haul him off her and pound on him some more?"

Rafe touched his fingers to his eye. Shane's first punch had been a doozy. He was going to need some of the ice he was sure his wife was readying.

"I wouldn't mind pounding him some more, but she'd just get going again."

"I don't think we should leave them out here," Jared decided. "They could catch pneumonia."

"Not with all that heat." With a nod, Devin moved forward, and his brothers flanked him. Between them, they took arms and legs and hauled Shane into the air.

"Let go. You've got your own women. This one's mine." But they had him pinned, so he could only grin foolishly at Rebecca. "Baby, you're a mess. Let's go take a shower."

Eyes narrowed, Rebecca pulled herself to her feet. She knew she had mud in places best left unmentioned. With as much dignity as possible, she swiped her hands down her ruined slacks and through her filthy hair.

"Have you got him?" she asked calmly.

"Yes, ma'am." Recognizing the look in her eyes, Devin grinned. "I believe we do."

Shane knew the look, too, and tried to yank free. "Come on now, honey. Reason, remember? Violence isn't an answer. God, you're so pretty. I could gobble you right up. Why don't we—"

His breath whooshed out when she clenched a fist and rammed it into his stomach.

"Good one," he said weakly, then coughed and managed to draw another breath. "You show real potential."

"Idiot." With a toss of her head, she dripped her way to the house.

"Isn't she something?" Dazed with admiration and pain, Shane stared after her. "Isn't she just something?"

In the end, he tried flowers. After the chores were done, supper was eaten and his family had gone their separate ways, Shane calculated he needed a bit of an edge. He went out in the rain, in the dark, and picked wildflowers by flashlight.

When he came back, she was working at her computer. She did glance up; it was one of those cool, killing glances she'd aimed his way all evening.

He put the wet flowers on the table beside her and crouched down. "How mad are you?"

"I'm not angry." She was embarrassed, and that was worse.

"Want to hit me again?"

"Certainly not."

"It was just mud." He took her hand, brought it to his lips. "It looked good on you."

She would have tugged her hand away, but he was nibbling on it. "I'm trying to work."

"Wasn't the term you used avoidance?" When she turned her head to glare, he picked up the flowers and held them out. "I'm crazy about you."

She let out a sigh. What was so important about dignity, anyway? "You must be crazy to go out on a rainy night to pick flowers."

"It always worked with my mother. You reminded me of her today, when you were letting us have it. Of course, she'd have pulled us up by the scruff of the neck, and then lectured. I guess we were smaller then."

Unable to resist, Rebecca sniffed at the dripping blooms. "She must have been quite a woman."

"She was the best," Shane said simply. "They don't come any better. She and my father, well, they were terrific. You always knew somebody was there, ready to give you a kick in the butt or a helping hand, whichever you needed most." Reaching up, he stroked a finger over her cheek. "I guess that's why I don't really understand loneliness."

"Big families aren't always a buffer against it. It's the people in them." She scraped back her chair. "I'd better put these in water."

She wasn't going to tell him, he realized. She wasn't going to speak of her background, her family, unless he pushed. "Rebecca—"

"What were you fighting with your brothers about?" She asked it quickly, as if she sensed what he'd been going to ask.

"Stuff." Then he shrugged. If he wanted her to be honest, he had to be, as well. "You."

Stunned, she turned back. "Me? You're joking."

"It wasn't a big deal. Rafe said something to tick me off. That's usually all it takes." He crossed over, bent down to take a slim old bottle out of the bottom cupboard. "They think I'm taking advantage of you."

"I see." But she didn't. She took the bottle, filled it, then began to carefully arrange the flowers. "You told them we were intimate."

"I didn't have to." He had an idea of what she was imagining. Locker-room talk, snickers, bragging and nudging elbows. "Rebecca, I didn't talk about what's between us."

And he might have, probably would have, he realized, if it had been another woman. Frowning, he walked over to pour coffee he didn't want.

He didn't go around bragging about his relationships with women. But with his brothers, he would certainly have made some comment about a new interest. He'd kept his feelings about Rebecca to himself.

And it wouldn't have bothered him in the least to have Rafe or any of the others tease or prod about his exploits with a woman. Yet it had with Rebecca. It had hurt and infuriated and—

"What the hell is this?" he muttered.

"I thought it was coffee."

"What?" He stared into his mug. "No, my mind was wandering. Look, it wasn't a big deal. It's just the way we are. We fight." He smiled a little. "We used to beat on each other a lot more. I guess we're mellowing."

"Well." Thoughtful, she carried the flowers to the table, set them in the center. "I've never had anyone fight over me before—especially four big, strong men. I suppose I should be flattered."

"I have feelings for you." It came right out of his mouth, out of nowhere. Shaken, Shane lifted his mug and gulped down coffee. "I guess I didn't like the idea of somebody thinking I'd pushed you into bed."

Warmth bloomed inside her. A dangerous warmth, she knew. A loving one. She made certain her voice was light. "We both know you didn't."

"You haven't exactly been around the block. I wanted you. I went after you."

"And I put up a hell of a battle, didn't I?"

"Not especially." But he couldn't smile back at her. "I've been around the block, a lot of times."

"Are you bragging?''

"No, I—" He caught himself. There was amusement in her eyes, and understanding, and something else he didn't know quite what to do with. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'd try to go along with it if you wanted to rethink the situation, or take some time."

She swallowed a nasty ball of fear. Fear made the voice tremble, and she wanted hers to be steady. "Is that what you want?"

With his eyes on her, he shook his head slowly. "No. Lately I can't seem to want anything but you. Just looking at you makes my mouth water."

The warmth came back, pulsed, spread. She crossed the room, lifted her arms to twine them around his neck. "Then why don't you do more than look?"

Chapter Ten

There were many places to talk to ghosts. An open mind didn't require a dark night, howling winds or swirling mists. This day was bright and beautiful. Trees touched by early fall were shimmering in golds and russets against a sky so blue it might have been painted on canvas.

There was the sound of birdsong, the smell of grass newly mowed. There were fields crackling with drying cornstalks, and, like a miracle, there was a lone doe standing at the edge of the trees, sniffing the air for human scent.

Rebecca had come to the battlefield alone. Early. She lingered here, near the long depression in the ground known as Bloody Lane. She knew the battle, each charge and retreat, and she knew the horrid stage of it when men had fallen and lain in tangled heaps in that innocent-looking dip in the land.

There was a tower at the end of it, built long after the war. She'd climbed it before, knew the view from the top was glorious. From there, she would be able to see the inn, the woods, some of Shane's fields.

But it didn't call to her as this spot did. Here, on the ground, there was no lofty distance between the living and the dead.

She sat down on the grass, knowing she would feel only a sadness, an intellectual connection with the past. As compelling, as hallowed, as the ground was, she could only be a historian.

Ghosts didn't speak to her, not here. It was the farm that held the key for her. The farm that haunted not only her dreams now, but her waking hours, as well. She accepted that. But what was the connection there? What was the emotional link? A link so strong it had pulled at her for years, over thousands of miles.

That she didn't know.

She knew only that she was in love.

She lifted her face to the breeze, let it run its fingers through her hair as Shane often did. How could she be so content, and yet so unsettled? There were so many questions unanswered, so many feelings unresolved. She wondered if that was the way of love.

Was she still so passive, so undemanding of others, that she could settle so easily for what Shane offered? Or was she still so needy, so starved for love, that she fretted for more when she had enough?

Either way, it proved that a part of her, rooted deep, hadn't changed. Perhaps never would.

He cared for her, he desired her. She was pathetically grateful for that. He'd be shocked to know it, she was certain. She would keep that to herself, just as she kept this outrageous and overwhelming love for him to herself.