“My dear Lady Emily, please let me assist you!” Mr. Sutcliffe called to me from the far end of the palace dock. He reached the boat in a few short strides and gripped my arm, steadying me as I rose to my feet. “Are you quite all right?”
I doubled over and was sick all over the wooden planks, then sank to my knees, tears stinging my eyes as mortification burned my cheeks.
“Do you need a doctor?”
“No, I’m—it’s just seasickness. I can’t believe it’s affecting me so severely.”
He passed me a handkerchief. “Come. Let’s get you inside.”
“I did not expect to see you here,” I said, accepting his arm to help me up.
“I was calling on an old friend.” We’d reached the gates of the palace, where Mr. Sutcliffe explained to the guard that I was ill and expected by Bezime. The sentry admitted us at once, shouting to a colleague to alert the former valide sultan before taking us to a place I could rest.
We crossed the marble pavement of a terrace surrounding a large rectangular pool, in whose center stood a square fountain, its tiered stone sides cut in a lacy pattern. In front of us was open space with sweeping views of the Golden Horn, broken only by a small pavilion with a golden peaked roof, a single bench under it, perpendicular to the Baghdad Pavilion, which Mr. Sutcliffe informed me had, in the past, served as a library. After passing under a series of tall arches, decorated with blue and burgundy paint that complemented the colored stone, we entered the Revan Kiosk, a small and utterly charming building. Blue floral tiles lined the walls to the ceiling at least twenty feet above, light streaming through stained-glass windows at the halfway point as well as from openings in the domed roof. I dropped onto the usual low red divan tucked under windows, these shuttered with wood panels inlaid with mother-of-pearl and tortoiseshell.
“Shall I send for your husband?” Mr. Sutcliffe asked.
“No, thank you, I’ll be fine. I’m already better just from being on steady ground.” A servant appeared with apple tea, but its sweetness made me cringe and I abandoned it on the table in front of me. I inhaled until my lungs hurt, blew the breath out slowly. “I’d no idea how I would suffer for insisting on taking a house across the Bosphorus. I had such romantic visions of crossing the water every day.”
“You’re not the first to have been defeated by its currents.” He sat at the opposite end of the sofa, brushing its bright silk with his hands. “Are you quite sure you don’t want me to send for your husband? I know what a comfort family can be in times of difficulty.”
“You’re very kind, thank you, and right as well,” I said.
“Nothing more important than taking care of those you love. It’s something I’m afraid I was never able to do well enough.”
“I’ve no doubt you did as much as any man could.”
“I could not live with myself if I did not agree.” His eyes glinted as if he might cry, but instead he smiled. “The color’s come back to your face, so it seems the worst is over. We shan’t need to disturb Hargreaves.”
“No, that won’t be necessary. I wouldn’t want to alarm him.”
“Very good. You look much better now,” he said. “I’m glad to have run into you. I was planning to call on you later today, and this saves me the trip. I have something I’m afraid may prove to be evidence in Ceyden’s murder.”
“Afraid is a strange choice of word.”
“It points in a most unwelcome direction, which is why I didn’t bring it up earlier. But I kept thinking of what Hargreaves said about physical evidence, and, well...” His voice trailed off, and he looked at the ground. “I don’t like to cause unnecessary trouble.”
“Justice sometimes requires trouble,” I said. “But it’s important to uncover the truth.”
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a glittering object. “I found this that night after the opera in the courtyard where Ceyden was killed.”
“It’s beautiful.” I fingered the object he’d handed me, a golden Byzantine cross, three inches long, hanging from a broken gold chain.
“It belongs to Benjamin St. Clare. I was with him the day he bought it.”
“Why didn’t you give this to the guards?” I asked.
“I—I suppose I should have, but I was scared.”
“It’s surely not the only cross of its kind in Constantinople, and even if it does belong to Benjamin, it’s entirely possible he lost it weeks before the murder. He could have been invited to the opera on a different night and dropped it then. After all, it’s not as if we’ve a witness who saw him at the palace.”
“Quite right. No witness. Still, take it with you and ask your husband his opinion—I don’t like having it in my possession. There’s something else as well. I had gone to visit him at the dig the day before Ceyden’s death—I’ve always been fond of the boy. Reminds me of my own son, I suppose. It was an unplanned trip, he didn’t know I was coming, and it turned out he was not there. His compatriots said he had business in Constantinople and was visiting his father. Which, of course, he was not.”
“He told us he came to Constantinople as soon as he’d heard the news. My husband sent a message to him at the dig.”
“And the messenger reported back to the embassy that he was unable to deliver his epistle in person, as the man to whom it was addressed was not in camp.”
“Does Sir Richard know this?” I asked.
“No. It is fortunate that I was the one who spoke to the messenger, and I’ve kept all of this to myself. I saw no reason to alarm him in case I’m misinterpreting what I’ve seen. He’s shouldering so much at present—I’ve no desire to increase his burden.”
“Of course not. But if—”
“He’s always said he would support me, offered me every kindness. I will do anything I can to protect him. This is why I was concerned when I learned there would be a wider investigation. I do hope that if you find—”
He stopped speaking when light spilled into the room as the door opened. “Ah! Emily! You don’t look sick in the least!” Bezime glided into the room and took my hands in hers. “It is quite another thing, I think.”
“Seasickness,” I said. “It breaks my heart that the Bosphorus doesn’t agree with me.”
“Yes, I imagine it would.” She turned to my companion. “I did not expect to see you again so soon, Mr. Sutcliffe.”
He’d leapt to his feet the moment she entered and now bowed to her. “It is a pleasure, m’lady.”
“Of course it is. Why have you returned to me?”
“I saw Lady Emily ill on the dock and brought her—”
“I see. Thank you for your kind services. They are much, much appreciated.”
Mr. Sutcliffe turned red at her abrupt dismissal but otherwise maintained his composure. “I shall leave you to your conversation.”
“I do appreciate it,” she said.
“And I am indebted to you for your assistance, Mr. Sutcliffe,” I said. Another bow, and he exited the pavilion.
“He is a kind man,” Bezime said. “But troubled. He lost his family to disease years ago and is still plagued by nightmares. I worry for him. He does not sleep well.”
“It’s very sad,” I said. “He told me he’d lost a child, but I was unaware of the details.”
“Two children, during some dreadful epidemic. His wife, too, all a very long time ago. This sort of wound, though, does not heal well. I still mourn my own son.”
“The sultan, Abdül Aziz?”
“Yes,” she said. “I will never forget when they took the throne from him. The minister of war came to the palace to drag him away. I fought that dreadful man off—scratched his face, pushed him to the ground—but there was no stopping him. He took my son and imprisoned him.”
“I had no idea your son was deposed.”
“Yes. And he died not long after. Cut his wrists with a scissors I’d given him to trim his beard.”
“I don’t even know what to say. I’m so terribly sorry.”
“It was my fault. I killed him.”
“No, no. Of course not. You couldn’t have—”
She stopped me and placed a cold hand on mine. “Enough of this. I tell you only so you know I am familiar with the pain shared by both Mr. Sutcliffe and Ceyden’s father. There is no grief worse than that from losing a child.”
“I can only imagine,” I said.
“Yes, for now. You, Emily, blame your troubles on the Bosphorus?”
“Seasickness is—”
“You are not seasick. You are with child.”
“I... well... it may be, but I—”
“I am already certain. Your own confirmation will come soon enough. But it is most disturbing to me. Nothing good will come from this situation.”
“Why would you say such a thing?”
“I have read your charts, chanted for you, done all that I can to see your future. You are not on the right path.”
I hardly knew how to react. I was stunned that she would say such a thing, horrified she would address so delicate a subject with someone she knew only slightly, and I was more than a little scared, for she seemed to know definitively the answer to a question I’d been afraid even to pose. “I don’t think you should—”
“No, of course you do not. You are unused to people speaking directly about this topic, and the terror in your eyes would be readable even to a fool. Does your husband know of your condition?”
“I don’t know that I even have a condition,” I said. “There have been some signs, but—”
“There can be no doubt. I have much experience in these matters.”
“I’d prefer not to discuss it. I’m here to talk about Ceyden.”
“I have no interest in that subject today.”
“Then it seems I have wasted a trip.” I rose from the sofa.
“You will go from me now, but when you want to come back, it will be too late,” she said. “Think carefully, Emily, before you cross through those doors. I have looked into the future.”
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