‘Giles and his father were always disagreeing,’ she said with careful neutrality as she resumed her ministrations. ‘Giles could never do anything right. Raymond criticized him at every turn, told him how much better he could manage things and, of course, he could. Giles never had a chance. There, ease your shirt off now so I can take a proper look.’
‘And?’ he prompted.
Linnet drew the shirt over his head and pulled it off down his uninjured arm, avoiding the shrewd clarity of his stare. ‘You come from these parts yourself. Did you know Raymond de Montsorrel?’
‘Not well. Occasionally he and my father would go hunting together but they were uneasy neighbours. Raymond de Montsorrel had a high opinion of himself - born of the highest blood in Normandy, if you can call it that. He looked down on my father because my father’s mother was English. Mind you,’ Joscelin added wryly, ‘he was determined to improve the breeding stock of those less fortunate than himself; his lechery was a legend far and wide.’
Linnet drew a constricted breath and put his bloodstained shirt on the coffer, looking anywhere but at his face while memory and guilt assaulted her. Raymond de Montsorrel, here, almost where she stood now, touching her hair, his breath at her throat, hoarsely whispering. If my son had any steel in his sword, I’d have a grandchild by now. You need a real man to quicken you. And then the heat of his mouth on hers and his hand stroking between her thighs with delicate, perfect knowledge. It had been wrong, it had been shocking, but pinned against the wall by his suggestively thrusting hips, for the first time in her life she had felt exquisite twinges of pleasure stabbing through the other emotions.
A shudder ran down her spine. She was aware of Joscelin’s scrutiny and sought frantically for a way across the pit that had opened up beneath her feet. ‘Raymond baited Giles once too often and too far,’ she said breathlessly. ‘Swords were drawn and Giles had to be dragged off by the guards. We left the same day and did not return until Raymond was dead.’ She darted a glance at him and saw that he was frowning. Quickly she broke the wax seal on a pot of salve and dipped her forefinger. ‘You have few scars to show for a man of your trade,’ she said to change the subject. Men liked to talk about themselves and, by appealing to his vanity, she hoped to divert his attention from something she did not wish to discuss.
‘You learn fast or you perish.’ His pensive expression lingered as she daubed the ointment on his shoulder. ‘And not all of the scars are visible. I - Ah!’ He broke off and gripped the coffer edge.
‘I’m sorry,’ she said breathlessly. ‘That’s the worst part over now.’
He had clenched his lids against the pain but now he opened them and caught her gaze with his. ‘I know what happens when you don’t bury the past and let it go. My father has grown old on bitter grieving for my mother and I, too, have known my share of folly.’ His expression grew bleak and he stared beyond her into the shadows behind the sputtering rush dips. ‘The problem with burying the past is that you keep on stumbling over unquiet graves,’ he added softly.
Linnet wiped the ointment from her fingers on a piece of softened linen and then used the material to bandage his shoulder. Not graves but corpses, she thought as she used a cloak pin to hold the dressing in place. The living dead.
Her fingertips touched his as he held the fabric and she secured the pin. Their eyes met and hunger leaped in his. A maid entered the room with a pile of linen sheets over her arm and he dropped his gaze. Linnet withdrew and Joscelin lowered his hand to pick up his half-finished wine.
‘Do you remember your mother?’ she asked.
He gave a one-sided shrug. ‘Only in fragments. I was younger than Robert when she died. I know that she had long, dark hair and that she used to scent it with attar of roses.’ He looked beyond her. ‘I remember the ends of her braids hanging at my eye level when I stood at her side. She used to decorate them with ribbons and little jewelled fillets. Perhaps because she had lived such an uncertain life before she took up with my father, she was fond of frippery and fine clothes.’ He swirled the drink in the cup. ‘Truly, if I look into my childhood, my comfort wears the face of my aunt Maude. She had no children of her own, and since I had no mother, she decided that we could each fulfill the other’s need.’ He half-smiled. ‘The wonder is that I’m not as fat as a bacon pig and that I still have all my teeth the way she used to stuff me with sweetmeats!’ Then he added softly, ‘Maude’s care meant a great deal to me. It still does.’ His gaze had been idly following the linen maid’s progress towards the door but now it stopped and widened. Linnet had been about to say how much she liked Maude herself, but seeing the look on his face turned round instead.
A young woman had hesitated on the threshold of the room. The expensive dark-red wool of her gown encased a voluptuous figure that stopped just short of being plump. She had creamy skin and her glossy black hair was bound in two long braids. Her roving gaze lit upon Joscelin and she drew a deep breath that served to enhance her lush bosom. His eyes widened. Smiling, she ran her hands over her body as if to smooth her gown, although the motion was blatantly provocative. Then she undulated over to Joscelin and knelt at his feet.
Linnet stared with growing fury. The young woman’s pose meant that Joscelin was being granted a more than generous view of cleavage down the unfastened neck-opening of the red gown. And he was taking full advantage.
After a moment he came to his senses sufficiently to lift the girl to her feet. She laid her hand over his, her long fingers enhanced by several fine gold rings and tipped by elegantly manicured nails. Lifting her head, she slanted him a look through eyes as hot and dark as coals. Her gaze was feral as it ranged over his naked chest and shoulders. She moistened her lips.
‘Your shirt, messire.’ Linnet thrust the garment at him then rounded on the girl. ‘Where were you when you were needed earlier?’
‘I’m . . . I’m sorry, madam. I was paying my respects to Gile - Lord Montsorrel in the chapel. His death was a terrible shock to us all, and so soon after Lord Raymond’s, God rest their souls.’ She crossed herself and looked pathetically at Joscelin, her moist lower lip drooping.
‘I am sure it was a shock,’ Linnet retorted, adding for Joscelin’s benefit, ‘This is Helwis de Corbette, our seneschal’s daughter. She and her mother have been responsible for the housekeeping here these five years past.’
The girl shot Linnet a challenging look and moved closer to Joscelin. As she helped him don the shirt, her voice was low and intimate. ‘My lord, I will strive to perform anything you desire of me to your satisfaction.’ The final word was embellished with promise.
Linnet stifled a sound in the back of her throat. The words ‘slut’ and ‘whore’ burned the tip of her tongue. Joscelin’s eyes were very bright and his complexion slightly congested. Lust was a tangible aura in the room.
‘Then do this for me,’ he grated, his voice suddenly a harsh echo of William Ironheart’s. ‘Get out of my sight now and return to your devotions. Since you were so concerned for your lord’s soul as to avoid your duties here, you can spend from now until retiring in further vigil.’ He stepped away from the greedy touch of her fingers.
Helwis de Corbette gaped at him as if he had spoken in a foreign language.
‘Out!’ he snarled.
She uttered a gasp, stared between him and Linnet, then whirled and fled the room.
‘Giles’s solace in the time he was lord here, and yours if you want her, judging from her behaviour just now,’ Linnet said with bitter contempt.
‘You think I’d follow my father’s folly and take a mistress beneath my own wife’s roof?’ he growled and, before she could move or cry out, he put his arms around her waist, drew her hard against him and kissed her.
At first Linnet was too shocked to move. Images of herself and Raymond de Montsorrel embracing in this room were overlaid by the scratchy pressure of Joscelin’s kiss, the heat of his touch, the pungent odour of his sweat. If she had felt stifled earlier, now she felt well and truly engulfed.
He swept his hand down her spine in a slow, powerful stroke until he cupped her buttocks and pressed her closer to him. Her back strained. Against her belly she felt the vigorous surge of his erection. Releasing her lips, he nibbled her earlobe and the angle of her jaw. Then he took her hand and slowly, slowly guided it downwards. As her fingers touched the bulge in his chausses, he swallowed a groan.
Linnet knew what to do. Raymond had shown her once, his hand over hers, his voice coaxing. Oh yes, she knew. The quicker the release, the sooner she would be free, but not here, witnessed by her conscience, four wounded knights, two maids and quite possibly her son should he wake from his slumber in the wall-chamber beyond.
She snatched her hand away as if he had burned her, and struggled to free herself from his grip. Succeeding in wriggling one arm free, she hit him on his freshly bandaged shoulder with as much force as her position would allow.
He cried out and his hold slackened. She tore from his embrace and faced him, panting and wild-eyed. Joscelin stared at her then cursed and sat down on the coffer, his breath hissing through clenched teeth, his good hand clutching his injured shoulder.
Linnet gnawed her lip and, still poised for flight, watched him with apprehension.
His breathing eased. He extended his hand in a gesture of apology. ‘For what it’s worth, I’ve been on too tight a rein recently and that girl . . .’ He broke off and grimaced. ‘I give you my word of honour it won’t happen again.’
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