David dragged his friend into a chair and poured him a whisky for the pain that would come when he woke.

“Sorry, Major. You know I never took orders well.”

18

The inn consisted of one large drafty room downstairs and a few damp chambers above, while their grizzled, one-armed landlord MacDonald more closely resembled a sheep-stealing reaver than a jolly innkeeper, but the place was relatively dry and comparatively warm, attributes that couldn’t be overlooked as the weather turned foul and the roads vanished beneath an icy layer of white.

Callista could only stare out the window in disbelief, nerves jumping with impatience. Snow in June? Really?

“And here I thought Wales in January was frigid,” Lady Duncallan said, dragging her cloak around her shoulders and scooting her chair closer to the fire. “Scotland in June is ten times worse.”

“Do you suppose the roads will be clear by tomorrow?” Callista asked, peering through the swirl of snow beyond the glass.

“This is just a wee dusting, miss.” If MacDonald had been intimidating in a loud vulgar way, his wife’s honeyed smiles and flattering words were downright frightening. A gaunt, beak-nosed woman with a shock of white hair beneath a dirty mobcap, she smiled broadly enough to show her broken and blackened teeth. “Naught to worry your head over.”

“My father once told me Dunsgathaic was built over hot springs, and there are pools where one can bathe in water that never cools,” Katherine said, in an obvious attempt to draw Callista’s attention from the gale outside and the tension within. “I can’t wait until we reach the place. I’ll soak in one for at least a week.”

“You travel to the fortress of the Shadowy One?” Mrs. MacDonald asked with a simpering leer. “Now, what would such comely maids be seeking in such an unnatural place as that?”

“Miss Hawthorne has family among the holy sisters there,” Lady Duncallan offered.

“Does she? A strange and haunted place is the fortress there. Not safe for such pretty things. Full of spirits and devilry and old magic.” Her voice lowered, her eyes snapping as she warmed to her story. “The islanders steer clear of the place and even the fishermen avoid the coves below the cliffs for fear of the beautiful roanes and sinister kelpies, both able to drag a man down into the deep waters and send back only bones. Here.” The woman handed Callista a mug. “Have a cup of warm cider to calm your nerves. You’re white as the snow, lass.” She leaned in close. “White as death.”

Callista’s hand jerked, cider slopping onto her hand, hot against her skin. “What do you mean by that?”

Mrs. MacDonald tilted her head and rounded her shoulders in an obsequious simper. “I meant no offense, child. I’ve three daughters of my own and ten granddaughters. I know a body heartsick and a mind full of worry when I see one.” She offered another secret smile. “My cider will give you sweet dreams and when you wake, all will look better.”

“Or you’ll wake with a head like a bass drum and a stomach weak as jelly,” Lady Duncallan commented, a teasing twinkle in her eye as she sipped from her own drink.

“There, now. Rest yourself by the fire, and I’ll see to supper. I’ve some stew simmering and there’s cheese and ham and a bit of bread.” With a last darting look, the innkeeper’s wife passed into the kitchens.

“She reminds me of a maid I once employed,” Katherine whispered to Callista with a smile.

Callista took another swallow. The heavy sweet cinnamon and clove taste coated her tongue, but the heat loosened the hard press of worry in her gut. She made a turn about the room, sat, and picked up her book, but read only three words before she was up and back at the window.

Flakes fell from a dingy, washed-out sky, mixing with a pelting ice that sheeted the ground and made walking from the inn to the stables treacherous. She sighed and made another turn around the room, the walls seeming to close around her. And these were walls of mud and brick. How much worse would it be when the walls were stone, thirty feet high and twelve feet thick, and guarded by warriors of Scathach’s brotherhood?

Katherine eyed Callista with kind apprehension. “Naught will happen to him in a fortnight. He’s well and out of harm’s way at Addershiels. Gray will make sure of that.”

“You don’t know David. He doesn’t just seek trouble, he hunts it down.”

“We’ll send word as soon as we reach Dunsgathaic. As soon as we speak with the sisters.”

Callista knew this was the sensible course, the proper course, but she itched to be doing. Not sitting and waiting. She’d spent her life in such patient desperation and garnered nothing by it. Only after she’d taken charge and taken off had her life truly felt her own.

“What if it’s too late? What if the sisters refuse to help? What if David refuses to answer my letter?” So much for the cider’s restorative properties. Frustration banded Callista’s shoulders and pounded in her temples.

“What if there’s nothing the sisters can offer?” Katherine answered sensibly. “Bringing him to Dunsgathaic will only raise his hopes. Could you stand by while they were dashed . . . again? It’s better this way.”

“And if it were your husband in trouble and you were stuck in the middle of a snowstorm unable to do anything but watch and wait?”

Katherine turned her eyes to the flames in the hearth, hands clenched white on her cloak. Her memories were obviously painful, though at least she had the comfort of the present. Lord Duncallan was just outside with the horses. He was safe. He was whole. He was hers.

Callista had no such comfort.

“Is it like that between you and David?” Katherine asked. “Circumstances must have changed while you were at Addershiels. You weren’t so certain when we spoke last.”

“I’m still not certain, but how can I live knowing I didn’t try? That I might have had everything and gave up? That I let the dream . . . and David . . . die.”

“James and I lost five precious years because of mistakes and misunderstandings.” Katherine shivered, though Callista wasn’t sure this time it was from cold. “If you truly believe there’s a chance for David on Dunsgathaic, I’ll help you convince James to go back for him. Five years was an eternity. I can’t imagine living a lifetime without the man I love.”

As if cued from the wings, the door banged open, and Lord Duncallan shook the snow from his coat and dusted it off his dark hair. “The horses are settled.”

“Where’s MacDonald?” Katherine asked. “Lost in a drift?”

He rubbed his hands before the fire as the old woman brought him a heaping plate of stew and a mug of frothy beer. “Attending to another guest.”

“Caught out in this weather? Poor man, he must be half frozen.”

The door opened again, MacDonald stamping off his boots. “A right blow out there, but I’d say it’ll be over by dawn. Winds are shifting from the south and the snow smells warm.”

A second man followed him in, bundled in greatcoat and muffler, his hat dusted with flakes. He carried his saddlebags over his shoulder, but it was the scabbard at his side that drew Callista’s eye before she lifted her gaze to his face. He returned her stare, his lipless mouth curling into a cold, dead smile. “I almost rode past without stopping. How fortunate I didn’t.”

* * *

The snow blanketed the uplands, glittering like crystal under a high, cold sun or shining soft and blue beneath the goddess moon, frosting the bent and broken trees, shriveling and blackening their spring leaves with cold. It drifted thick and treacherous over ditches and ponds and swirled in the cutting crystalline wind. Tracks dotted the fields and forests; hare, fox, stag, and stoat. Once or twice he scented the trail of a lynx or caught a glimpse of the cat sliding gray and brown against the monochromatic landscape. He opened his mind and lifted his head in lonely song, but there was no mental touch of minds, no brush of a signum he recognized. These were not the lynx of the Sorothos, these cats wore only one shape. They would not assist him, but they would not name him emnil and offer him a rogue’s death, either.

He padded silently beneath the bowed trees and slithered through the snow-weighted bracken. Caught a squirrel and ate it, the flesh hot and steaming as he pulled it from the bones. Drank in a stream so cold the water torched his throat and sat in his stomach like a rock. The day melted into night and the moon rode high through long streamers of cloud, the snow glowing blue and white as the dark curse’s flames.