As she opened the door, Sally emerged from a pavilion strung between the last caravan and a tree, dropping her skirts into place as she pecked a greasy-looking chap in a striped waistcoat on the cheek. He murmured something in her ear and she gave a girlish giggle, taking his arm to lead him back in for another round. Before she disappeared, she met Callista’s stare, her expression gloatingly hostile before she dropped the flap back in place. Another few moments and the grunts began anew.

Callista swallowed back her repugnance. Who was she to condemn Sally’s profession? Was she any better with her velvet draperies and flickering candles?

They both sold a dream.

Gripping the latch with slippery fingers, she opened the door. All was as she’d left it. Just as if the last hours had never occurred. She dropped to her knees to rummage in the cupboard for David’s saddlebag and the book he carried north.

Callista had agreed to fetch it. She was the only one with a reason to be among the wagons. The only one who wouldn’t arouse suspicion if challenged. And the least needed while David hovered between life and death. With her breastbone vibrating as the door to Annwn swung wide, she’d fled, heart slamming in her ears, breath short and sharp. The toppling head, gushing blood, and sprawled body had replayed themselves over and over in her mind while she hurried through the wood toward the fairground.

Moving Big Knox’s plates and batons, sticks and hoops, she pulled the saddlebag out, smiling at her success.

Now, to leave as unobtrusively as she arrived.

Slinging the bag over her shoulder, she rose to dust off her skirts. Cracked the door, peering into the night. The way was clear. No one to stop her or ask questions. With a hasty prayer and a held breath, she stepped outside. Went three paces and froze.

“Where do you think you’re going?”

Sally had emerged once more from the canvas pavilion, lips pursed in an ugly frown, eyes hard as flint. Her blouse gaped open to reveal the swell of her breasts, and her hair hung in a wild tangle down her back.

“I’m leaving,” Callista said, tightening her grip on the saddlebag.

“If you think to run off looking for St. Leger, I wouldn’t bother.” Sally raked Callista with a dismissive glare.

“You’re the one who told Sam?”

“ Course I did. You should thank me. St. Leger didn’t care about you. He was just using you, same as he used all of us.”

“Or maybe you told because David wasn’t using you? That’s closer to the truth, isn’t it? You’ve been making sheep’s eyes at him for a hundred miles and he’s barely glanced in your direction. So you got even by turning him over to the men hunting him.”

“They’re Runners.”

“They’re killers.”

Sally sniffed, her disdain obvious. “What do you care? St. Leger’s like all the rest. He wants what’s between your legs and nothing else. He’ll toss you aside as quick as that fancy bloke who abandoned Nancy. You’ll come crawling back fat with his bastard, and you think Sam will have you then? You’ll be spreading your legs for any man with pennies to buy you and not so high and mighty.”

Callista thought of the night she and David had shared. She had wanted him so badly. Had cast propriety to the spring-scented breeze, had done all but beg him for his touch. Could she . . . She lay a hand upon her stomach. Shook off the worry with a shudder. Clutching the saddlebag to her shoulder, she ran for the wood, Sally’s voice following her like a caution.

“You’re a fool, Cally. Neither man nor beast ever changes his nature.”

A shiver raced up Callista’s spine. But what if they were one and the same?

* * *

The knife shook in his hand. Every shuddering breath he took burned his ice-encrusted lungs, yet sweat damped his skin. Blood steamed in the frigid air as it poured in a crimson wash over her throat, over her gown, over the snow. Afterward, he cradled her in his arms, her hair trailing over his chest, eyes closed as if in sleep and her fingers linked with his . . .

He jerked and gasped and came awake to naught but the scrape of branches and the quiet hoot of an owl. He lay back, blinking up into the darkness, letting the nightmare fade back into the corners of his mind. Harder to do the longer he remained with Callista. As hard as resisting the urge to claim her as his own, or ignoring the need to mark her body and soul now.

“The Fey-blood woman is a courageous and capable soul. Any man would be proud to claim her as his mate.” The man from the wood spoke, his ancient gaze dark and impenetrable. “Yet you hold back. Perhaps had I done the same in your place . . . but that is over an age past. My blood is colder now and I understand caution.”

David’s gaze narrowed and another queasy oath singed his brain.

The man smiled, though no light reached his eyes and sorrow still etched itself into the bones of his face. “Try not to throw yourself in front of a bullet for a few weeks.”

David tested his strength. Raised an arm. Made a fist. Easy enough. Then he drew a deep breath and nearly passed out from the ache torching his lungs. Fuck all, that bloody hurt.

“By rights, you should be dead. Annwn was open. Your soul ready to flee.”

“Who are you?” David whispered.

“I’m called Lucan.”

The teasing half-remembered thought clung. Lucan of the Lythene; a clan extinct ages ago. A man with eyes vast and deep as centuries. A leader who commanded true Fey as if they were baseborn peasants. David’s grandmother had told him the stories often enough. She’d passed along her love for such tales of passion and treachery. But it couldn’t be. This man looked no cruel traitor or brutal monster who would condemn a race. Just sorrowful and stern and hard as the rock they’d lifted above his tomb.

“Not a tomb—a prison,” Lucan said quietly.

“You can read my mind?”

“If I concentrate,” Lucan answered. “Once upon a time, it was a common talent among our kind.”

“Where’s Callista?”

“She is well. The man who threatened her? Dead.”

“You saved her as I asked.”

“I helped a friend.”

Adam had been a friend but Adam was dead. His face had been one of those looming up from the dark of shadowed paths. Not yet, he’d warned as he sent David back into life. But it wouldn’t be long before he joined him there. He’d seen the end. Witnessed its form. Felt its horror. It still shuddered along his bones like winter. Callista was a friend. More than a friend, but he would betray her. The way of her death changed with every dreaming. The outcome never did.

“You saved her—this time. But what of the next?” David answered. “I should never . . . I’ll only . . . fucking hell, I’ve cocked things up.” His voice broke. He was closer to the edge than he thought, teetering as the nightmare swam once more before his eyes as the pain crushed his lungs and seized his muscles with every shift of his body.

“Is something amiss?” Lucan asked.

“Callista trusts me.”

“Is that wrong?”

“She shouldn’t trust me. She should run like hell.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m going to kill her.”

14

Callista stepped down from the coach with a nervous glance, her damp hands gripping her satchel. A man and woman stood upon the front steps of an enormous house, elegant wings of tawny stone spread to either side of a tall, columned main block. Light spilled onto the gravel from rows of tall windows, and from somewhere within the house, the haunting song of a violin played. The woman had wild ginger hair twisted up in a loose bun at the nape of her neck. The man was handsome, with straight dark brows and a strong chin, a pale slash of scar near his left eye. They both regarded her with the gold-flecked eyes of the Other.

“Welcome to Addershiels, Miss Hawthorne. I’m Lord Duncallan. This is my wife. We’ve been expecting you.”

“I thought this was the home of Gray de Coursy.”

“The Earl of Halvossa is”—he seemed to search for the proper word—“indisposed this evening. He’ll meet you tomorrow.”

“Earl of . . . do you mean the Ghost Earl?” Callista had heard the stories in London. The estranged heir to a dukedom, a mysterious battlefield hero who’d barely shown his face since returning home from war. He was the most sought-after guest at every party and the bachelor every unmarried woman desired. She wondered how those same matchmaking mamas and social-climbing hostesses would react if they discovered he was an Imnada shapechanger.