He didn't merely lust after her. No, he'd bloody well gone and fallen in love with her.

"Arghhhhh," he groaned, squeezing his eyes shut. Perhaps there was a bigger idiotic fool in the kingdom, but he sincerely doubted it.

Fallen in love with a woman he could never have. A woman who in a matter of days would be married to another man. Another man who would touch her and bring her to his bed. A man who didn't love her but who would have every right to her. A man who would take her far away to Cornwall. A man who could give her everything-except the things she truly wanted.

His hands fisted as a wave of white-hot jealousy washed over him. The thought of that bastard Eastling touching her made him want to break things. An image of his fists rearranging the duke's perfect nose flashed through his mind; yes, that would be a bloody well perfect thing to break.

The image faded, and a sense of sheer despair and exhaustion washed over him, leaving him physically and mentally drained. He badly needed rest but doubted sleep would come. He crossed the room and looked out the window to the gardens below. The moon cast the area in a silvery glow. Would the "ghost" attempt to enter the room tonight? He hoped so, so he could catch the bastard and put an end to all this. Then he could pick up the pieces of his life that had scattered like feathers in the wind on that fateful day he'd first met Julianne. How he was going to do that, he didn't know. Especially right now, when it hurt to merely breathe.

Determined to focus on why he was here, in this room, he crossed to his portmanteau and withdrew a spool of black thread. Moving back to the French windows, he tied one end to the brass doorknobs, then trailed the spool back to the bed. The darkness in the room rendered the thread invisible. After removing his boots, he lay down on the counterpane then tied the other end of the thread around his wrist. He was a very light sleeper, but because he was so tired, he didn't want to take any chances. If he fell into a deep sleep and the door opened, the string would pull on his wrist and awaken him.

He settled himself in the bed and stifled a groan as her scent surrounded him, inundating his senses. Closing his eyes, he turned his face into her pillow and breathed deeply. Vanilla. And Julianne. Bloody hell, he'd never get any sleep.

For a long time he lay there, staring at the ceiling, listening for the least sound that might be out of place, his thoughts a torturous swirl of recalling moments he needed to forget, futilely yearning for things he couldn't have, uselessly wanting things to be different. If only Julianne were the daughter of a barber or baker. If only he were a nobleman.

If only things were different.

Eventually his eyes grew heavy, and he must have slept, for the next thing he knew, he was bolting upright in the bed, breathing hard, sweat dampening his skin, the dream so fresh in his mind, so vivid, he had to blink several times to realize it was indeed a dream. His gaze flew to the French windows. They remained closed and locked, a filter to the first mauve streaks of dawn staining the sky. Then he looked at his wrist to which the thread remained tied and undisturbed.

He swung his legs over the side of the bed and ran shaking fingers through his hair, widening his eyes to keep them from closing. Because he sure as hell didn't want to see the image in his dream again. The image of Julianne, trapped inside a glass coffin, screaming and pounding on the glass, begging to be set free. And himself, tossing shovelful after shovelful of dirt onto her glass coffin.

Chapter 18

With the disturbing dream ®

"So the princess still sleeps," he murmured, pushing aside an image of Julianne in bed.

Caesar licked his chops and sent a longing look toward the door, and Gideon shook his head. "Ah, I see. You thought I was referring to your princess rather than mine." He frowned at his unfortunate choice of words. Mine was the one thing Julianne could never be.

"I'm headed to the kitchen, where I'll scare up something good for you. Then you can go outdoors for a while and smell every blade of grass you care to smell. Does that sound good?"

Caesar made a noise that sounded like a grunt of approval.

"Excellent." Gideon stood, murmured, "Guard," then made his way to the kitchen where he was greeted by Mrs. Linquist, who was very relieved to hear his report that there had been no disturbances the night before.

Gideon had just finished his breakfast of eggs, ham, and coffee when Ethan entered the kitchen. "Someone to see ye, Mr. Mayne," the footman said. "Says his name is Mr. Henry Locke. I showed him to the morning room. Are ye available?"

"Yes, thank you." Hopefully Henry had some news for him. After securing Mrs. Linquist's promise to see that food was brought to Caesar, Gideon followed Ethan from the kitchen. The footman escorted him to an elaborately decorated chamber with a distinctly feminine flare. Henry sat perched on a ridiculous little chair with a pink velvet cushion, eyeing the multitude of trinkets in the room. Gideon could almost see him running a tally in his head as to their value.

"You have news for me?" Gideon asked the moment the door closed behind Ethan.

"Yes," Henry said. His gaze scanned the room. "Quite the palace yor set up in here, Gid." His eyes glittered, and he flashed a smile. "Best ye not get used to it."

"Don't worry. I know where I come from. What have you found out?"

"Been checking the names on the list ye sent me. Nothing out of the ordinary with any of the servants. All have been with the family for over a year, some for more than a decade, except a footman named Ethan Weller, who was hired on eight months ago."

"He's the one who escorted you to this room."

Henry nodded. "Seemed a decent lad, but as ye know, looks can be deceivin'. Other than him being employed here the shortest amount of time, nothing stood out about him." He looked down to consult the list he held. "The three delivery people who were here have all been in business for years and are well respected. One of them, the coal porter, a young man named Johnny Burns, seemed a bit nervous when I questioned him, but that could be 'cause the missus just had a baby. Tends to make a man jumpy."

"How jumpy?" Gideon asked, narrowing his eyes.

Henry shrugged. "Enough so I noticed it. But ³otiidelike I said, the wife just popped out a babe. That's enough to put any man off, if ye ask me."

"What about the gentlemen callers?"

Henry's eyes lit up. "Ah, now that's where things get interestin'."

"In what way?"

Henry again consulted his list. "First, there's Lord Beechmore. Good thing the man has his looks, because he doesn't have much else. Likes to gamble, Lord Beechmore does. Unfortunately for him, he's not real lucky. Owes a lot of money to a lot people. Had some recent financial setbacks."

Information Gideon had already discovered. "So marrying a wealthy heiress would work out nicely for him."

"Based on how much he owes, I'd say it's essential he marry an heiress. As for Lord Haverly," Henry's lips flattened into a grim line, "apparently his lordship likes to rough up his women. Heard from one doxie that he hurt her pretty bad."

Gideon clenched his hands and swallowed his revulsion. "Bastard."

"Agreed. Then there's the Duke of Eastling. His first wife died a year and a half ago, after only ten months of marriage."

"How did she die?"

"Reports said suicide. She left a note claimin' she were distraught over losin' the baby she carried."

"You sound skeptical. Any reason to believe that's not the case?"

"The duchess's maid, who the duke dismissed right after the funeral, told me the real reason her mistress was upset, and subsequently lost her baby, was she found out her husband had been dippin' his wick in other wells. Lots of other wells."

Gideon clenched his jaw. He tried to dredge up some inkling of sympathy for a man who'd lost his unborn child and wife, but came up empty. The only one he felt sorry for was the unfortunate duchess who was married to the adulterous bastard. A habit the duke would no doubt continue after marrying Julianne, a fact that coated Gideon's stomach with hot fury.

Henry continued, "The maid also said that even though the duchess was saddened over the state of her marriage and losing her child, she just couldn't believe she would take her own life. And then there was the way she died. Put a pistol in her mouth and pulled the trigger. Maid insisted she'd never do that. Claimed the duchess had a fear of firearms."