Father glanced over his shoulder to make certain we would not be overheard. “About her mother, I expect. The king does not permit anyone to speak of either Anne Boleyn or Catherine Howard in his presence. The first was the child’s mother, the other her cousin and, briefly, her stepmother. It is only natural that she should mention one or the other of them to her father, never anticipating how violent the king’s reaction would be.”

“Is there not a third possibility?” I avoided meeting Father’s eyes as I asked my question. “Perhaps the princess asked her father about me. We look alike, Father. You cannot have failed to notice. Everyone else seems to have remarked upon the resemblance.”

The snip of scissors ceased, leaving the workroom in silence. I could feel his gaze on me, but I did not dare look up.

“No one makes such observations in my hearing, Audrey. Or in the king’s. Whatever you have heard foolish people say, you are my daughter.”

“I told myself I was imagining things!” I flung my arms around him and burst into tears. Of course John Malte was my father! Any other conclusion was absurd.

“There, there, child.” He produced a clean square of linen and mopped my cheeks. Then he kissed me on the forehead. “No more crying. You should know better than to believe half the things you hear at court. And if anyone is brash enough to repeat such foolish ideas to your face, you must tell them flatly that they are wrong. You are Audrey Malte, the royal tailor’s daughter.”

I gave one last sniff and blew my nose. “Even if it is the queen who says—”

“Even if it is the queen, but in Her Grace’s case, you must say so most politely.”

That made me smile, and I hugged him again.

With a newfound self-confidence, I returned to the queen’s apartments the next day. I had been in the habit of bringing Pocket with me, since several of the other ladies had lapdogs. This time I also carried my lute and asked Queen Kathryn if I might play for her a tune of my own composing.

After that, things changed for the better. The queen’s household grew accustomed to my presence. The maids of honor, who were the closest to me in age, began to include me in their pastimes. No one made any further references to my appearance.

The progress continued, stopping at Grafton and then moving on to Woodstock. There the court remained until mid-October, before returning to London by way of Hertfordshire.

I enjoyed much of my time on progress, but I was exceeding glad to go home.












21

Stepney, October 1556

Did they truly think you were the king’s daughter?” Hester seemed more amazed than impressed by the idea. “You are no princess.”

“No, I am not, but indeed they did. And I . . . wondered. But when Father told me it was a foolish notion, I believed him. I wanted to believe him. John Malte was the best father any girl could wish for.”

“My father is all that is wondrous.” Hester’s certainty made her sound both older and younger than her years.

Audrey shifted uneasily, wondering how to proceed with her story. She and Hester sat the edge of the brick wall that marked one side of a garden within the garden. The knotted beds were outlined in low, close-growing plants—hyssop and germander and thyme. The open spaces in the simple pattern—elaborate knots forming coats of arms were not to Audrey’s taste—were filled with primroses, but this late in the year they were no longer blooming.

After a little silence, Hester asked another question. “What did the queen believe?”

Audrey applauded her daughter’s acumen. Courtiers, like sheep, followed the lead of those in charge. “In the hearing of many of her ladies, Queen Kathryn took pains to remark that there were a great many redheads about. And it was true. When I looked more carefully around me, I saw every shade from carrot to auburn peeking out from beneath women’s French hoods and men’s bonnets.”

She smiled to herself, remembering the queen’s many kindnesses to her during that long-ago progress. Kathryn Parr, for all that she had been raised up to such a high position by her marriage to the king, remained a country-bred gentlewoman. She was considerate of the members of her household. She saw herself as a peacemaker and strove to bring together those who were at odds with one another. And she loved to give presents almost as much as she loved to receive them. She had presented Audrey with a book of prayers and a new collar for Pocket when the progress ended.

“Although I was happy to return to London,” Audrey said aloud, “there were some things about being part of the court that I missed. Having so many people about was sometimes overwhelming, but at the same time there was always someone to talk to, or challenge to a game of cards. There was always music. The Bassano brothers, the same Italian musicians who played at Durham House when Jack took me there to meet the Earl of Surrey and his sister, went along on progress that summer as part of the queen’s entourage.”

Hester turned toward her mother as a sudden thought struck her. “Was everyone in good health when you returned?” she asked. “Did they escape falling ill of the plague?”

“Everyone was well, although Bridget was much put out that I had spent nearly three months with the royal court while she’d sweltered in the London heat. I tried to tell her that it was just as uncomfortably warm in the country but she did not believe me.”

“That is because it is not true,” Hester said with a giggle.

“I did not want her to feel any more put upon than she already did.”

“Why didn’t your father send the rest of the family to Berkshire? I thought the king granted him property there.”

“Father was granted the rents on property in Berkshire, but the lands and houses themselves already had tenants. Besides, I do not think Mother Anne would have gone, or Bridget, either, for all her complaining. Even more than I was, they were city bred.” She gestured toward a decorative pool that had been dug nearby. “They were accustomed to rats and mice, and flies breed everywhere, but they’d have found the sight of frogs repulsive and I cannot imagine how they would have reacted to being wakened by loud birdsong and a cock crowing to announce the dawn.”

“There are roosters in London.”

“But other sounds, to which city dwellers become accustomed, drown out their raucous early morning greeting.”

Audrey sat a little longer, still enjoying the feel of the sun on her face, but the afternoon was already fading and the air was chillier than it had been. She realized, of a sudden, that she had worn herself out with talking.

“It is time to go in. We will continue this on the morrow.”

“Oh, no! Not yet. First you must tell me where Father was all the time you were with the court.”

“He was in Calais by then, with Sir Thomas Seymour.”

“But he came back to England. He must have. You and Father married and I was born.”

“That was much later.” Audrey sighed. So much of her story remained untold, but she was committed now to finishing it. “I must rest for a little, Hester. Tomorrow will be time enough to continue my tale.”

“During my session with Master Eworth?”

“After, I think.” The portrait painter had heard more than he should have already.

But on the morrow, there was no opportunity for private speech. Jack Harington returned that evening from his latest visit to Hatfield, the Hertfordshire manor house some twenty miles north of London where Princess Elizabeth and her recently reorganized household resided.

“We leave for Catherine’s Court by the end of the week,” he announced.

Hester was ecstatic. She loved their home in Somersetshire and was delighted at the prospect of spending time with her father. Audrey was less sanguine about this sudden change in plans. Jack’s original intention had been to remain in Stepney through the coming winter.

“What have you done?” she demanded of her husband the moment they were alone together in their bedchamber.

“Naught that concerns you, my dear. Have you given orders for the maids to pack your belongings and Hester’s?”

“I have, as you requested, but what are we to tell Master Eworth? Hester’s portrait is not yet complete.”

“Eworth will have to finish it from memory. We cannot delay our departure.”

Worse and worse, Audrey thought. There was something amiss and his refusal to speak of it with her meant that it was deadly serious. Once she’d have thought he was protecting her. Now she suspected he simply did not trust her to obey him if she knew the whole truth.

Crossing the room, she placed one hand on his arm, frowning when she saw how bony her fingers looked against the dark fabric of his doublet. Jack shook her off and refused to meet her eyes.

He had done something foolish, she thought. Something that could imperil them all.

Throwing tact aside—it had rarely proven useful to her in the past—she moved in front of him, forcing him to look at her.

“Haven’t you learned your lesson yet?” she demanded. “You’ve been a prisoner in the Tower twice already for meddling in the succession. If you are suspected of treason a third time, Queen Mary will order your execution without a second thought.”

In these troubled days, when Queen Mary and her Spanish husband could clap a man—or a woman—into gaol for a careless word, it was sheer folly to tempt fate by plotting against them. Every attempt to replace King Henry’s eldest daughter as queen had failed. First, supporters of the Lady Jane Grey had attempted to usurp the throne. Then there had been an ill-conceived rebellion led by Sir Thomas Wyatt the Younger. Arrests and executions had resulted from both. Following Wyatt’s disastrous uprising, and as a direct result of it, Jack had found himself in the Tower.