Tory, going down to the kitchen, found Wolf on the stairs, swallowing miserably, knowing he wasn’t included.

“Nor am I, darling,” she said, stroking his rough brindle head. “We’ll have to look after each other.”

Jake looked out of the window at the soft russet stables. The willows round the millpond were already touched with yellow, and the millstream dried to a trickle. Last night he’d watched a rippling arrow of migrating wild geese spread out across the sky. Now the house martins were taking up their positions on the telegraph wire.

“Look at those birds all in a row,” said Darklis. “What are they doing?”

“They’re practicing leaving,” said Jake.

Perhaps that’s what he ought to be doing. The martins would be gone by the time he came home. With an aching feeling of sadness and anticipated homesickness, he gazed at his tawny fields and his stables, with the horses looking out of the half-doors, all knowing something was up; apart from Macaulay, who had turned away, sulking.

If only he could have afforded to take Tory and the children. If he accepted Boyson’s sponsorship he’d be able to do things like that. Tory wouldn’t have to work herself into the ground; she and the kids could have new clothes. Then in his pocket he felt the tansy that Helen had had specially made for him in gold — for luck. He’d given Helen the handkerchief; there was no way he could go back now.

Tory came into the kitchen.

“Fen’s ready. You ought to be off soon,” she said. “I wish you’d have some lunch. I’ve made you a quiche, and some sandwiches for the journey. I splurged and put smoked salmon in them.”

He shook his head, half-smiling. “We get dinner at the hotel tonight.” They were flying at crack of dawn tomorrow. He turned to Darklis. “Go and tell Fen we’re leaving in ten minutes.”

As soon as she’d gone, he drew Tory close to him, cradling her round, tired, kind, unmade-up face between his hands, smoothing back the lank mouse brown hair she’d had no time to wash.

“Don’t,” she mumbled into his shoulder. “I look so awful. I’m going on a crash diet. I’ll be thin when you come home.”

He put his arms round her, feeling her comforting solidity.

“I won’t expect you to ring,” she said in a not-quite-steady voice. “Malise has told me what lines from L.A. are going to be like. Just ring if you can, but we’ll all be thinking of you.”

For a second they clung together. Suddenly he wished she was his mother, wise and ever-loving, that he could always come back to, even though he was committing himself to Helen. With an uneasy premonition, he thought this might be the last time he saw her.

“Wish you were coming.”

“I wish I was, too. Take me next time.”

“I love you,” he said truthfully and for the first time. He’d just have to sort everything out after the Games.

As they went out into the yard he saw she was crying. To distract him she said, “You must go and say good-bye to Macaulay.”

Macaulay had his back to the door. As Jake approached he flattened his ears. Jake went into the box. “I’m sorry, boy — I know how you feel. I’m as disappointed as you are.”


56


“We’ll be landing in twenty minutes,” said the air hostess. “Can I have eight autographs for the crew?”

Fen fled to the loo, desperately tarting up, in case, by some miracle, Dino had come to meet her at the airport. When she came back they were still flying across the desert and Ivor was still struggling with the quick crossword in the Daily Mirror, which he’d started the moment they left Heathrow. Jake seemed increasingly uptight. Perhaps he was wondering if Helen would meet them.

Suddenly there was Los Angeles and Fen’s tiredness seemed to disappear as she looked down at the great turquoise expanse of ocean and the platinum blond beaches. She could even see the flecking of the breakers. Now they were flying over a vast checkerboard of streets, houses, gardens, and brilliant blue swimming pools, and skyscrapers glittering in the midday sun, and the great network of freeways superimposed like arteries. The horizon was bordered by a thick, muzzy, browny-gray smog curtain.

Jake fingered his gold tansy, trying to keep his nerves in check. This is Dino’s country, thought Fen in ecstasy. I’ve finally made it.

“I can see Robert Redford and Donald Duck,” she cried, leaning across Ivor.

“Where, where?” he said, gazing out of the window.

“Go back to your crossword,” she said soothingly. “You might even finish it by the time we get through customs.”

As they stepped off the plane the heat from the scorching Californian sun hit them like a knockout punch.

“We’ll be microwaved,” moaned Fen.

“We’ll never jump in this,” said Jake to himself.

Customs seemed to take longer than the flight. Waiting for them outside, wearing nothing but sneakers, jagged denim shorts, and a baseball cap, was Rupert. He was so brown he almost made the black ground staff look white.

“Welcome to L.A.,” he said mockingly. “As part of Malise’s new solidarity drive, and because Big Mal himself is in a meeting, I’ve come to welcome you all. Security is a nightmare.”

“Did the horses travel all right?” asked Jake.

“Eventually. The crates didn’t fit, and they had to wait for hours to load, and the flight took thirty-three hours.” Then, seeing Jake’s look of utter horror, he went on, “But they’re all fine and out of quarantine. Hardy’s already bitten Malise, so he must be feeling okay.”

“Can we go straight to the stables?”

Rupert looked surprised. “If you feel up to it.”

Fen sometimes wished Jake wasn’t quite so conscientious. She was dying for a bath and a change, in case she bumped into Dino.

As they drove along in the car Rupert had hired, not a breath of wind stirred the palm trees as they flashed past.

“Is this the roosh hour?” asked Ivor nervously.

“This is nothing,” said Rupert briskly, passing a Cadillac on the inside, then nipping outside a Pontiac. “Once you’ve negotiated the rush hour, the individual competition will seem like falling off a log.”

“How far are the stables from the Olympic village?” asked Jake.

“Well, that’s another slight problem,” said Rupert. “About ninety minutes’ drive on the Olympic bus.”

“Shit,” said Jake, exchanging looks of horror with Fen.

“I’m lucky,” said Rupert, not without a certain complacency. “Helen and I are staying with chums in Arcadia, so I’m only five minutes from the showground.”

“Nice house?” asked Fen, aware that Jake was beginning to look really fed up.

“Terribly quiet,” said Rupert, blithely. “Only thing you can hear at night is the occasional splash as an overripe avocado pear falls into the swimming pool.”

No one could fault the stables. They were huge and airy, with push-button doors, air-conditioning in the boxes, and water playing on the roofs all day to keep the temperature at sixty-five degrees. They were also banned to the press. The grooms slept in dormitories overhead.

Sarah, who’d dyed her hair red, white, and blue, was thrilled to see them. “The talent is fantastic,” she said to Fen. “I’ve just been asked out by a Mexican rider named Jesus.”

Desdemona was even more delighted to see Fen. She looked so small in the huge box. As she cuddled her and checked her for bumps and bruises, Fen, trying to keep her voice steady, asked, “Has the American team arrived yet?”

“Mary Jo and Lizzie Dean arrived this morning. But Carol Kennedy and Mr. Ferranti,” Sarah winked at Dizzy, who was looking over the half-door, “aren’t due until tomorrow night.”

“Hi, Fen,” said Dizzy. “Evidently Dino’s swept all before him this year. Manny hasn’t had a fence down in three months. He’s hot favorite for the individual gold.”

“So eat your heart out, Mr. Campbell-Black,” said Sarah.

“Don’t be unpatriotic, dear,” said Dizzy.

Both of them had already acquired golden suntans. Dizzy was wearing Union Jack shorts. They made Fen feel drabber and tireder than ever. At that moment Malise rolled up, svelte as usual in a cream suit and a panama with an old Rugbeian hatband.

“You’ve made it. Don’t hang about here too long. You need some sleep. When you’re ready I’ll take you back to the Olympic village and we’ll sort out your security chains. Better sleep in them. After tomorrow you won’t be allowed anywhere without them.”

After an hour and a half’s drive back to the Olympic village in a nonair-conditioned bus, which just dumped them outside the male and female sectors, Jake could see exactly why Rupert had found a house in Arcadia. Having been issued with his security chain, which contained his name, a photograph, nationality, and the classes for which he was entered, he had to fight his way through the tightest security cordon. It took ages to find his room, as the guards on each floor all had to check where he was going. Finally tracking it down, he discovered he was sharing not with Ivor but with two weight lifters, who were fortunately out on the town. Apart from three beds, the room included three small chests of drawers, a wardrobe, a shower, a hot plate, and a fridge. He supposed they daren’t provide an oven in case someone put his head in it.

He was pouring with sweat, but it wasn’t just the heat. Looking outside, he was suddenly aware of the number of security vans prowling around between the scorched yellow lawns with their sprinkling of palm trees, and the helicopters and airplanes overhead, all part of the largest security operation ever mounted in peacetime.