More vividly than ever there came back to me that day when Maximilian had loomed out of the mist. Could it really have been that he had been such another as this man? I was now ten years older than that girl who had been so deeply impressed, who had fallen so much in love with the hero of the forest that she had never forgotten him, even though there were times when she feared he had been only another bold adventurer. Had I endowed him with the qualities of the heroes of his countrys legends? Was the picture I had treasured for so many years only one of my own painting?
If ten years ago the Count had shared that adventure, would I have believed him to possess those qualities with which I had endowed Maximilian.
When I went into the schoolroom after the Count had left there was a babble of excitement among the children. They were going hunting tomorrow with the Count.
Who told you that? I asked.
The Count did, said Dagobert.
He is coming for us at nine oclock.
Dagoberts eyes shone with excitement but I detected a trace of apprehension. Even he was afraid that he could not match up to his fathers expectations. As for Fritz, I could see that he was in a state of terror. I guessed that Fritz, after what had happened in the pavilion during the slaughter of the deer, would be expected, as his father would put it, to show his manhood. It wouldn`t surprise me if this were not the purpose of the exercise. The child sensed this, I believed, and was very disturbed about it.
Liesel would not accompany them, of course. She was going to watch them ride off. There would be a party of them and they were going to hunt boar, the most dangerous creatures of the forest. Boars could be really vicious, Dagobert told me.
My father likes hunting boar.
Say it in English, please, Dagobert, I said automatically.
That night footsteps awakened me again. Stealthily they went past my door. This time I immediately thought of Fritz. I listened to which direction they were going. It was not to the turret-room this time.
Hastily I lighted my candle, put on my slippers and wrapped my dressing-gown about me. By the time I had done this I could no longer hear the footsteps. But I knew that they had descended the stairs. I went down the spiral staircase, through the narrow passages. A cold breeze sweeping into the fortress told me which door was open.
I hurried to it and I saw the small figure walking steadily towards the stables I ran.
Fritz was at the stable door; he was trying to open it.
I caught him. The blank expression of the sleepwalker was on his face.
I took him gently by the hand and led him back to the fortress.
Although it was summer and the days warm, the temperature dropped considerably at night and his hand was icily cold. I led him carefully to his room. He was shivering; his feet were chilled; he wore nothing but his nightshirt. He was murmuring something: No, please no. And there was such fear in those words that I was sure I knew what was troubling him.
Tomorrow he was to go out hunting wild boar with his father: and he was afraid. That would explain why he had gone to the stables.
I felt a fury against this insensitive man who did not understand that he had a son who might well be brilliant. I had immediately assessed Fritzs mental capacity; but because of this he was imaginative in a manner which men such as the Count could not understand.
I leaned over Fritz. I said: Its all right, Fritz.
He opened his eyes.
He said: Mutti
Then, Miss.
Hello, Fritz. Yes, Im here.
Did I walk?
A little.
He began to shiver.
I said: Its all right. Lots of people do it. I heard you and brought you back to bed.
You heard me last time. Dagobert heard them talking about it.
Ive got a special pair of ears for you.
That made him laugh.
Tomorrow Fritz, I said, youre not going to the hunt.
Did my father say ?
I said youre not.
You cant. Miss.
Oh yes, I can, I said.
Your feet are like ice. Im going to put an extra blanket on. And tomorrow morning youre to stay in bed. Youre a little chilled. And you wont get up until its too late to go with the hunters.
Can I, Miss? Who says .
I say, I said firmly.
In some way I had won his confidence. He believed me. I stayed by his bed until he fell into a peaceful sleep, which was in a very short time.
Then I went back to my room and tried to sleep.
I must be ready for the battle which would surely come the next morning.
I watched the count and his party riding up to the schloss, and steeling myself, went down and out of the fortress to the Randhausburg. Dagobert was already there in his riding outfit.
As he was greeting his father, I slipped inside and waited in the Rittersaal. My battle with the Count must take place unobserved. I should never win if we had spectators because he was the sort of man who would never concede if observed.
He had seen me enter and, as I knew he would, he quickly followed me there.
Good morning. Miss Trant, he said.
How gracious of you to come down to greet my party.
I did so because I wanted to speak to you about Fritz.
The boy, I suppose, is waiting to leave with us.
No, I have told him to stay in bed for the morning. He was chilled last night.
He stared at me in astonishment.
Chilled! he cried.
In bed! Miss Trant, what do you mean?
Exactly what I say. Last night Fritz walked in his sleep. I gather he does this when he is disturbed. He is a sensitive child, studious rather than athletic.
That seems to me all the more reason why he should take more physical exercise. Pray tell him to get up at once and that I am angry because he was not ready and eager to go to hunt the boar.
Would you have him pretend to feel something he doesn`t?
I would have him hide his cowardice and pretend to a little courage.
He is no coward, I said fiercely.
No? When he cowers behind the skirts of his teacher?
I must make this clear. It was on my orders that he stayed in bed this morning.
So you give orders here now. Miss Trant?
It is essential for the teacher to tell her pupils what to do.
Even when it is to disobey a parent?
It did not occur to me that any parent would want to drag a sick child from his bed.
How dramatic you are. Miss Trant! I did not think that an English characteristic.
I dare say it is not, but I must make you understand that Fritz is different from Dagobert. Now he will enjoy the hunt and he will not be tortured by an over-active imagination. You can make of him the sort of man you admire someone in your own image.
Thank you for that assessment of my character. Miss Trant.
T think you understand perfectly that I would not presume to assess your character on such a short acquaintance . or in fact at all. I came here to teach children English and . And their father how to treat his children. His idiosyncrasies are no concern of yours, you say. Yet you belie this. Because now you are telling me how wrong my attitude is towards my son.
Will you do this for me? I asked. His expression changed. He came closer. I held up a hand as though to ward him off and I went on quickly: Do not insist that Fritz goes to this hunt today. Please give me a chance with him. He is nervous and the way to disperse that nervousness is not to aggravate it, but to soothe it, to show him that a great deal that he fears lies only in his mind.
You talk like one of these newfangled doctors one hears of nowadays.
But youre a good advocate. What has Fritz done to deserve such concern?
He is a child who needs understanding. Please will you allow me to have my way over this?
Ive an idea. Miss Trant, that you are a young woman who often gets her way.
You are wrong in that.
Then you should be grateful to me.
I was suddenly thinking happily of Fritzs relief when he heard the party riding away into the forest.
You are charming when you smile, he said.
It gives me pleasure to be responsible for such charm.
I am grateful, I said.
He bowed. He took my hand then and kissed it; I took it from his grasp as soon as possible and he was laughing as he went out.
I went up to Fritzs room. He started as I entered.
I said, The party is just leaving. Would you like to see them go? We can watch from the window. He looked at me as though I were a magician. He stood at the window and watched the cavalcade ride out of the schloss grounds down the slopes into the pine forest.
I sat by Fritzs bed and gave him a lesson in English. He sneezed once or twice and I went down to Frau Graben to tell her I thought he had a cold. She brought up her own remedy-a cordial she made herself. She smacked her lips as she took a spoonful of it.
Lovely! she said, beaming.
Fritz knew the cordial well and took it with relish. It made him sleepy, so I left him and went for a walk in the woods, but not very far from the schloss. I had no desire to run into the hunting party.
It was a lovely afternoon. I came back and went to sit in the garden to prepare next days lesson; it was peaceful there, shut in as it was by the short thick firs.
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