"I'm serious, Mom. I'm pregnant."

Holding the lid in one hand and a wooden spoon in the other, Kate simply touched her forehead to Mary Kate's and smiled. "We agreed that you had the flu."

"It's not going away."

"Then it's lactose intolerance," Kate said, setting the lid on the pot. "You're the one who's drinking me out of milk. Lissie? Soon, please?"

"I'm drinking milk," said Mary Kate, "because that's what pregnant women do."

"You are not a pregnant woman," Kate informed her daughter and reached for her wallet when Lissie appeared. There wasn't much in it; money disappeared even faster than milk. She found a twenty among the singles and handed it over. "A gallon of milk, a dozen eggs, and two loaves of multigrain bread, please."

"Alex hates multigrain," Lissie reminded her as she pulled on her jacket.

Kate put the car keys in her hand. "Alex is twenty-one. If he hates what I buy, he can get his own apartment and buy what he likes. Oh, and if there's money left over, will you get some apples?" As Lissie left, she handed Mary Kate a stack of plates. "Eight tonight. Mike is bringing a friend."

"I conceived eight weeks ago," Mary Kate said, taking the plates.

Kate studied her daughter. She was pale, but she was always pale. Same with looking frail. The poor thing had the delicate features of an unnamed forebear, but her hair was all Kate-sandy and thick, wild in a way that the child never was. Kate tacked hers up with bamboo knitting needles. Mary Kate tied hers in a ponytail that exploded behind her, making her face look even smaller.

"You're not pregnant, honey," Kate assured her. "You're only seventeen, you're on the pill, and Jacob wants to be a doctor. That's a lot of years before you two can even get married."

"I know," Mary Kate said with a spurt of enthusiasm, "but by then I'll be older and getting pregnant will be harder. Now's the time for me to have a baby."

Kate felt the girl's forehead. "No fever. You can't be delirious."

"Mom-"

"Mom, did Lissie leave?" This from Kate's third daughter, who, not seeing her twin, snatched a cell phone from the clutter on the kitchen table.

"That's mine, Sara," Kate protested. "I'm low on minutes."

"This isn't a social call, Mom. I need tampons."

"I don't," Mary Kate said in a small voice, but with Sara calling Lissie and Mike choosing that minute to duck in and ask if he could have two friends for dinner, Kate barely heard her.

"It's only mac 'n' cheese," she cautioned him.

"Only?" her twenty-year-old son echoed. "You said it was lobster mac 'n' cheese."

"Is that why they're coming?"

"Definitely. Your lobster mac is famous. The guys hit me up every Wednesday morning for an invitation."

"And if your uncle decides to pull his traps on Friday?"

"They'll switch to Friday. So two is okay?"

"Two's okay," Kate said and remarked to Mary Kate when Mike and Sara were both gone, "Lucky the catch is up and the price is down."

"I'm trying to tell you something, Mom. This is important. I stopped taking the pill."

Hearing that, Kate turned. Her daughter looked serious. "Are you and Jacob cooling it?"

"No. I just decided I wanted a baby. Did you know that a woman is more fertile right after she goes off the pill? I haven't even told Jacob yet. I wanted you to be the first to know."

Something about her serious look gave Kate pause. "Mary Kate? You're not joking?"

"No."

"Pregnant?"

"I keep doing tests, and they're all positive."

"For how long?"

"A while. I mean, I would have told you sooner, only I wanted to make sure. But I'm really on top of this, Mom. I bought books, and I'm getting more info online. They have a support group for teens, but I don't really need that. I already have a support group."

Kate frowned. "Who?"

"Well-Well, for starters, my family. I mean, we normally have seven for dinner. Tonight it was eight, and now nine. What's one more?"

Kate would have sent Mary Kate to the back porch for another folding chair, because that was what one more meant in their cramped dining room, if she hadn't been struggling to process what the girl had said. "Is this true?"

"Yes. Anyway, you love kids. Didn't you have five in five years?"

"Not by design," Kate said weakly. "They just started to come and didn't stop." Not until Will had had a vasectomy, though that wasn't something they often discussed with the kids. They would have discussed abstinence, if they believed there was a chance the kids would listen. More realistically, they talked up responsibility. "But wait, back up, I was twenty-one when I had my first child, and I was married."

Mary Kate didn't seem to hear. "So now this is the next generation. I like being the first one of us to have kids. I'm always last in everything else."

"The decision to have a child should involve both parents," Kate said. "You need to ask Jacob before you do anything rash."

"Oh, Jacob is just so serious sometimes. He would have said no, and he'd have given lots of reasons that made sense, but sometimes you have to just go with your gut. Remember Disney World five years ago? You piled Dad and us in the car and drove us to Florida in the middle of winter, and we didn't have hotel reservations or anything, but your gut told you the trip would be good."

"That was a trip, Mary Kate. This is a baby. A baby is for life."

"But I'll be a good mother," Mary Kate insisted. "Last summer was such an eye-opener-seeing what those moms did? Like, no patience with their kids, wanting to pawn them off on us while they sat way off at the other end of the beach. I'll never do that with my baby. If it's a boy, it'll be a little Jacob. That would be awesome."

Kate was speechless. The quietest of her five, the most passive and deferential, Mary Kate was rarely this effusive. And what had she just said? "A little Jacob?"

Mary Kate nodded. "I won't know the sex for a little while, and I know it could be a girl…" Her voice trailed off.

Bewildered, Kate looked around. The kitchen was small. The whole house was small. "Where would we keep a baby?"

"In my room. Co-sleeping is big right now. By the time my baby outgrows that, Alex will probably be out of the house and maybe Mike, too, so there'll be more room. And then once Jacob graduates from medical school-"

"Jacob hasn't graduated from high school," Kate yelped, struck again by the absurdity of the discussion. "Mary Kate, are you telling me the truth?"

"About being pregnant?" The girl quieted. "I wouldn't lie about something like that."

No, she wouldn't. She was an honest girl, a bright girl, perhaps the most gifted of Kate's five kids, and she had a future. She was planning to marry a doctor and be a college professor herself.

"I mean," Mary Kate went on, speaking faster now, clearly sensing her mother's horror, "you always said 'the more the merrier,' that a noisy home makes you happy, that you'd have had more children if we'd been richer."

"Right, but we're not," Kate stated bluntly. "Your father and I barely finished paying off our own college loans in time for your brothers to start college, and now with the twins there and you next year-but you won't be going to college if you have a baby, will you? How can you be an English professor without a college degree-without a graduate degree?"

"I'll get one. It just may take a little longer."

Kate couldn't believe what her smart daughter was saying. "May just take a little longer?"

"And in the meantime I'll have Jacob's baby."

"Where? How? Jacob's dad drives a PC truck, and his mom teaches first grade. They're as strapped as we are. If Jacob loves you like he says, he's going to want to be with you and the baby, but his parents can't support the three of you."

"I'd never ask them to," Mary Kate said. "Besides, I don't want to marry Jacob yet. I want to stay here."

"So we can support you and the baby?"

"Fine," the girl said. "Then I'll move out."

Kate grabbed her daughter's shoulders. "You will not move out, Mary Kate. That isn't an option."

"Neither is abortion."

"I agree, but there are other choices."

"Like adoption? I'm not giving my baby to someone else." She plucked at her sweater. "See this? It was Sara's, and these jeans were Lissie's, but this baby is mine." The hand on her middle was pale but protective.

Yes, Kate acknowledged. Mary Kate often got clothes from the twins-okay, usually got clothes from the twins-but didn't large families do that? She was a hand-me-down child in everything but love. Kate had always thought that would make it okay. "Your sisters outgrew those things," she argued. "They were good clothes."

"That's not the point, Mom. This baby's mine."

"Just like you and your brothers and sisters are mine," said Kate. "When I was a kid, I dreamed of being a vet. I love animals. But I loved your father more, and then you kids came along really fast, and I loved you all so much that I wanted to be a full-time mom, which was lucky, because there was so much to do for the five of you that our house was chaotic even without my having an outside job. And by the time you all were in school, we didn't have the money for me to train to be a vet. Do you think I work just for kicks?"

Mary Kate was subdued. "You love your work."

"Yes, but I couldn't do it if it didn't pay. We need every extra cent."

"My baby won't cost much," the girl said meekly.

Kate took her daughter's shoulders again, holding on to a dream that was fading fast. "It isn't the money," she pleaded softly. "I want things to be easier for you when you have kids. I want your children to have rooms of their own. I don't want you to have to choose between music lessons or ballet because you can't pay for both."