“Guys, look who’s here,” Matt shouted into the garage.

I shyly entered the doorway and stood stiffly inside its frame.

“Will,” Chris yelled out first.

“Hey, does this mean we don’t have to call Jim?” Daniel asked no one in particular.

Chris burst into laughter.

“Okay, okay, let’s get going,” Matt said, raising his voice over Chris’s laughter.

Then, Matt shuffled over to a keyboard and took his place behind it.

“Will, we play a lot of covers — all sorts of stuff,” Matt said. “Do you know ‘Brown Eyed Girl’?”

“Yeah, the girls love it,” Chris shouted.

I lowered my head and smiled.

“Yeah,” I said, nodding my head. “I do.”

“Okay, we’ll start with that, and if you got any, you let us know,” he said to me.

I nodded my head again, then looked around.

“Is that where I go?” I asked seconds later, eyeing the microphone in its stand.

Matt and Chris laughed.

“That would be where you go,” Matt said.

I awkwardly grinned and took my place behind the stand. My guitar was now swung across my body, sheltering me, as I played with its strings and tuning pegs.

“All right, here we go,” Matt said.

The melody filled the room a short count later. I was a little nervous, but if I knew a song, I knew this one — thanks to Jules.

The part where I was supposed to come in came quickly, and my first words came out timid, but it didn’t take long for it to feel as if she were the only one in the room again.

After several minutes, I sang the last words of the song and took a step back from the mic, still strumming my guitar. Then, eventually, the music stopped and the garage was silent again. I turned around and faced the guys behind me. I noticed first the goofy grin on Daniel’s face.

“We’ve finally got a band,” Daniel yelled.

A wide, toothy smile soon lit up Chris’s and Matt’s faces as well. And only then did I feel a grin start to edge up my face too. I quickly lowered my eyes and tried to calm my excited breaths. It was as if there were some kind of weird adrenaline rushing through my veins all of a sudden; it was strange. But at the same time, I tried to tell myself that it wasn’t strange in a fun way because that would mean that she had been right all along.

“Oh, but Will,” Chris said, interrupting my thoughts.

I looked up at him.

“You do know that it’s brown-eyed girl, not green-eyed girl, right?” he asked.

I froze, as if I had been caught naked or something, then chuckled to myself.

“Yeah, sorry,” I said, lowering my eyes again and shaking my head.

“Okay,” Matt said. “It doesn’t matter what he sings. They’ll love it anyway. Let’s just keep it going.”

When I looked back up, Chris was staring at me, and he had a mischievous look glued to his face. I furrowed my eyebrows at him, then brushed off his look and returned my attention to Matt, as he rattled off a list of songs.

We played through the rest of the songs. They were mostly classics and country — oddly enough, the songs I used to sing to Julia — so I knew them well. Every so often, though, my heart would stab at my chest when a particular lyric sent me back to a summer afternoon with her in my arms. But then, not too long after, a slight smile would find my face when I realized that I couldn’t escape her no matter what I did. It was like her to always find a way to win. At least now, however, I would be a little distracted. Here, the music forced me on to the next moment without too much thought. And really, these guys weren’t bad.

“So, what do we call ourselves?” Chris asked, when the music stopped for the last time.

“I thought we had a name,” Daniel said.

The men froze — Daniel where he sat and Chris and Matt where they stood. I watched each one’s face twist and turn into a puzzled mess.

“What was it?” Matt asked, finally.

A moment of silence passed again.

“Whatever it was, it mustn’t have been that good,” Chris said. “Let’s come up with a new one. I feel like we’re a real band now.”

“What about WDCM?” Daniel asked.

“What?” Matt asked. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“It’s our initials all squished together,” Daniel explained.

“Vetoed,” Chris yelled out. “What about Matt’s Garage?”

“Matt’s Garage?” Daniel sarcastically asked and then snickered. “Yeah, I can see us famous someday, ‘Uh, hi, we’re Matt’s Living Room, uh, I mean, Matt’s Bathroom. No, I mean, Matt’s Garage. Can you guess where we started?’”

I laughed and so did Matt.

“This guy,” Chris said, pointing at Daniel, “has already got us famous now. Daniel, you’ll be lucky if Will remembers to introduce you tomorrow night.”

Daniel hit the snare and then the cymbal and a ba-DUM ching echoed through the garage.

All three of them laughed.

“What about District 9?” I asked, shyly.

Their eyes slowly moseyed toward my corner and then rested on me for a second.

“You know, I like that,” Matt said first.

“Yeah,” Chris said, nodding his head. “We’re firefighters first.”

Daniel started a drumroll. It got louder as it continued until it finally stopped.

“District 9 it is,” Daniel shouted.

“Okay, we’ve got a name,” Chris said. “Shouldn’t we have at least one song that’s ours?”

We all looked at each other.

“We don’t necessarily have to,” Matt said. “Plus, are we really gonna learn a song in a night.”

“Well, I think we could,” Daniel said. “But it doesn’t have to be for tomorrow. We can just have it ready for the next time.”

“What next time?” Matt asked. “Do you know something I don’t know?”

“Dude, we’re a real band now,” Daniel said. “We’ve got a singer.”

He stopped, gestured toward me and smiled.

“And we’ve got a kickass name, and you know all those club people who thought we were okay without a real singer,” Daniel continued.

His eyes were planted on Matt.

“Okay, okay,” Matt said. “I’ll see what I can do.”

“Okay, so what about the song?” Chris chimed in.

“You gonna write one for us, Chris?” Matt asked. “None of us could write a song to save our lives.”

I watched as everyone’s eyes turned toward the floor. Then, after a moment, Chris’s head suddenly popped up.

“None of us have ever written a song, right?” he asked the room, but he was only looking at me.

And slowly, Daniel’s face and then Matt’s face turned up as well, and before I knew it, all three of their sets of eyes were on me.

I stared back at them. I felt strangely nervous, as my lips started to turn up.

“I might have written a song,” I confessed, hardly more audible than a mumble.

“What?” Matt asked.

There was a surprise in his voice.

“Let’s hear it,” Daniel shouted.

I shook my head.

“Nah, I don’t think it’s the kind of song you’re looking for,” I said.

“Will, we’re looking for whatever you’ve got,” Matt said.

“Nah,” I said, shaking my head. “It’s a slow song.”

“Perfect,” Daniel said. “I like slow songs. Girls like slow songs. Let’s hear it.”

There was silence then, as the three of them stared at me and I stared back at them. They were pleading with me out of pure desperation, I could tell. And suddenly, I realized I was just about to do what I would have been doing at home, except now, I had a live audience of my three, hopeless co-workers staring back at me.

“Damn it,” I mumbled under my breath, as I repositioned my guitar in front of my body again.

The three men cheered and then settled back into their spots behind their instruments.

I turned my back toward them and stepped up to the microphone. Then, I rested my fingers on the guitar’s strings and fiddled with a couple of the tuning pegs again. When I was sure I had her tuned, I planted my eyes on the garage door but then stopped. And the next thing I knew, I was shuffling around and twisting the microphone stand so that I was facing the guys again.

“Yeah, that’s better,” Chris said, chuckling.

I smiled.

“Yeah, I thought so,” I said.

I repositioned my guitar.

“If you hate it, just stop me,” I said.

Then, I cleared my throat as my fingers started a slow melody on the strings of my guitar. And seconds later, I parted my lips and started in:

“I’m famous in this small town

For a ghost I cannot shake

They all know I’m talkin’ to you

But of it — I don’t think they know what to make

But they don’t see what I see

They don’t see you dance on the river walk,

Underneath the street lamps

With those stars in your eyes

They don’t see you

Lying next to me

Tellin’ me your dreams,

Planted somewhere up in those big skies

No, they don’t see what I see

Because I see

A rainstorm in June

Just before the sun

The black of night

Just before the stars

And, girl, I see your ghost

Just before our dawn

And tonight I’ll see you again

Just like every night before

But they don’t see what I see

What I see is more

Because I see

A rainstorm in June

Just before the sun

The black of night

Just before the stars

And, girl, I see your ghost

Just before our dawn

And, girl, I see your ghost

Just before our dawn.”

The room turned silent when my fingers stopped dancing on the strings. My eyes were planted on the floor. The song meant something to me, but they didn’t need to know that.