The little one would be awaiting him. Her homage was very sweet. He would sing his song to her, and have no doubts of her approval—but for that reason it was not as sweet as Anne’s. She thought him wonderful. She was not clever; a woman should not be clever; her mission in life was to please her lord. And yet . . . he was proud of his Queen. But what matter? It was but manly to love; there was little harm in a dash of light loving here and there; the ladies expected it, and a king should please his subjects.
“Henry . . .” she said. He paused, patting the diamond which was the centre button of his coat. “There is something I would say to you.”
“Can it not wait?”
“I think you would rather hear it now.”
“Then tell me quickly.”
She sat up on the bed and held out her hands to him, laughing.
“But it is news I would not care to hurry over.” She was watching his face eagerly
“What!” said the King. “Anne . . . what meanest thou?”
He took her hands, and she raised herself to a kneeling position.
“Tell me,” she said, putting her face close to his, “what news would you rather I gave, what news would please you more than any?”
His heart was beating wildly. Could it be what he had longed to hear? Could it really be true? And why not? It was the most natural . . . it was what all expected, what all were waiting for.
“Anne!” he said.
She nodded.
He put his arms about her; she slid hers about his neck.
“I thought to please you,” she said.
“Please me!” He was hilarious as a schoolboy. “There could be naught to give me greater pleasure.”
“Then I am happy.”
“Anne, Anne, when . . . ?”
“Not for eight long months. Still . . .”
“You are sure?”
She nodded, and he kissed her again.
“This pleases me more than all the jewels in the world,” he told her.
“It pleases me as much as it pleases you. There have been times of late . . . when I have felt . . .”
He stopped her words by kissing her.
“Bah! Then thou wert indeed a foolish girl, Anne!”
“Indeed I was. Tell me, were you about to go on an important mission? For I would fain talk of this . . .”
He laughed. “Important mission! By God! I would desert the most important of missions to hear this news!”
He had forgotten her already, thought Anne exultantly. Here was the tender lover returned. It had only needed this.
He did not leave her, not that night, nor the next. He had forgotten the demure little girl; he had merely been passing the time with her. Anne was with child. This time a son; certainly a son. Why not! All was well. He had done right to marry Anne. This was God’s answer!
Henry felt sure of his people’s joy, once his son was born. It would but need that to have done with the murmuring and grumbling. He forgot the girl with whom he had been pleasing himself; he was the loyal husband now; the father of a daughter, about to be the father of a son. He gave up the idea of going to France, and instead went on a tour through the midlands with Anne—belligerent and mighty. This is the Queen I have chosen. Be good subjects, and love her—or face my wrath!
Subjects en masse were disconcerting. A king might punish a few with severity, but what of that? The Dacres affair was proof that the people were not with Anne. Dacres was devoted wholeheartedly to the Catholic cause, and thus to Katharine; and for this reason, Northumberland—still a great admirer of Anne—had quarreled with the man and accused him of treason. To Cromwell and Cranmer it seemed a good moment to conduct Lord Dacres to the block, so they brought him to London, where he was tried by his peers. The Lords, with unexpected courage and with a defiance unheard of under Henry’s despotic rule, had acquitted Dacres. This would seem to Henry like treason on the part of the peers, but it was much more; it meant that these gentlemen knew they had public support behind them, and that was backed up by hatred of Anne—whether she was with child or not made no difference. It shook Henry; it shattered Anne and her supporters. It seemed that everyone was waiting now for the son she promised to produce; that of course would make all the difference; Henry could never displace the mother of his son. Once Anne gave birth to a boy, who showed some promise of becoming a man, she was safe; until then she was tottering.
Anne was very uneasy; more so than anyone, with perhaps the exception of George, could possibly guess. She would wander in the grounds around Greenwich, and brood on the future. She wished to be alone; sometimes when she was in the midst of a laughing crowd she would steal away. Anne was very frightened.
Each day she hoped and prayed for some sign that she might be pregnant; there was none. She had planned boldly, and it seemed as if her plan had failed. What will become of me? she wondered. She could not keep her secret much longer.
She had believed, when she told the King that she was with child, that soon she must be. Why was it that she was not? Something told her the fault lay with him, and this idea was supported by Katharine’s disastrous experiences and her own inability to produce another child. There was Elizabeth, but Elizabeth would not do. She murmured: “Oh, Elizabeth, my daughter, why wast thou not born a boy!”
She watched the clouds drifting across the summer sky; she looked at the green leaves on the trees and murmured: “Before they fall I shall have to tell him. A woman cannot go on for ever pretending she is pregnant!”
Perhaps by then . . . Yes, that had been the burden of her thoughts . . . Perhaps by then that which had been a fabrication of her tortured mind would be a reality. Perhaps by then there would be a real child in her womb, not an imaginary one.
The days passed. Already people were glancing at her oddly. Is the Queen well? How small she is! Can she really be with child? What think you? Is something wrong? Is this her punishment for the way she treated poor Queen Katharine?
She sat under the trees, praying for a child. How many women had sat under these trees, frightened because they were to bear a child! And now here was one who was terrified because she was not to bear one, because she, feeling herself in a desperate situation, had seen in such a lie a possible way out of her difficulties.
Her sister Mary came and sat beside her. Mary was plumper, more matronly, but still the same Mary although perhaps overripe now. Still unable to say no, I’ll warrant, thought Anne, and was suddenly filled with sharp envy.
“Anne,” said Mary, “I am in great trouble.”
Anne’s lips curled; she wondered what Mary’s trouble was, and how it would compare with her own.
“What trouble?” asked Anne, finding sudden relief as her thoughts necessarily shifted from herself to her sister.
“Anne, dost know Stafford?”
“What!” cried Anne. “Stafford the gentleman usher?”
“The very one,” said Mary. “Well . . . he and I . . .”
“A gentleman usher!” said Anne.
“All the world seemed to set so little by me, and he so much,” said Mary. “I thought I could take no better way out but to take him and forsake all other ways.”
“The King will never consent,” said Anne.
“Perhaps when he knows I am to have a child . . .”
Anne turned on her sister in horror. Mary had been a widow for five years. Naturally one would not expect her to live a nun’s life, but one did expect her to show a little care. Oh, thought Anne, how like Mary! How like her!
Mary hastened to explain. “He was young, and love overcame us. And I loved him as he did me. . . .”
Anne was silent.
“Ah!” went on Mary, “I might have had a man of higher birth, but I could never have had one who could have loved me so well . . . nor a more honest man.”
Anne looked cold, and Mary could not bear coldness now; she did not know of her sister’s trials; she pictured her happy and secure, rejoicing in her queenly state. It seemed unkind to have from her no word for reassurance.
Mary stood up. “I had rather be with him than I were the greatest queen!” she cried, and began to run across the grass into the palace.
Anne watched her. Mary—a widow—was with child, and afraid because of it. Anne—a queen and a wife—was not, and far, far more afraid than Mary could understand, because of it! Anne threw back her head and laughed immoderately; and when she had done, she touched her checks and there were tears upon them.
When Anne told Henry there was not to be a child, he was furious.
“How could such a mistake occur!” he demanded suspiciously, his little eyes cold and cruel.
“Simply!” she flared back. “And it did, so why argue about it!”
“I have been tricked!” he cried. “It seems that God has decreed I shall never have a son.”
And he turned away, for there was a certain speculation in his eyes which he did not wish her to see. He went to the demure little lady-in-waiting.
“Ha!” he said. “It seems a long time since I kissed you, sweetheart!”
She was meek, without reproaches. How different from Anne! he thought, and remembered resentfully how she had commanded him during the days of his courtship, and how when she had become his mistress she continued to berate him.
By God, he thought, I’ll have none of that. Who brought her up, eh? Who could send her back whence she came? Women should be meek and submissive, as this one was.
Anne watched angrily, trying to follow her brother’s advice and finding herself unable to do so.
“Madge,” she said to her cousin, a lovely girl of whom she was very fond, “go to that girl and tell her I would see her this minute.”
Madge went, and awaiting the arrival of the girl, Anne paced up and down, trying to compose herself, trying to rehearse what she would say to her.
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