Wickham called on me this afternoon, as I knew he would. His situation is desperate, and he cannot afford to throw away assistance. Only the thought of Elizabeth’s happiness sustained me throughout the ordeal, which was as unpleasant as our last encounter. If not for her, I would have abandoned the matter. We settled at last on a thousand pounds to pay his debts and a further thousand.
‘And a commission,’ he said.
‘I cannot believe you will be welcome in the army.’
‘You have some influence there. Come, Darcy, I must have something to live on. How else am I to support a wife?’
At last I agreed, on condition he join a regiment in the far north. I do not want to see him when Elizabeth and I are married. If Elizabeth and I are married. I made the mistake once before of thinking that she was wanting me to propose to her, but I was wrong. I will not make the same mistake again.
Having settled everything with Wickham, I decided to call on Mr Gardiner to let him know what had been decided. I soon found his house, but when I asked to see him I learnt from the servants that Mr Bennet was with him. I hesitated. In the first flush of discovery, I feared Mr Bennet might do something rash. On further enquiry I found that Mr Bennet will be returning home tomorrow. I therefore judged it wiser to wait, thinking it would be easier to talk to Mr Gardiner than Mr Bennet. Mr Gardiner is of necessity less closely involved, and therefore he is likely to be more rational.
I called on Mr Gardiner and this time found him alone.
He was surprised to see me, but welcomed me cordially.
‘Mr Darcy. I did not know you intended to visit town so soon. How is your sister? Well, I hope?’
‘Very well.’
‘We were delighted to meet her in Derbyshire. She is a beautiful girl.’
‘Thank you. You are very kind. It is not about my sister I have come to talk to you, however, but about your niece.’
I saw him change colour.
‘Will you not sit down?’
‘Thank you. I called on her shortly after her sister’s letter was delivered,’ I said, ‘and learnt the unhappy truth.
I felt responsible for the situation, for I knew of Wickham’s character and yet I kept silent. He had done something similar before, but I had not mentioned it because I had wanted to protect the young lady’s reputation. If I had made his perfidy known, then no woman would have been able to love him, and Miss Lydia Bennet would have been safe.’
His expression said that nothing would have kept a girl as wild as Lydia safe.
Aloud he said: ‘It is really not your fault.’
‘Nevertheless, I took it upon myself to track him down. I knew his acquaintances, and knew how to find out where he might be. I have seen him, and persuaded him that a marriage must take place.’
He looked more and more surprised as I unfolded the details. He refused to let me undertake any of the financial arrangements, but as I argued it with him back and forth, a thoughtful expression began to cover his face. He suspected the nature of my feelings for Elizabeth, I am sure of it, but said nothing. How could he? He said at last that we had talked long enough, and invited me to call on him again tomorrow. I think he wishes to consult his wife as to how far I should be allowed to help.
I left him and retired to my club. Everything will soon be settled, I am confident of it. As soon as Elizabeth hears of it she will be relieved of care, and it is that thought that sustains me. She will be able to laugh again, and tease me, and she will forget all about her sister.
I called upon Mr Gardiner again, and this time Mrs Gardiner was with him. They welcomed me warmly, and after exchanging pleasantries, I said again that I expected to settle Wickham’s debts. That they agreed to, but they would not agree to me settling anything else. There are some arrangements still to be made, however, and I mean to work on Mr Gardiner again tomorrow, until he agrees to let me settle the whole.
All has finally been settled. I have at last managed to have my own way. Mr Gardiner had an express sent off to Longbourn, and it gave me great satisfaction to know that it will relieve Elizabeth from distress. Mr and Mrs Gardiner are to offer Lydia their protection until the marriage can be arranged. I do not envy them. She has shown no remorse for what she has done, and seems to think it a great joke. She is one of the most worthless girls of my acquaintance.
I returned to Pemberley, and I was pleased to find that my guests had noticed nothing strange about my absence. If they knew that I had been arranging a marriage, instead of attending to business, how astonished they would be!
I travelled to London, and tomorrow I have the unpleasant task of making sure Wickham attends his own wedding.
September
Today Lydia was married, and her reputation saved.
The morning started badly. I called on Wickham in his lodgings at half past ten as arranged and found him only half-dressed.
‘What is this?’ I asked. ‘You have to be at the church in half an hour.’
He poured himself a drink and threw it off.
‘It will only take us ten minutes to get to the church.
There is plenty of time.’
‘If you are beyond the hour you will not be able to marry today,’ I said.
‘Do you know, Darcy, if you had given me the living I wanted when I applied for it, all this unpleasantness could have been avoided.’
I made no reply.
‘It would have suited me better to marry other people rather than being married myself. I am beginning to think I do not want to be married at all,’ he said.
‘Then you must face your debtors.’
‘Ah. I would like that even less.’
He put his glass down and picked up his coat. He shrugged himself into it and tied his cravat, then we went out to the waiting carriage.
‘This is like our boyhoods,’ he said to me, as we climbed in. ‘The two of us together. I always thought you would stand up with me at my wedding. Lately I began to doubt it, but here we are you see, friends again.’
‘You are no friend of mine,’ I said.
He smiled tauntingly. ‘Unless I miss my guess we will soon be closer than friends. We will be brothers. ’ He lolled back on the squabs. ‘How happy it would have made our fathers, to know we will be so close to each other. We were almost brothers last year…’ He paused, and I required all my self-control not to respond. ‘But alas, fate had other ideas. Or, at least, you did. How is Georgiana?’
‘Better for being away from you.’
‘A pity. I did not think she would forget me so soon.
I rather thought she was in love with me. I am looking forward to seeing her again, when Lydia and I visit Pemberley.’
‘That is something you will never do,’ I said with finality.
The journey to St Clement’s was a short one. The church had been chosen because it was in the same parish as Wickham’s lodgings, and the rector was willing to perform the ceremony. He knew nothing of what had taken place in order to bring the marriage about, only that a young couple wished to wed. He greeted us with smiles as we entered the church and we waited for Lydia to arrive.
‘Perhaps she has changed her mind,’ said Wickham.
‘You could not hold that against me. You would still have to pay my debts.’
‘She will be here. Her aunt and uncle will see to it.’
At that moment Lydia entered the church. She glanced towards the altar then broke out in effusive spirits when she saw that Wickham had already arrived.
Her aunt and uncle bade her remember where she was, and walked with her to the front of the church.
‘I will be glad when this is all over,’ said Mr Gardiner to me in an undertone.
‘I agree,’ said his wife. ‘I tried to make her understand the worry she has caused her parents, the disgrace she has brought on her family and the gratitude she owes to those who have rescued her from ruin, but to no avail.
She paid no attention to me and instead talked constantly of Wickham, with every now and then a complaint that we never set foot outside the house.’
The ceremony began, and the marriage which had taken so long to bring about was quickly accomplished.
‘I hope you will thank Mr Darcy for all he has done,’ said Mrs Gardiner when it was over.
‘Mrs Wickham. How well it sounds!’ said Lydia, ignoring her aunt and gazing at the ring on her finger.
A number of curious people had entered the church, and Lydia showed them all her ring, telling them that they must congratulate her and be the first to call her by her new name.
‘How envious my sisters will be,’ she said, as we left the church. ‘Not one of them is married, though they are all older than me. I should be ashamed to be more than twenty and still not married. Jane is fast becoming an old maid. She will have to give up her place to me at the table, for I am a married woman now. What fun it will be! “Jane,” I will say, “I take your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a married woman. ”’
Mr and Mrs Gardiner exchanged glances.
‘They will all be so jealous of me and my handsome husband. I was so worried this morning, when we were coming to the church. I had a horror of him wearing black, but my happiness was complete when I saw he had chosen his blue coat.’
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