Lucy Monroe - Moon Craving

Though it was late afternoon when they arrived at the Sinclair holding, Abigail declined Guaire’s suggestion she take a nap before the evening meal. “I would rather get acquainted with the motte and lower bailey if you don’t mind escorting me.”

“I would be delighted.”

Abigail smiled. “You are very kind. You do know I’m English, don’t you?”

“You used to be English. Now you are married to our laird. That makes you a Sinclair.”

“That is similar to something Talorc said on the journey here.”

Guaire nodded. “’Tis truth we’re speaking.”

“I hope the other clanspeople are of the same mind.” Though she took leave to doubt it.

However, she was pleasantly surprised to discover that most of the Sinclairs were actually quite amicable when Guaire introduced her. She’d met a group of women who spun the wool harvested from the sheep the clan tended. They dyed and made it into the Sinclair plaid as well as other plaids of similar colors for trade with clans at the twice-yearly gatherings.

The only building larger than the spinning cottage in the lower bailey was the smithy. Abigail was delighted to learn that Magnus, the blacksmith, was married to a woman originally from the clan Abigail’s sister had married into. She was even happier when Magnus called his wife from their cottage behind the smithy to meet the new laird’s wife.

A lovely woman, with a sweet smile, Susannah welcomed Abigail to the clan. “I’m sure you’ll find many friends among our clan just as I did when I came.”

“Thank you.”

They got to talking about their family members on Balmoral Island and Abigail said, “I brought gifts for Emily, but I do not know when I will be able to take them to her. Are there messengers that go between the two clans very often?”

“No more often than necessary,” Magnus replied laconically.

“The lairds have approved our visit to the island after the next full moon so I can visit my family,” Susannah said with a smile. “My mother is eager to see our children.”

Abigail smiled. “That’s wonderful.”

“Your family is now the Sinclair clan,” her husband admonished with exaggerated patience.

“And I’m not going to pretend my mother, my brother and his wife no longer exist just because I’ve married one of the reclusive Sinclair clan.”

“We are recluses? The Balmoral live on an island with no other clans.”

“And it’s not an island you mind visiting. You like the hunting there.”

Magnus didn’t reply, but Abigail wasn’t disturbed by the couple’s banter. She was more adept than most at reading the language of the body, and it was clear the blacksmith and his wife held no real animosity over their discussion.

Susannah rolled her eyes and spoke to Abigail. “My point, before my husband interrupted with an old argument, was that we could take your gifts and deliver them to your sister if you like.”

“That would not be too great a burden?” Abigail asked, truly moved at the offer and blinking back moisture. “I should love to let my sister know I am well and living in the Highlands now.” She could not trust Sybil to send word of Abigail’s new circumstances to Emily.

“I will pass on any messages you like,” Susannah generously offered.

“Thank you so much. If you do not mind, I will include a letter with her gifts.”

“You can write?” the blacksmith asked curiously.

“Yes. Emily taught me.”

“She is independent, that one. Our laird can read as well,” Magnus announced proudly. “As can our Guaire. ’Tis why he was chosen seneschal.”

“That and the fact he is the only clan member who can read that does not shake the pleats from his plaid when the elite warriors gather together in one place.” Susannah smiled with approval at Guaire.

He shrugged, but his expression said the clanswoman had a point.

“Your parents must be proud of you for being chosen for such an important role in the clan,” Abigail observed as she and Guaire walked away from the smithy.

“No doubt they would have been pleased, but my father died during the war with the English baron’s forces.”

“And your mother?”

“She caught a fever the next year and never recovered.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Thank you. Sadly, the fever was not one we had experienced before the battle with the English. Our healers did not know what to do.”

“Often there is nothing you can do,” Abigail replied, remembering her own fever that left her life without sound.

Abigail’s further meetings with the men and women of the Sinclair clan continued to go surprisingly well. That was until they returned up to the motte and reached a small cottage located behind the kitchens. Guaire introduced Abigail to Una, the housekeeper and head cook for the residences of the tower.

The widow, who was only a few years older than Abigail and quite beautiful with her dark red hair and doe-like eyes, gave her new lady a once-over that left no doubt she found her laird’s new wife lacking. “You’re his forced English bride, then?”

“Una!” Guaire admonished. “The laird expects the clan to welcome her.”

“She’s English,” Una spit out, her lovely features twisted in ugly disapproval.

A small boy who clung to his mother’s skirts, peeked from behind her and scowled at Abigail. “We hates the English.”

Guaire gave Una a look that would have had Abigail taking a few steps back and served to make the other woman avert her eyes at least.

Ignoring her for the moment, he dropped to one knee and looked right into the young boy’s eyes. “We do no hate our laird’s wife. Where she comes from is of no matter. She is a Sinclair now.”

“Tamara was a Sinclair, too, but she had her English baron lover bring his forces to our land and wage a coward’s war, attacking with fire while our clan slept,” Una replied with venom. “Too many of us lost loved ones to an Englishwoman’s treachery to forget it.”

It was this attitude that had caused Emily so much distress and fed Abigail’s earlier concerns about meeting the clan. However, Abigail had spent the past several years being reviled by her own mother. She had developed a core of solid stone. She would not be cowed by irrational hatred.

“MacAlpin betrayed his own people. We don’t distrust the Chrechte because of what one man did,” Guaire stood and replied before Abigail had a chance to defend herself.

“It’s not the same.”

“No, it isn’t,” Abigail agreed. “MacAlpin wanted power and Tamara had her own reasons for betraying your clan, but I have nothing to gain by making enemies here. I have nothing to return to in England.”

“Why should I believe you?” Una asked belligerently.

“Because I’m telling the truth, but maybe you will need time to accept that.”

“Time is not something she has,” Guaire said, his face set. “I will make sure the laird is made aware of your stand on the matter, Una.”

Una blanched, proving she might be prejudiced, but she wasn’t stupid.

Abigail shook her head though. “No.”

His brows drawn together in a frown, Guaire said, “The laird’s instructions in the matter were clear.”

“My mind is made up.” Abigail crossed her arms over her chest and gave Guaire her best no-nonsense frown. “I will spend the next month getting to know Una and she will come to know her lady, not the English hobgoblin she imagines that has her so frightened.”

“I am not afraid,” Una denied with disdain.

“What will happen in a month’s time?” Guaire asked, ignoring the other woman’s continued posturing.

“If she cannot learn to respect, if not actually like me, then she will be relieved of her position as housekeeper and head cook for her laird.”

Una’s mouth opened and then snapped shut without forming any words.

Guaire shook his head at her. “It is more than you should expect. Talorc made it clear he would consider disrespect shown to our lady as a direct challenge to his leadership.”

Una sighed. “I know. I was there.”

Abigail tensed. “That changes things.” She wished it didn’t, but the fact that Una had witnessed Talorc’s words meant Abigail could not choose her own course in the matter.

For the first time, Una looked at Abigail with something approaching respect. “In what way?”

“I cannot allow such a challenge to my husband’s authority stand. As much as I find it distasteful to do so, I must inform him of our discussion. However, I will attempt to convince him to allow you the month’s grace. In fact, I will ask him to give the entire clan a month to get to know me before he takes seriously any disparaging comments about or toward my person.”

Una and Guaire stared at her in varying degrees of shock.

“You would—”

“Talorc is not known for his patience,” Guaire said, interrupting Una.

“That is quite all right. I am convinced I have enough for both of us.”

Abigail had reason to regret her certainty not an hour later as she argued with Talorc in their chamber. “Una needs time to come to know me before she will trust me.”

“I am her laird. She knows me well enough.”

Abigail opened her mouth but could not think what to say for a moment. That was an undeniable point. “I do not believe she intended to show you disrespect.”

“I do not agree.”

“Talorc, please! Do you not think this transition is hard enough for me? Must you put me in a place of enmity with your people without giving me a chance to prove myself?”

He looked astonished at her accusation. “That is not what I am doing.”

“But it is. I imagine Una is well liked among the clan. She is beautiful and takes care of not only the laird, but his most trusted soldiers. If you banish her for being a little cranky, I wouldn’t blame the other clan members for finding the fault in me. They’ll have a real reason to hate me, not an irrational prejudice.”