“You were possessed,” Andie said. “Didn’t you know? Didn’t you feel it?”

North put his hand on the back of his head and then pulled it back to look at the blood on it. “I blacked out. What the hell happened?”

“You were possessed and tried to choke me and Carter hit you with a fire extinguisher to save me.”

North’s eyes widened, and Carter said, “Sorry.”

“I’m not,” Andie said.

May came to the door and stopped, barred by the fire. What happened?

Then Southie was there, staring through May, saying, “What the hell?” and Flo looked at them all from behind him and said, “Oh, no,” and went to Carter, and Isolde stood in the doorway next to May and stared.

“So,” Lydia said. “Ghosts are real and they can do that?”

It was the pocket watch? May said. And the locket? Because Miss J and Peter are gone. Really, they’re gone. I felt them go. Ask Dennis if you don’t believe me. He’s down on the couch.

“We burned the watch but he kept going,” Andie said to May.

That makes sense. It was his watch, so he’d put a lock of her hair in there. And she’d put his in her locket.

“They’re both gone,” Alice said, and sat back, an odd look on her face.

Carter nodded, holding his hand in the ice water, and Flo said, “You’ve burned yourself, let me take care of that,” and Lydia and Southie helped North to his feet.

North turned green and bolted for the bathroom.

“What’s wrong?” Lydia said, starting to follow him, and Andie said, “You do that after you’ve been possessed,” and turned back to Alice.

“Are you okay?” she said.

“Yes,” Alice said. “You’re here.”

“So you got rid of them,” Isolde said.

Not all of them, May said. I’m still here.

Andie looked up at her. “And we’re going to talk about that now.”


Andie went out into the hall with May. “Remember when you told me that the others had had their humanity burned away? I think you’re going that way. You possessed me, and then when I was too strong for you, you possessed Kelly. That’s evil, May. That’s wrong. From the way the kids have talked about you, that’s not who you were.”

Well, I wasn’t DEAD before.

“It’s more than that. You know it’s more than that.”

I saved your life.

“I know. But what you’re doing, staying here, it’s wrong. This is not the way it works. You know it’s wrong.”

May pulled back, doing that shifting thing that always made Andie’s stomach turn. I didn’t know my life would be over so fast. It’s not my fault. That insane bitch killed me before I had a chance. Everybody deserves a second chance. That’s all I want, a second chance.

“I know,” Andie said miserably. “I know all of that, but that’s not the way it played out. And the way you’re living now… You’re not living, May. You’re just a shadow.”

I can’t give up. But it’s okay, I have a plan.

“May-”

Take me to Columbus, and I’ll take Kelly.

“No!”

Andie, I’ve been inside her and there’s nothing there, it’s just all this greed and need, and you know how she was after the kids, she’s a miserable bitch-

“You can’t hijack somebody else’s life, May.”

– and it’s not like I’m getting a great deal there, she must be pushing forty. I’m nineteen, Andie. I had my whole life ahead of me.

“And now it’s gone,” Andie said, making it sound as final as she could. “You got screwed over, no doubt about it, you deserved so much more, but it’s done. It’s over.”

No!

“Look, maybe there’s something wonderful if you move ahead. Maybe if you go toward the light-”

Maybe there’s nothing there. Maybe if I go into the light, I really do die.

“You’re already dead.”

No. No, this is ME. I’m here.

“May. I don’t know how to help you. But you can’t stay here trying to steal other people’s lives.”

Don’t leave me here.

Andie stared at the girl helplessly. “May, I’m not even sure you can leave here. I think you’re tied to the house.”

No. No, there’s a lock of my hair in my old jewelry box. My mother braided mine and April’s together.

“Who’s April?”

My sister. Carter and Alice’s mother.

Andie looked around. “Is she here, too?”

No, I don’t think she stayed after she died. I think she just snuffed out like a candle. I was alive then so I don’t know. I didn’t even know this existed.

“Maybe she knew what she was doing.”

Maybe she just gave up. I’m not giving up.

Andie took a deep breath. “Think this through. If you’re tied to that lock of hair, you’re stuck wherever the hair is. I can take you to school with me once I start another job, but then you’re going to be hanging out listening to high school kids murder Shakespeare. You can stay in the house and watch the kids grow up, but somehow, that doesn’t seem like it’s enough for you.”

It’s SOMETHING.

May sounded frantic, which was natural considering what she was facing, but there was an edge there that hadn’t been there before, a savagery under the complaint.

“You sound different.”

I’m scared. I’m angry. What do you expect?

Andie bit her lip. “What if you’re losing your humanity? The others did, they became monsters. You don’t want to become a monster-”

They hung around for two hundred years. You’ll be dead before I start to lose it. Then we can really talk.

“We don’t know that,” Andie said. “We don’t-”

So you’re saying no.

“I’m saying you’re not where you’re supposed to be. You’re not supposed to be stuck between two planes living a shadow life. This is wrong for you. It’s wrong for everybody. And if we don’t fix it, if you don’t move on, I think things could get really bad.”

May was silent, and even worse, Andie couldn’t see her moving. It was as if May had finally stopped dancing. Maybe because she was starting to think.

“May?”

I don’t want to move on.

“Okay.” Andie got up. “It’s your choice. But I can’t take you to Columbus. It’s just wrong, May. You’ll have to stay here.

I hate it here. I’ve been stuck here in this stupid town and then this stupid house all my life.

“And when your life ended, you should have been free.”

You’re taking Dennis back.

“Not necessarily,” Andie said, exasperated, “I’m trying to talk him toward the light, too. You’re both being stubborn. But if he insists, I’ll take him back to his home in Cleveland. He doesn’t belong here, he was just visiting. But first I’m going to try to talk him into going.”

Would you go?

“Yes.”

How can you know?

“Because I wouldn’t ever want to be stuck watching somebody else live. Because if there’s a new adventure ahead of me, I want to go toward it. Because living like a shadow would make me insane.”

So you’d just let go.

“It’s what people who die are supposed to do. Not hang on to the past. Go toward the future.”

What if there isn’t any future?

“I think there’s something in the light. And I think because it’s light, it’s probably good. Or at least interesting and not eternal damnation in some sadist’s idea of an afterlife. That is just something somebody dreamed up to keep other people in line.”

You don’t think there’s a hell.

“I don’t see how a hell makes sense. What’s the point of tormenting souls forever? Where’s the poetry in that, what use is it? If there is a guiding intelligence that created this world, which is amazing, why would it design eternal pain and torment for the next one? It’s just a stupid concept.”

To punish the bad people.

“Forever?” Andie said, getting impatient. “What good is that? That’s just vengeance, it doesn’t accomplish anything. The whole hell thing annoys me, it’s such a power play.”

May was quiet for a long while, and finally Andie said, “May?”

All right.

Andie hesitated, and when May didn’t say anything else, she went to check on Dennis. She’d have to be insane to take May back to Columbus with her. Even thinking about taking Dennis was crazy but at least he belonged up north. Well, no he didn’t. He belonged on the other side. Wherever that was.

“Dennis?” she said at the door of the sitting room.

You got rid of them. Good for you.

“You can tell they’re gone.”

Yes. They’re gone. It’s much better here now.

“It’s still Hell House, Dennis. Now, about you.”

Don’t worry about me, Dennis said. I can stay. I’m not going to kill anybody.

“Right,” Andie said and went back upstairs to the kids, meeting Flo on the first flight of stairs as she went to get bandages for Carter; and Lydia on the second flight, carrying the lunch tray down.

“North’s throwing up in the bathroom,” Lydia said.

“Well, it’s his turn,” Andie said and went up to the nursery.

When she opened the nursery door, the fire was off, and May was there with Alice and Carter.

“Hey!” Andie said, but May said, All right.

“All right what?”

I’ll move on. Alice has the lock of hair.

Alice held out a thick, dark curl, her face sober.

“Did you tell them what it means?” Andie said.

They know. I just need one favor from you.

“All right,” Andie said cautiously.

I want to hug them good-bye.

“Okay. Go ahead.”

No, really hug them. I want to borrow your body.

“No!” Andie took a step back. “No. You did it before and it was horrible. No.”

Andie, I’m never going to see them again. This is the end for us. You don’t have anything to worry about. I’ll go. Even if I didn’t, you’re stronger than I am. You can get rid of me any time you want.