Where he belonged.
He no longer doubted that; he buried his face in the hollow between her shoulder and throat, and with long, slow strokes, gave himself up to her.
Felt her accept him, her arms wrapping around his shoulders, her hands spread on his back, her legs rising to clasp his flanks as she tilted her hips and drew him yet deeper.
As she opened herself to him so he could even more deeply lose himself in her.
His release rolled over him in long shuddering waves.
Eyes closed, Minerva held him close, felt the golden joy of such passionate intimacy well and suffuse her. And knew in her heart, knew to her soul, that letting him go was going to slay her.
Devastate her.
She’d always known that would be the price for falling in love with him.
But she had.
She could swear and curse her own stupidity, but nothing could change reality. Their joint realities, which meant they would part.
Destinies weren’t easily changed.
He’d slumped upon her, heavy beyond belief, yet she found his weight curiously comforting. As if her earlier physical surrender was balanced by his.
Their combined heat slowly dissipated and the night air wafted over their cooling bodies. Wriggling and reaching, she managed to snag the edge of the covers and, tugging and flicking, drew the sheet up over them both.
Closing her eyes, she let the familiar warmth enfold her, and drifted, but when he stirred and lifted from her, she came fully, determinedly awake.
He noticed. He met her gaze, then flopped back on the pillows alongside her, reaching to draw her to him, into his side, her head on his shoulder.
That was how they normally slept, but while she let him hold her within his arm, she came up so she could look at his face.
He met her eyes, a faint lift to his brows; she sensed a certain wariness, although, as usual, nothing showed in his face.
Reminding herself she was dealing with a Varisey-a naked male one-and that subtlety therefore would be wasted, she went straight to the question she wanted to ask. “What happened to your five-nights rule?”
He blinked. Twice. But he didn’t look away. “That doesn’t apply to you.”
She opened her eyes wide. “Indeed? So what rule does apply to me? Ten nights?”
His eyes narrowed fractionally. “The only rule that applies to you is that my bed-wherever it is-is yours. There is nowhere else I will allow you to sleep but with me.” One dark brow arched, openly arrogant. “I trust that’s clear?”
She stared into his dark eyes. He wasn’t a fool; he had to marry-and she wouldn’t stay; he knew that.
But had he accepted that?
After a long moment, she asked, “What aren’t you telling me?”
It wasn’t his face that gave him away; it was the faint but definite tension that infused the hard body beneath hers.
He half shrugged, then settled his shoulders deeper into the bed, urging her down again. “Earlier, when you weren’t here, I thought you were sulking.”
A change of subject, not an answer. “After learning about your five-nights rule, then having you ignore me all evening as if I didn’t exist, I thought you were finished with me.” Her tone stated very clearly how she’d felt about that.
Having relieved her lingering ire, she yielded to his importuning, slumped back into his arms and laid her head on his shoulder.
“No.” His voice was low; his lips brushed her temple. “Never that.”
The last words were soft, but definite-and that telltale tension hadn’t left him.
Never?
What was he planning?
Given how she felt-how deeply he’d already unwittingly snared her-she had to know. Hands on his chest, she pushed up again. Tried to, but his arms didn’t give. She wriggled, got nowhere, so she pinched him. Hard.
He flinched, muttered something distinctly uncomplimentary, but let her lift her shoulders enough to look into his face.
She searched his eyes, replayed all he’d said, and how he’d said it. His plan for her, whatever it was, revolved about one question. She narrowed her eyes on his. “Who have you decided to marry?”
If she could get him to declare that, she could accept it, know it for fact, and prepare herself to hand over her keys, relinquish her place in his bed to another, and leave Wolverstone. That was her destiny, but while he refused to name his bride, he could draw their liaison out indefinitely, and draw her ever deeper into love-so that when she did have to leave, leaving him would shatter her.
She had to make him define the end of their affair.
He held her gaze, utterly expressionless. Utterly implacable.
She refused to back down. “Lady Ashton confirmed that your failure to make the promised announcement has been widely noted. You’re going to have to make it soon, or we’ll have Lady Osbaldestone back up here, in a foul mood. And in case you’re wondering, her foul mood will trump your temper. She will make you feel as small as a flea. So stop pretending you can change your destiny, and just tell me so we can announce it.”
So she could organize to leave him.
Royce was too adept at reading between other people’s lines to miss her underlying thoughts…but he had to tell her. She’d just handed him the perfect opening to break the news to her and propose, but…he didn’t want to yet. Wasn’t yet sure enough of her response. Of her.
Beneath the covers, she shifted, sliding one long leg over his waist, then easing across and sitting up, straddling him, the better to look into his face. Her eyes, the glorious autumn hues still darkened by recent passion, narrowed and bored into his, golden sparks of will and determination flaring in their depths. “Have you chosen your bride?”
That he could answer. “Yes.”
“Have you contacted her?”
“I’m negotiating with her as we speak.”
“Who is she? Do I know her?”
She wasn’t going to let him slide around her again. Jaw setting, eyes locked on hers, he ground out, “Yes.”
When he didn’t say anything more, she clutched his upper arms as if to shake him-or hold him so he couldn’t escape. “What’s her name?”
Her eyes held his. He was going to have to speak now. Engage with her now. He was going to have to find some way-forge some path through the mire…He searched her eyes, desperate for some hint of a way forward.
Her fingers tightened, nails digging in, then she uttered a frustrated sound; releasing him, she raised her palms, along with her face, to the canopy. “Why are you being so damned difficult about this?”
Something within him snapped. “Because it is difficult.”
Her head came down; she pinned him with her eyes. “Why, for heaven’s sake? Who is she?”
Lips thin, he locked his gaze with hers. “You.”
All expression fled from her face, from her eyes. “What?”
“You.” He poured every ounce of his certainty, his determination, into the words. “I’ve chosen you.”
Her eyes flared wide; her expression wasn’t one he could place-she wasn’t afraid of him. She started to draw back, pull away; he locked his hands about her waist.
“No.” The word was weak, her eyes still wide; her expression looked strangely bleak. Abruptly she dragged in a breath, and shook her head. “No, no, no. I told you-”
“Yes. I know.” He made the words terse enough to cut her off. “But here’s something-some things-you don’t know.” He caught her gaze. “I took you up to Lord’s Seat lookout, but I never told you why. I took you there to ask you to marry me-but I got distracted. I let you distract me into getting you into my bed first-and then you turned your virginity, the fact I’d taken it, into an even bigger hurdle.”
She blinked at him. “You wanted to ask me then?”
“I’d planned to-on Lord’s Seat, and then here on that first night. But your declaration…” He paused.
Her eyes narrowed again; her lips thinned. “You didn’t give up-you never give up. You set out to manipulate me-that’s what all this”-she waved her arms, encompassing the huge bed-“has been about, hasn’t it? You’ve been working to change my mind!”
With a disgusted snort, she tried to get off him. He tightened his grip on her waist, kept her exactly where she was, straddling him. She tried to fight loose, tried to pry his fingers away, wriggled and squirmed.
“No.” He bit the word off with sufficient force to have her look at him again-and grow still. He trapped her gaze, held it. “It wasn’t like that-it was never about manipulating you. I don’t want you by stealth-I want your willing agreement. All this has been about convincing you. About showing you how well you fit the position of my duchess.”
Through his hands, he sensed her quietening, sensed that he’d caught her attention, however unwilling. He dragged in a breath. “Now you’ve forced my hand, the least you can do is listen. Listen to why I think we’d suit-why I want you and only you as my wife.”
Trapped in his dark eyes, Minerva didn’t know what to think. She couldn’t tell what she felt; emotions roiled and churned and tumbled through her. She knew he was telling the truth; veracity rang in his tone. He rarely lied, and he was speaking in terms that were utterly unambiguous.
He took her silence as acquiescence. Still holding her captive, still holding her gaze, he went on, “I want you as my wife because you-and only you-can give me everything I need, and want, in my duchess. The socially prescribed aspects are the most minor-your birth is more than adequate, as is your fortune. While an announcement of our betrothal might take many by surprise, it won’t in any way be considered a mйsalliance-from society’s perspective, you’re entirely suitable.”
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