I cleared my throat again and studied my shoes, hoping he mistook my fear for grief. For one long, terrible moment, I thought the jig was up. He’d seen through my woman pretending to be a man pretending to be a woman ruse and I’d soon be swimming with the fishes. (Or freezing with the peas, as the case may be.) But instead of fitting me for cement slingbacks, he took a step back into formation beside Shortie and opened the bag. Shortie took a quick peek inside, pushing the bundles around to check that I hadn’t slipped a hundred on top and filled the rest with hay. He nodded at Goon Number One, apparently satisfied.

Shortie turned back to me. “You tell Monaldo that we’s sorry about his associate’s untimely passing,” he said, just two notes short of sincere.

I nodded.

Shortie kept his eyes on my face for one more agonizing beat, then slipped his glasses back on, apparently satisfied.

I felt every muscle in my body sigh in relief as he walked back to his car. Goon Number One held the back door open for Shortie, then got in the backseat himself as Goon Number Two got behind the wheel.

Adrenaline-laced sweat dripped down my back, but I stayed rooted to the spot as I watched them do a three-point turn and drive back down the dirt road. What do you know, I was good at undercover work after all. No dead bodies. No angry mobsters. Not even a cranky cop to muddy the waters. I felt glee rising up in the back of my throat as I pictured the look on Ramirez’s face when I handed him the proof that would crack his case wide open. Not so girly now, huh?

I squelched the urge to jump for joy, lest the Men in Black see me victory dancing in the rearview mirror. Instead, I waited until their taillights disappeared down the road, then waved in Felix’s general direction.

I could have sworn I saw the flash of his camera lens in response against the dark night sky.

But that was the last thing I saw.

A crack of thunder exploded inside my head and the desert landscape instantly folded in on itself as the ground rushed up to meet me.

Then everything went black.

Chapter Nineteen

Once when I was in college at the Academy of Art University in San Francisco, I went out with a group of my friends after spring finals. Linda, who was majoring in film production and had just landed a job with Dream-Works, suggested we go to the Golden Gate Club to celebrate. She insisted news like a DreamWorks job called for Apple Pie shots. This sounded like a great idea to me considering a) I’d just spent the last three nights staying up until two A.M. writing essays about the difference between a kitten and stiletto heels, and b) who didn’t like pie? That is, until I realized that Apple Pie shots consisted of schnapps, followed by vodka, followed by more schnapps. I’d like to say I had a wild night to remember. Only I couldn’t. Remember it, that is. The last clear memory I had of that night was showing some guy named Snake how I could touch the tip of my nose with the tip of my tongue.

I woke up the next morning with stale gym socks breath, sandpaper tongue, and Tommy Lee drumming a pounding beat between my ears. It was the Brangelina of headaches, the Mt. Everest of headaches, the worst aching-eyes, throbbing-temples, ringing-ears, pounding-head, so-bad-you-want-to-throw-yourself-in-front-of-a-bus-just-to-stop-the-pain headache to end all headaches.

And this was worse.

I groaned, the pressure of a sixteen-wheeler pulsating through my brain with every breath I took. My mouth felt scratchier than polyester pants in August and my eyes ached like they’d been glued shut. I slowly did a mental check of my person, wiggling first my toes then fingers. All ten of each seemed to be functioning. Though, as I moved on to wriggling my hands, I noticed they didn’t have quite the range of motion I was used to. Mostly because they were bound together. I rubbed my wrists together and something sharp and plastic bit into them. Ditto my ankles. I wiggled my butt, feeling a hard, cold floor beneath me.

I gingerly opened one eye then the other. It was dark and I continued the painful practice of blinking, trying to bring the shadows into focus. It looked like I was in some sort of storeroom. Cardboard boxes were stacked along the walls and a couple of empty wardrobe racks sat off to one side. I could hear a steady thump, thump, thump of music from somewhere just beyond the plaster walls, echoing through my head, where I felt a serious goose egg trying to take hold.

“Hello?” I called out. Okay, I should say tried to call out. It was more like a pathetic little squeak, my throat drier than my mother’s elbows in January. And, I realized, useless. Over the music no one could hear me anyway unless they were in the same room.

As I sat there, immobile, slowly letting my eyes adjust to the darkness, I tried to remember how I got here. Or, for that matter, where here even was. Had I passed out? Fainted? Had one too many dessert-themed shots again?

I looked down at my bound feet, clad in five-inch patent leather platforms. Then in a flash it all came back to me. The Drag Queen Chic look, the Men in Black, the warehouse in the desert.

The ground meeting my face.

Someone had whacked me on the head! I hated it when people did that. Just when I’d thought everything had gone so well, too. I’d passed as Larry, the Marsuccis had their money-everyone should have been happy. I just hoped Felix had gotten a shot of the creep who’d hit me.

Felix!

My only hope. He must have seen the whole thing. Maybe he followed me. Maybe he was, at this very moment, corralling the troops to break in and rescue me…

A fantasy that was cut short as I heard a groan from the other side of the room.

“Uhn. Bloody ’ell.”

Great. So much for my rescue.

“Is that you?” I asked, squinting through the darkness.

“Maddie?”

“Yeah. What happened?”

He groaned again and I heard movement, then another “bloody hell,” as he realized that, like me, he was bound. “I don’t know. The last thing I remember, I was popping off a shot of those Italian blokes taking your bag and now here I am.” He paused, groaning again. “With a hell of a headache.”

On the upside, at least he had gotten the shots of the Marsuccis.

“Where’s your camera now?” I asked.

He groaned again, this one louder and sadder. “No clue.”

So much for the upside.

I leaned my head back (carefully, to avoid the goose egg) and felt tears prick the backs of my eyes. Ramirez was right. I was an idiot for not staying in L.A. when I had the chance. Mobsters, goons, Mafiosos-what did I know about these kind of people? Nothing. Less than nothing. Negative nothing. So nothing that I’d flubbed the one chance of proving Monaldo’s connection to the Mob and gotten myself and Felix both kidnapped in the process. Not only that, but I had a feeling that when whoever was responsible for the goose eggs came back, they weren’t just going to cut our bonds and let us go. I had a feeling my last moments on earth were going to be dressed as a fifty-something drag queen.

But do you want to know what the worst part was? The worst part was I was going to die without ever having sex with Ramirez! This thought was so depressing that tears escaped my eyes, rolling down my cheeks in big fat droplets.

“Are you crying?” Felix asked from across the room.

“N-n-n-no,” I sobbed.

He shifted on the floor. “Er…there, there. It’s going to be all right,” he said awkwardly.

“N-n-no it’s not!” I wailed. “You’re just saying that to m-m-make me feel better.”

“It’s not really working very well, is it?”

I sniffed, doing a sob slash hiccup thing. “We’re going to die and it’s all my fault!”

“No, no,” Felix said. He shimmied across the floor like an inverted inchworm until he was sitting beside me. “Look, this is as much my fault as it is yours. I should have been watching you better. I was too focused on my lens to notice anything else. It’s my fault we’re here.”

I sniffed again. “You’re right. It’s your fault.”

“Well, you didn’t have to agree with me quite so quickly.”

I looked up to find Felix doing one of his self-deprecating grins again. Maybe it was the darkness, or maybe the impending death, but it seemed just a fraction more charming this time.

“So,” he said quickly, “any guesses where we are?”

I looked around the room again. “A storeroom of some sort.”

“The warehouse?”

I shook my head. Then regretted it as the pounding between my ears went into double time. “I don’t think so.” My eyes had adjusted to the windowless room and I could make out faint writing on the side of one of the cardboard boxes nearest me. Budweiser.

“The club!” I cried. “We’re at the Victoria.”

Felix nodded beside me, putting it together at the same time. “Someone must have followed us from here. They must have seen you drop me off.”

“Monaldo.” I felt my previous tears quickly turning into anger. That guy was really starting to piss me off. First he gets me arrested, then whacks me over the head. Who did he think he was? I was suddenly wishing Mom had stunned him a little harder when she had the chance.

I was about to let out a string of curses aimed at the creepy little weasel, when the sounds of someone outside the room froze me in place. Felix heard it too, going stiff beside me as our eyes riveted to the door on the far side of the room.

“If this is the end,” Felix whispered beside me, “I’m sorry I pasted your head on Pamela Anderson’s body.”

“And I’m sorry I broke your nose,” I whispered back.

“Apology accepted.”

I held my breath as the door swung open, the sudden light from the hallway momentarily blinding me. I blinked, squinting at the huge form silhouetted in the doorway.