Radclyffe - Homestead

“Why are you so sure of that, Clay?” Tess asked, almost daring to believe Clay really saw her, really understood.

“We might not know each other now, but we aren’t strangers either. Some things don’t change.” Clay’s face grew solemn. “And I know the things about you that will never change—your determination, your drive, your passion. If this is what you want, I know you’ll fight for it, and I know you’ll succeed.”

“Even if that means fighting you?”

“You don’t have to fight me.” Clay leaned forward, her gaze so magnetic Tess felt herself being pulled forward, deeper into the vortex of Clay’s spell. “Let me help you.”

Tess swallowed, pulled away from Clay’s intense eyes. “I told everyone at the meeting tonight I was going to let your team on my land.”

“I heard you. Thank you.”

“I’m not sure I haven’t made a mistake.” Tess gripped the edge of the table. Steadied herself. “Now I’ll have to trust you.”

“Is that so hard?” Clay asked.

“Just about the hardest thing I’ve ever done.”

Clay grasped Tess’s hand, her fingers, strong and warm, sliding between Tess’s as smoothly as a glove.

“I’m sorry that you feel that way,” Clay said, “and I’m the reason that you do. But I’m asking you to trust me now. I promise I won’t lie to you.”

“All right,” Tess said. “Just this once.”

“It’s a beginning,” Clay said softly.

“No,” Tess said, pulling her fingers away. “It isn’t. It’s business. I need to know where I stand if and when you start drilling.”

Clay leaned back in her chair. “I meant what I said about the independent verification. Getting an outside group to confirm our findings might be the only thing to convince some of your neighbors.”

“I was thinking about that,” Tess said. “I think I know someone.”

“How is that?” Clay asked.

“We aren’t the only ones who’ve changed,” Tess said. “Dev Weber works for the DEC. And she studies water, among other things.”

Clay laughed. “You’re kidding me. Dev?”

“That’s not all,” Tess said quietly. “She and Leslie are together.”

Pain flashed across Clay’s face before she could hide it. “Are they.”

“Yeah, weird, isn’t it? Who would’ve thought.”

“Dev never talked about much of anything personal, and never about Leslie, but I wondered sometimes. When they were together, you could see it.” Clay grimaced. “Of course, I was pretty much only ever looking at you.”

Tess signaled for the waitress who was clearing a nearby table. “We’re ready for the check now.” When she was sure she could keep the anger and hurt from erupting, she glanced back at Clay. “Well, I’m glad we got things settled.”

“Did we?” Clay asked.

“We did.” Tess smiled. “For the moment, we’ll do business, but I’ll make no promises about the future.”

“No,” Clay said quietly. “I wouldn’t expect you to.”

Late in the morning of the twenty-eighth day without rain, Tess stood on her porch and shielded her eyes against the ever-present glaring sun, following the dark shapes of the off-road vehicles and trucks crawling slowly along the crest of the hill that rose beyond her barn. Clay’s crew had been prowling about at first light every day for five days, marking drill sites with sonar and boring holes and measuring water pressure in the underground tables and doing whatever else they needed to do to map the configuration of the natural gas pockets and project where the water they pumped down the shafts of the tubes they drilled into the deep shale would come from and go to. As she understood it, the water would be pulled from the local aquifer, millions upon millions of gallons, and forced down narrow channels thousands of feet into the earth to open pathways for the gas to stream upward and be collected. The water and chemical solvents and sand pumped in would flow back out into containment chambers where it could be collected and safely disposed of. She understood the theory, and she understood that theories did not always translate into practice.

The puffs of smoke from the diesel engines, the distant whine of heavy machinery, and the occasional rumble of male voices on the wind were foreign to the usual chorus filling her days. She sometimes felt as if an invading army had camped on her land while she waited behind flimsy barricades for the first volley to sail overhead and shatter the harmony of her life.

She feared the peace she might lose could never be reclaimed, and yet could think of no other course to take. She’d told Clay she would trust her and fretted she might have been a fool to think she could. She hadn’t spoken to Clay except in a brief phone conversation two days after the dinner where they’d declared a temporary truce. Clay had confirmed she would be bringing her crew that day, and they’d been at it all week since. Clay had been polite on the phone, completely professional and carefully distant, and Tess hadn’t known how to ask her if she’d recovered from the hit-and-run.

She heard the distinctive roar of a motorcycle engine most mornings and saw Clay’s Harley parked at the foot of the hill, but Clay didn’t pull up to her porch in a spray of gravel and grit the way she once had, offering her a spin into the freedom of the road. Whatever fragile personal connection they’d forged hadn’t lasted beyond the dinner they’d shared. She’d made it clear she hadn’t wanted anything more, and apparently Clay had heard her.

She should have been happy about that, and she was—or she would be, if the nagging sense of something missing would stop plaguing her. The only thing missing in her life was rain.

Annoyed with her annoyance, Tess turned her back on the activity on the hillside and looked out over the fields as she did almost every hour, as if expecting to see something different. The crops were browner every day, and her feed reserves were growing slim. If she had to supplement by buying feed, she’d need to cull the herd after a few weeks. She simply didn’t have the money to feed the number of cattle she had, and she’d have no choice but to slaughter the cows near the end of their fertility cycle or those who didn’t produce as much milk as others. She’d lose all the way around if it came to that—dairy cows didn’t bring as high a price as beef cattle when slaughtered, their muscle mass being proportionately less, and she’d lose the milk that she would have profited from as well.

Tess sighed and leaned her head against the porch post, wondering if perhaps she ought to consider the rain dance Cliff had suggested. Out of better ideas and not quite ready to bare her behind to the moon, she turned to go back inside and stopped when she saw a black open-topped ATV barreling down the slope toward the house. Ella pulled up a minute later and jumped out.

“Busy?” Ella called, somehow looking fashionable in jeans, ankle-high black boots, and a tan linen jacket over a white T-shirt. Her hair was caught back and clipped at the base of her neck, accentuating the long elegant lines of her face. Despite the heat, she looked cool and, as always, calmly confident.

“I suppose I should pretend to be doing something,” Tess said, motioning Ella up to the porch, “but all the pressing work is done and the heat is making me as lazy as my cows. How about you?”

“The crew has another day or two up there, and while the view is beautiful, I think I’ve had enough of it for a while. I was wondering if you’d like to have lunch?”

Tess’s immediate reaction was to say no, her usual response to personal invitations. But watching Ella watch her out of friendly eyes—beautiful eyes—Tess couldn’t think of a reason to say no and several to say yes. Ella had an openness about her that made Tess feel safe—and a directness that made her feel like Ella was totally focused on her. That she was beautiful was a bonus, and as Ella slowly smiled, Tess registered a warm stirring that was a pleasant surprise. Impulsively, she said, “Lunch would be great.” She hesitated, took a breath, and decided to be daring. Everything in her life was so carefully calculated and controlled—the farm budget, the milking-feeding-vetting schedule, the planting and harvesting schedule. For once, she wanted to just follow her urge. “In fact, if you’ve got time for more than just lunch, we could drive up to the lake. Ever been?”

“No,” Ella said, and the golden timbre of her voice was like honey rippling over Tess’s skin.

“My friend Leslie has been asking me to come up, and it might even be cooler up there. Of course, if you don’t—”

“I think it’s a great idea.” Ella glanced at her watch. “Let me make arrangements and we’ll go. Say, half an hour?”

Tess nodded, refusing to second-guess her decision. Ella awakened a spirit of adventure she’d lost, and Ella didn’t scare her deep down inside the way Clay did. She might lose herself to Clay, but Ella she could trust. The excitement felt good, and maybe she’d even be able to forget about those dark lumbering metal beasts tearing up her land, and the woman who’d brought them. “Yes. That would be perfect.”

* * *

“Kelly will stay on-site and drive you back when you’re finished,” Ella said, “if you’re good with that.”

Clay pulled off her navy ball cap and wiped her forehead on the sleeve of her once-white cotton shirt. Clean that morning, it was streaked with dirt, sweat, and machine oil. “I told you to take the day off—you didn’t even need to come over here this morning. Believe me, I’m safe from cows and wildlife. Besides, Kelly is more than enough help if I need any.”

Ella didn’t bother explaining for perhaps the five hundredth time that being out in the field, even a literal field, was infinitely preferable to sitting around a hotel or even a charming bed-and-breakfast, waiting for a meeting to end or a protectee to decide he or she wanted to go to a movie. She’d had plenty of that endless waiting during her time in the Secret Service. Part of what she liked about this job was the fluid schedule, and the chance to be where she wanted, when she wanted, as long as Clay had adequate protection. Once Kelly had arrived from New York City and Clay’d started working on Tess’s property, keeping watch over both Tess and Clay on the outside chance someone would try to threaten them was a simple matter. Tess rarely left the farm, and when she did it was usually for a quick trip to the Agway or the country store, and Kelly easily followed her at a distance. Ella, perched in one of the ATVs with her iPad, stayed with Clay. No one had seemed particularly interested in what the crew was doing on Tess’s farm, and nothing out of the ordinary had happened since Clay’s accident. Maybe it was just an accident and whoever had been involved had run off to avoid an entanglement with the law. Maybe. But Ella was paid to be suspicious and on guard, and she couldn’t risk another incident in which Clay or Tess might be injured.