He’s so excited by the concept of his new restaurant that he secretly wonders if getting married is a good idea. Once this restaurant takes off, Deacon will be working around the clock. He fears there might also be something to Belinda’s argument that Scarlett is shallow. She works out three hours a day, and she barely eats a thing. Deacon can’t feed her; he has tried and failed. She talks about Sue, a new dermatologist she goes to for facials; Mikey, the trainer she’s hired at the gym; and a DJ at Club Barcelona named Go-Go; she talks about someday working for Vogue, Cosmopolitan, Elle, French Vogue. She talks about traveling to Africa, the Philippines, Tokyo. When Hayes lands his job with Fine Travel, Scarlett begs him to put in a good word for her with the photo editor. Meanwhile, she’s only three weeks into her classes.

Deacon decides he’s going to break the engagement, and he has to do it soon, because wedding plans are in the works. The nuptials are to be held in Savannah in July, in the backyard of Scarlett’s childhood home. Her uncle, a judge, will do the honors. A week before the invitations are to go out, Scarlett says she needs to talk to him. She has been acting strange and distant. Deacon assumes she feels as he does, and wants to break the engagement.

He says to her, “Scarlett, is there something you want to tell me?”

“Yes,” she says. “I’m pregnant.”


The Board Room opens to rave reviews when Ellery is six months old. Scarlett has decided to take a year off from University College to nurse the baby and work on getting her figure back.

Everything is going smoothly.

Deacon has a $2,000-a-week coke habit, and he goes through a bottle of Jameson every three to four days. He tells himself it’s medicinal: he needs the coke to stay awake and the whiskey to fall asleep. Anyone who thinks he has a “problem” has never opened a restaurant before.


Ellery is six years old and wears her hair in two braids. She joins the Brownies, and the local troop meets in the basement of the Cowgirl, a bar in the West Village. Deacon takes Ellery every week and sits up at the bar with moms Janelle and Greta Rae and dad Potter. They drink a few beers and mow through bowls of peanuts, dropping the shells on the floor. They talk about their kids and schools and a little bit about their lives. Deacon regales his new friends with the names of the celebrities who have come to eat at the Board Room-Beyoncé, Clint, Kiefer. Potter is a financial columnist for the Huffington Post; Janelle does hair and makeup on CBS This Morning; Greta Rae is married to an advertising mogul.

Deacon never wants Brownies to end. It’s the happiest hour of his week.

And then, one week, Potter doesn’t show up, and Janelle and Greta Rae come in red-eyed and weepy.

Haven’t you heard? they ask.

What? he says.

Potter was high on crystal meth and jumped in front of the F train, Janelle says. He’s dead.

Deacon swears he will never drink or smoke or snort again, a vow that lasts until midnight.

LAUREL

She wanted to stay in the outdoor shower for the rest of her natural life. There was something about being naked outside, with the sea breeze and the open sky above and hot water cascading down her back at a luxurious pressure, that put Laurel back in touch with her center. And this would be one of the last times she would get to use it.

Laurel was unhappy about her conversation with Scarlett. Laurel should never have told Scarlett about St. John.

Scarlett had wanted to revisit the topic on the way home. “So what you’re telling me is that after the big Deacon-Belinda fight, Deacon called you, and then the two of you went to St. John?”

Oh, how Laurel had wanted to retract the whole story, but she couldn’t. She nodded.

Scarlett said, “I guess I can see that. Deacon probably wanted someone he was comfortable with.”

As though Laurel were an old shoe, a song he knew by heart, a bowl of rice pudding with raisins. It may have started out that way… the plans had fallen into place without either of them thinking about what it meant. Deacon had said something about “owing” Laurel a “really nice” vacation.

Laurel had said, You don’t owe me anything, Deacon. And Deacon had said, We’ll get a suite at Caneel Bay. You deserve the best.

The hotel had been glorious, the finest place Laurel had ever stayed. Deacon had booked an oceanfront suite on Honeymoon Beach. They had risen out of bed only to pour more Laurent-Perrier rose and eat ripe mango and crispy conch fritters with curry aioli. They swam in the middle of the night, naked, under a blanket of stars. One night, there had been wild donkeys on the beach, which had scared them both, then sent them into paroxysms of laughter. They took a sailboat over to Jost van Dyke and drank painkillers at the Soggy Dollar. One night they had ventured into the town of Cruz Bay and drank rum punch and danced to a steel drum band.

You are so sexy, Deacon had said. You are so much fun.


Laurel emerged from the outdoor shower wrapped in a towel. It was almost worse to know that a third of the house they were going to lose would have been hers. If Buck hadn’t told her, she would have left on Tuesday morning feeling grateful that she had gotten one last chance to stay in the house, but she wouldn’t have carried this sense of loss. However briefly it had been that she had believed the house to be hers-a minute? Two?-the mere concept had struck her like a sky filled with dazzling, colorful fireworks. The house on Nantucket, the place where she had spent the happiest days of her fifty-three years, would have been hers to share with Hayes and Angie and, someday, their children.

Laurel sighed. Deacon had always been terrible with money. He had grown up without any, so when he finally started making a decent salary-after he landed the job at Solo, followed quickly by the first TV show-he spent it lavishly. He was generous, sometimes irresponsibly so-buying a round for everyone at the bar, that kind of thing. If Deacon had money, everyone around him had money. Laurel wasn’t surprised to hear he’d paid for Scarlett’s father’s bankruptcy attorney. That was what he did.

Laurel sat on the deck for a moment, gazing over the golf course and the pond; the lighthouse winked at her like it had a secret. Buck came out wearing just his bathing trunks and a towel around his neck. He was holding a beer and a glass of wine.

“This is a send-out from Chef Thorpe,” he said. Laurel squinted up at him. “Chef Angela Thorpe.” He handed Laurel the wine. “You look quite fetching in that towel.”

“Buck.”

He took the seat next to her. “The thing with Belinda was a mistake. I’ll regret it the rest of my life, especially if it means I’ve lost my chance with you.”

Laurel sipped her wine. Let it go, she thought. Things were tough for everyone. Then she heard the voice of Ursula.

Men cheat. That’s what they do.

Laurel wanted to believe there were men who didn’t cheat. She wanted to believe Buck was one of them.

“Why did your marriages end?” she asked him.

Buck laughed. “Wow, are we really doing this?”

“I’m curious,” Laurel said. She had known Jessica a little. Back at the beginning of Buck and Deacon’s friendship, the four of them had gone out in the city together on the rare nights that Deacon and Buck both had off and Laurel could find a babysitter. So, probably three times. Jessica had been a bit Upper East Side pretentious. She had gone to Nightingale-Bamford with Buck’s cousin, Macy; that was how she and Buck had met. When she heard Laurel was from Dobbs Ferry, she’d assumed Laurel had gone to Masters, and her face had fallen when Laurel said, “No, just regular Dobbs Ferry High School.”

Jessica had been one of many people to completely drop Laurel and join Team Belinda when Deacon did. Laurel had bumped into Jessica at the Frick Museum and Jessica had breezed right past her without a word or a wave.

Laurel had met Mae briefly at Hayes’s graduation from Vanderbilt, but by the time Hayes had found a job and moved to Soho, Buck was filing for divorce.

Buck said, “Well, Jessica wanted children and I didn’t. That ended marriage number one. And Mae never made the bed, she flooded the bathroom every time she took a shower, and she chewed with her mouth open. That ended marriage number two.”

“You weren’t unfaithful?” Laurel asked.

“Work is a cruel mistress,” Buck said. “Most women can’t handle coming in second place.”

“I bet I’m busier than you are,” Laurel said.

“You might be,” Buck said. “So we can both be busy and neither of us will get mad about it and we’ll live happily ever after.”

“Buck.”

He reached for her hand. “I like you, Laurel.”

Her heart fluttered, despite herself. She hadn’t felt this way since she was a freshman in high school and Deacon had asked to walk her home, and then they stopped in the parking lot of the Grand Union and Deacon had kissed her for the first time. Laurel had thought that because he was from the city, he might be self-assured, but both of them had bumbled through the first kiss-lips, tongues, teeth, hands.

Laurel was thinking of this first kiss as Buck leaned in, and suddenly it was Buck’s lips on hers, and he was a lot more skilled than Deacon had been back in 1977. This kiss was lovely; he tasted like the sea. His mouth opened, his tongue found hers, soft yet insistent, and Laurel thought, Wow, chemistry. There was nothing like the electric jolt of kissing someone for the first time.

But then an alarm went off in Laurel’s head, shrill and piercing. She wasn’t going to do this. She pulled away.