And the same was true with Dusty.
He’d heard her sing, not recently but when she was younger he heard it all the time. Though he’d never heard her sing a song like she was singing now.
K’s Choice, “Not an Addict”.
It was an intense, seriously fucking fantastic song and Dusty’s pure voice made it sweeter.
What it was not was a happy song.
She always used to sing happy songs. He remembered once walking into the farmhouse decades ago and hearing her singing Katrina and The Waves, “Walking on Sunshine”, swinging her ass and singing loud as she washed the inside windows. It was a gray day, thundercloud hanging low, storms that would eventually come but at that moment were only threatening the sky outside.
The minute he’d walked inside, Mike remembered, hearing her voice singing that song, the world brightened.
But even though he knew the subject matter wasn’t something she had experience with, the song she was singing right then sounded like it was made for her.
Mike watched his woman and his son having their moment, eyes locked, mouths curved and everyone had melted away. It was just them, his strumming, her voice, in their element. As the song progressed, No’s guitar became more powerful and Dusty’s voice increased in depth, volume and they were both gently swaying their torsos simultaneously to a beat they felt internally seeing as they didn’t have drums.
All eyes in the room were glued to them. Even Rivera and Jerra’s kids were motionless and mesmerized.
As was Mike.
And it hit him then, something he’d known for twenty-five years about Dusty but something he only understood right at that moment about the three people most important in his life. Dusty’s voice, her pottery, her drawings, her writing. His son’s drums, guitar, keyboards. His daughter’s writing. He was surrounded by people who were extraordinarily gifted. Everything they did was beyond the pale. His life was touched all around with genius.
And Mike knew what he was seeing and how it made him feel was burning itself on his brain forever. Because in that moment, watching and listening, he was profoundly moved that God had seen fit to gift him, an ordinary man, an Indiana boy through and through, with these people in his life.
And he understood then what he never did. Why he called Dusty “Angel”. Because with her gifts given to her straight from God, that was precisely what she was.
The phone rang but the only one who moved was Fin. He got up and silently walked out of the room, catching Mike’s eyes and giving him a chin lift as he went to the table in the hall that had a cordless phone in a charger.
Mike looked from Fin back into the living room. No’s hand was a blur as he strummed the repeating chords to the end of the song then laid his hand against the strings, halting the music and he smiled huge at Mike’s woman.
“Sing it again, Auntie Dusty!” Adriana, Jerra and Rivera’s six year old little girl shrieked, clapping her hands.
Dusty started, Adriana’s voice reminding her there were people around and she turned her head to the little girl and smiled at her. Then her eyes tipped up, caught on Mike, he watched her face get soft and her smile got bigger.
Yes, God had been generous to Mike Haines.
“How about Soundgarden?” Reesee called out, “Dusty, do you know ‘Fell on Black Days’?”
Instantly No started the opening chords of the song Rees was talking about. Dusty looked to Rees as Mike felt something intangible but foreboding coming from beside him and he looked to his left. He saw Fin moving down the hall toward the kitchen, phone to his ear and something about Fin’s posture made Mike’s eyes narrow on his back. He couldn’t see anything particular but he could feel it.
“I can give it a go,” Dusty answered Rees and Mike looked back into the room.
Then she “gave it a go”. Rees’s choice was excellent. Simple, disconsolate words, No’s guitar and Dusty’s pure, sweet voice making a phenomenal song even better.
But this time, that something he felt from Fin nagging at Mike, when they were in the second verse, Mike tore his eyes off Dusty and No and looked down the hall. He saw nothing then Fin paced across the kitchen doorway, one fist to his hip, the phone to his other ear, neck bent, eyes to the ground. He was in profile and Mike couldn’t catch his expression but he did note Fin’s jaw was hard. Then Mike watched Fin pace out of sight.
Even without being able to see Fin’s expression, his movements, posture and hard jaw made Mike push away from the jamb and move down the hall toward the kitchen.
He got into the room to see Fin standing at an angle to the kitchen table, his back to Mike, his head up, his eyes across the room and he heard Fin say in a low, rumbling, pissed off voice, “Dad’s dead. Ma’s practically dead. And now, you are totally dead.”
Then he beeped off the phone, turned on his foot and spied Mike.
Mike braced at the look of sheer fury on the boy’s face.
“Fin –” he started low but Fin moved.
Swiftly, Fin’s long legs took him through the kitchen, past Mike and down the hall.
Mike followed just as swiftly. But even so, he was too late. After seeing that look on his face, Mike should have caught Fin in the kitchen. Unfortunately he didn’t and when Fin hit the living room, his fury unleashed.
“You’ve lost your fuckin’ mind!” he roared, No stopped playing, Dusty stopped singing and all eyes went to Fin but Fin’s eyes were locked on Rhonda.
Jesus. Shit. Fuck.
Mike moved to Fin and started to lift a hand to lay it on his shoulder but Fin’s head jerked toward Rivera and Jerra who each had a kid in their laps.
“Get your kids outta here,” he ordered and Rivera’s gaze cut to Mike.
Jerra got up instantly, putting a staring at Fin, open-mouthed Adriana on her feet but taking her hand. Della moved toward Joaquin, Rivera and Jerra’s little boy. They led them out as Mike got close to Fin’s back right side and his eyes went to Dusty who had stood as had No, putting his guitar down and leaning it against the chair. Rivera and Dean also stood. Rees, too, had found her feet and she moved close to Fin.
But Fin only had eyes for Rhonda.
Mike’s gaze cut to Rhonda who was staring at Fin, frozen.
“Fin, honey, take a breath,” Dusty said placatingly.
Fin ignored her.
“That was Bernie McGrath on the phone,” Fin announced.
Mike tensed.
Jesus. Shit. Fuck.
Fin went on, “Wanted me to tell you to be sure you deposit that five thousand dollar check.”
Jesus. Shit. Fuck!
“What’s this?” Dean asked but Fin ignored him too.
“Then I called Aunt Debbie,” he continued. “She’s filled me in, Ma, that you’re on board.”
“On board for what?” Dusty asked, looking back and forth between Fin and Rhonda and at her question Fin’s eyes sliced to her.
“On board as a plaintiff contesting Dad’s will.”
Jesus. Shit. Fuck!
Dusty’s body got visibly tight, her cheeks got visibly red and her eyes fired. Mike could see it from across the room.
But he read the situation that was more volatile was Fin and Rhonda so Mike positioned himself beyond Fin and between Rhonda and her son.
Rees approached Fin and laid a hand on his arm.
Fin ignored her too.
“You haven’t been up in your room feelin’ sorry for yourself,” he stated, his eyes glued to his mother. “You been up there plottin’ with fuckin’ Aunt Debbie.”
“Rhonda, please say this isn’t true.” Dusty’s voice was soft but forced.
Rhonda kept her eyes to her son and she whispered, “It’s for the best.”
At that, Fin’s torso twisted violently, his arm swinging out in a blur across his front and the phone went flying across the room, over the couch to smash against a wall.
The room, already tense, went wired.
“Fin, take a walk,” Mike ordered.
Fin ignored Mike too and looked back at his mother.
“For the best? That…is…whacked!”
Rhonda, surprising everyone, straightened her spine and lifted her chin. “This farm killed your father,” she declared.
“So now you open your mouth and Aunt Debbie speaks?” Fin asked sarcastically.
“Rhonda, sweetheart, did you really do this?” Dean asked, his eyes also glued to his daughter-in-law.
“Yes,” Rhonda kept her seat, the only one in the room who had, outside Kirby. She nodded and repeated, “Yes. It’s for the best. It’s for my boys.”
“It’s for your boys?” Fin spat, leaning forward.
“Fin, man, take a walk,” Mike repeated.
“Yes,” Rhonda spoke over him. “You told me I should be lookin’ out for you. I’m lookin’ out for you.”
“By taking away my future?” Fin asked.
“By giving you one. Debbie tells me the sale of the land will set you up.” Rhonda threw out her hand. “It’ll set all of us up.”
“I’m already set up, Ma. I got everything I want. I got my future and that future, every day, every fucking day I go out and work this farm, I do it with my father,” Fin shot back, his words nearly guttural and not just with anger but with grief burned a hole straight through Mike’s fucking heart. “That’s the future I want and I wanted it even before he died. Now I want it more because it’s the only thing of him I have left.”
Rhonda blanched and Dean stepped in.
“Rhonda, I wish you’d spoken to me about this.”
Rhonda tore her eyes away from her son and looked to her father-in-law. “Debbie warned me not to. She said you’d try to talk me out of it and I knew that was true. And now, that’s been proved.”
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