"We gotta stop by Kyle's," Nichole said. "I left one of my dolls there, and I promised Mandy I'd bring her by."

Sandy stared at the gatehouse up ahead. She wasn't sure where her other two children were, but Kyle was standing in the afternoon sunlight, trimming a hedge. It wouldn't have been so bad if he'd been wearing slightly more than a pair of shorts. What was it with that man? Didn't the sheriff's department pay the deputies enough to provide for food and clothing? Or was it just her luck that every time she turned around, he was practically naked?

She let the car roll forward until it was even with the bend that led to Kyle's driveway, then put the vehicle in Park. "I'll wait here," she said. "Hurry, please, or you're going to be late."

Nichole flashed her a smile. "I'll be right back."

Sandy grinned as her youngest raced out of the car and called a greeting to Kyle. "I gotta find my doll."

"I think you left it in the garage," he told her.

He put down the clippers and glanced at the car. Sandy clenched her teeth. Please, God, let him stay where he was. She didn't need to be staring at his bare chest right now. Not when she was still in a weakened condition.

God was busy, or He had a different plan for her life because Kyle started toward her and he didn't show any signs of stopping. She drew in a deep breath and reminded herself she was a mature woman. She could handle this situation. It wasn't going to be a problem. She would remember to keep breathing deeply and focus on something neutral. Like the steering wheel.

He came around the back of the car. She followed his progress in the mirrors, mentally noting he had the audacity to look great even as a two-inch-high reflection. When he reached the driver's side, he waited until she rolled down the window, then he leaned forward and braced his forearms on the car. His forehead rested against the top of the car, his right elbow bumped against the door lock. She could see his face, the slight sheen of perspiration coating his shoulders and bare chest. She could see the tanned skin, the dark hair curling down to his waistband, the muscles. He overwhelmed her. If she was the fainting kind, she would have been a goner for sure.

"Hi," he said.

"Hi, yourself." The words caught in her throat, but she forced them out past stiff vocal cords.

Kyle grinned at her. White teeth flashed against his tanned face. His dark eyes stared at hers, as if he were reading her secrets. As if he knew she was having trouble remembering to breathe. Damn the man for being such a temptation and damn herself for being so weak.

It had been nine days since the kiss. She'd waved at him from across the driveway. She'd watched her children laugh and play in his backyard. She'd heard the rumbling engine of his motorcycle as he took off for she wasn't sure where. But she hadn't seen him up close. She hadn't gazed into his face and inhaled the masculine scent of him. She hadn't felt her thighs go up in flames, as they were doing now. At least she was sitting down.

She looked away from him before she could say or do something stupid. "I'm taking Nichole over to play with Mandy. Do you know where Lindsay and Blake are? I don't want to saddle you with them."

"No problem," he said. "I was just coming to tell you Blake is down the street playing ball. There's a half dozen boys about his age around here. I know most of them and suggested they stop by. They invited him to come play. I hope you don't mind."

Sandy stared at Kyle. "Did he want to go?" Her son usually resisted her efforts to get him to join in with other kids.

"Sure. Why not? Anyway, they'll be a while. Why don't you leave him at the game? I'll be here if anything happens."

"Thank you." Blake was playing with other boys his age. She was thrilled. More than thrilled, she was relieved. Maybe her son was finally returning to normal. She'd been worried about him for a while. She'd even taken Blake to a counselor before they'd left Los Angeles. The woman had told her it would simply take time for Blake to regain his self-esteem and want to play with other children. For weeks, Sandy had wondered if the woman had been wrong, but now it seemed he was on the road to recovery.

"I was thinking of a barbecue tonight," Kyle said.

"Oh?" Was that a statement of fact or an invitation? She wasn't sure she wanted to know.

"I've got steaks and corn on the cob. Lindsay said she'd make a salad. Is six-thirty okay with you?"

An invitation. That was simple. She would just say no. N-O. It wasn't a difficult word. "Sure, we'd love to." She groaned silently. Apparently, she was having more trouble saying no than she'd realized. Now she had to eat dinner with him. What were they going to talk about? How would she stand it, knowing she'd pushed him away? Not that she wanted to be with him. It was just-

"You okay?" he asked.

She needed to have her head examined. "I'm fine. When Lindsay volunteered to make the salad, did she mention who was providing the ingredients?"

"No. I don't have anything here, but I can go to the store."

She shook her head. "I'll go. It's only fair. I'll pick up some salad fixings after I drop off Mandy."

"Great. Ah, Sandy." Kyle shifted. He looked at her, then out the front windshield. "I think I've got a problem."

"What?"

"It's Lindsay. Her crush isn't going away."

Sandy laughed. "Twelve-year-old hormones can be pretty scary. Don't worry, she'll outgrow it."

He swallowed. "I don't know if I can wait that long. She makes me nervous. I don't know what to say to her."

"Why do you have to say anything?"

"I don't mean about the crush. Just in general. Like I told you the night I took the kids to the movies, I don't want to encourage her, and I don't want to hurt her feelings." He closed his eyes briefly. "She's always trying to be next to me. I'm hiding behind a ten- and eight-year-old." He glared at her. "Don't you even think about laughing at me."

"I wouldn't dream of it." She bit on her lower lip to keep from grinning. "But I do have one question. Why is this such a big deal? Aren't you used to women throwing themselves at you?"

His dark eyes met her own. "You're trying to set me up. If I say yes, then you're going to call me an egotistical jerk."

"I promise I'm not." She gripped the steering wheel and stared straight ahead. "I'm stating a fact. Why is dealing with Lindsay's crush such a problem for you?"

"She's just a kid. She's sensitive, vulnerable. I would find it easier to confront a woman. Besides, despite what you think, I don't have women lined up for miles."

She made a show of glancing around the outside of his house. "I can see that."

"You're not helping."

"I know. I'm sorry. Let's be logical. You're very good with children. Why don't you treat Lindsay like one of the kids?"

"I've tried that. She makes it a point to tell me how grown-up she is." He shuddered. "She offered to do my laundry."

Sandy chuckled. For the first time, she realized being around Kyle made her feel good. As if the world had been set right. "I can't get her to do her own laundry. Why don't you let her do yours, then you can do hers and we'll call it even?"

He growled her name.

She held up her hands in a gesture of surrender. "Okay, no more teasing. If you don't want to treat her like a child, then treat her like a teenager. You were one once. What do you remember?"

"That having a crush on someone could hurt like hell."

"Really?" She glanced at him. "You had a crush? On whom?"

He shrugged. "It's not important. The point is, I don't want her to be rejected like I was."

"You were rejected? By whom?"

He touched the tip of her nose. "You're suddenly interested in my past."

"Why not? It's fascinating. I never knew a Haynes had been rejected in love." She tried to remember back to high I school. "Do I know her? Oh, probably not. You were a couple of grades back, weren't you?"

"Yeah, you're older than me."

She grimaced. "Thanks for the reminder. Was it one of the cheerleaders? That foreign-exchange student from Sweden? What was her name? I can't remember. Didn't she date Jordan?"

"Enough with my past. You're not helping here. What am I going to do with Lindsay?"

"Wait it out. Maybe something will happen to convince her you're just some guy who's not very interesting at all."

"Gee, thanks. I can't wait for that to happen."

She smiled. Their gazes locked and she felt her heart begin beating faster. Tension crackled between them. She hadn't realized how close they were, with him leaning in the car window. They were close enough that she could see the individual whiskers on his cheeks and chin, and the shape of his mouth. That same mouth that had tempted and teased her nine days ago. Suddenly, her lips felt dry and she was compelled to touch them with the tip of her tongue. She could see him follow the movement and he seemed to catch his breath. For a moment, she thought he might lean forward those last few inches and kiss her again. She wanted him to. She willed him to. Instead, he stretched his arm inside the car and grabbed her left hand.

"You took off your ring."

She pulled her fingers free of his touch and clasped them together on her lap. "So?"

"Why did you do it?"

"I'm not sure. Maybe it was time. I've decided to see how it feels. If it bothers me too much, I'll put the ring back on."

She wanted to tell him not to read anything into her actions, but that statement seemed like too much of a confession of what she was thinking. He wasn't that interested in her. If anything, he was probably intrigued by a woman who didn't willingly fall into his arms at every moment. Then she remembered the kiss and how she had fallen into his arms, so there went that theory.