His fingers curved around her stomach; at the same time they curled inside her vagina.

"There is a well nearby," he said abruptly. "Madron Well."

It was a mile or so above Madron church.

"Yes." Megan raised her head. Sweat glistened on his face. "I know it."

But how did he know about it?

"I would see it. With you."

Her heartbeat drummed against her chest; her breast quivered with the force of her breathing. "I would much rather see to your satisfaction."

His mouth twisted. "I have told you, Megan. Eunuchs are not like men."

His fingers throbbed inside her, telling her he lied, either deliberately or unknowingly.

He was a man, and he could gain release. If only he would trust her.

"I need to… to return to my room," she said.

"Why?" he asked, his voice suddenly guarded.

"I need to get…" How ridiculous it was, to blush over mentioning an innocent thing like underclothes when his fingers filled her and her body still shook with the release he had brought her. "I need to get my cloak."

"We will stop by your room and get it on our way out."

"I would rather you have the innkeeper prepare us a picnic basket to take along with us while I dress."

"You will not"-he prodded her more deeply, fingers straightening, reaching, as if he mapped her vaginal walls- "change your mind?"

"No. I am hungry." He reversed direction. She took a deep breath, internally following the slow withdrawal of his fingers, one knuckle, two… "I did not eat my dinner last night."

His fingers glistened in the dim light, moist with the essence of her release.

Megan glanced up. His gaze was waiting for her.

That slight half smile hitched up the corner of his lips "I do not want you to go hungry on my account."

"Then I suggest you feed me, sir."

The trace of his smile disappeared. "I did not know that women like you existed."

"I did not know that men like you existed."

His expression immediately closed. "Eunuchs are mentioned in your Christian Bible, Megan."

"But men who value a woman's satisfaction are not, Muhamed."

Muhamed stood in one swift motion; he was blatantly erect. Bending down, he scooped up the white turban and robe he had discarded the night before.

The muscles in his back, legs and buttocks rippled when he walked. He dropped the washcloth across the wooden bar beside the bureau, then neatly pulled the robe on over his head. Opening the top drawer, he took out a wooden-handled hairbrush and ran it through his hair. It neatly fell into wavy curls.

A brief pang stabbed her chest, that he should have such a beautiful head of hair when hers was limp and straight. The pang of envy was immediately replaced by a sense of Tightness.

It was comforting to watch a man perform his morning toilet.

His habits were the same as those of an Englishman; he dressed, brushed his hair, his teeth…

Bending his head, he spat into the basin.

She bit her lip to stop her protest when he proceeded to wrap the turban around his head. When he opened the second bureau drawer and took out a pair of baggy white trousers, she could not keep her mouth shut. "Please don't."

The back of his white robe stiffened. "Don't what?" he asked, without turning around.

"I rather fancied that Arabic men did not wear anything under their robes. The Scots are reputed not to wear anything under their kilts. It is… interesting for a woman to think that all she need do is toss up a man's skirt."

Muhamed turned, white robe flurrying. "You are… jesting with me."

He seemed surprised that a woman would do so.

"Not at all, sir," she said whimsically, feeling absurdly young and carefree. "The English have no sense of the ridiculous, especially when they sit naked in front of a clothed gentleman. Or perhaps that is not well-known in your country."

Shadow crossed his face, a trick of light. "Concubines and slaves do not picnic in Arabia."

She had overseen many picnics as the wife of a vicar, but she had never attended a picnic unchaperoned with a man.

"I dare say it would not be a practical custom in a desert land," she said gently.

"What shall I have the innkeeper prepare?"

His uncertainty was endearing.

"I suspect an inn of this size will not have much of a menu to chose from. A meat pie and cheese will do quite well, thank you."

"You will be here when I return?"

Megan felt a flutter deep inside her chest. Muhamed was so very vulnerable underneath his outward gruff ness.

"If I am not here, I will be in the second room down to the left of yours," she said calmly.

He turned toward the door, in a soft swish of cotton.

"Muhamed."

Muhamed halted; he did not turn around. "Yes?"

"How did you come to know about Madron Well? It is a local phenomenon."

"How did you come to know about it?"

She had not imagined the shadow that had crossed his face and now pervaded the room; it had nothing to do with a passing cloud.

He had said no more pretense.

"I was born in Land's End," she replied evenly. "My mother-like most of the folk hereabouts-clung to many of the old ways. She baptized me in the well waters."

"What would you like to drink with your meal?" he asked in his old brusque manner.

He was not going to answer her question.

Megan fought down a prick of hurt.

"Cider will be fine, thank you."

With a swirl of robes he opened the door and slid out of her sight. A final click of closure followed his departure.

Her heart skipped a beat. Suddenly she felt forty-eight again instead of twenty-six and full of joy.

What had she said to upset Muhamed?

What if he did not return?

Standing up, Megan picked up her black wool gown from off the floor and dressed. Hairpins dotted the pillow and sheet. She scooped them up. Slipping into her shoes, she rescued her black felt hat and the hatpin underneath it.

She stared at the small brown tin on the nightstand. There was no advertisement on the outside, nothing at all to indicate what was inside it.

On impulse, she removed the lid.

It was filled with what looked like rolled-up sausage skins. French letters. She had often wondered what they looked like. They hardly seemed large enough to accommodate a man of Muhamed's size.

Megan grabbed a rubber sheath and replaced the lid, a quick click of metal on metal.

The hallway was dark, empty; a worn wool runner tiredly traversed the length of it. An oil sconce guarded each of the six doors, a dull gleam of pewter. She hurried to her room.

A glint of gold greeted her.

Her wedding band waited on the nightstand beside the narrow, neatly made sleigh bed.

The sight of it did not incur the sense of betrayal she had associated with her marriage over the last twenty-two years.

Impulsively, Megan crossed the wooden floor, heels echoing determinedly, and flung open the worn drapes. Blinding sunlight spilled into the sterile room, proof that there was light after darkness. Turning, she plucked the wedding band off the nightstand and dropped it into the top dresser drawer.

Feeling as uncertain as a young girl awaiting her first beau, she washed, brushed her teeth, loosened her braid, and brushed her hair. Rummaging in her trunk, she pulled out a corset, chemise, petticoats, wool drawers-no, she did not want to wear drawers, she wanted to be accessible to Muhamed.

Megan pulled out a black skirt and bodice. She realized with dismay that all of her clothes were black. They belonged to a woman who was resigned to widowhood, not to a woman who planned upon demonstrating to a eunuch that he was a man.

No time now to worry about her wardrobe.

Hurriedly, she slipped into her chemise and rebraided her hair.

A sharp knock splintered the silence.

Megan's heartbeat quickened.

"One moment!" she called out, mouth full of hairpins.

The knock came again. Louder.

Stomach roiling with nervous anticipation, she coiled the braid on top of her head and secured it with pins.

A third knock came, louder still.

The entire inn would know that Muhamed sought entrance to her room if he continued knocking.

She jerked open the door. And perforce had to step back to prevent Muhamed from walking over her.

A black cloak billowed after him. He carried a battered bucket.

"They did not have a picnic basket," he said without preamble.

"Oh." She flushed, suddenly, painfully aware of the sunshine that warmed her back and starkly revealed a patch of chipped paint on the wall behind him. Shadow had cloaked her nakedness before; the thin cotton chemise would not conceal the changes that age had wrought in her body-breasts that were too soft; hips that were too rounded. "If you like, you may wait downstairs-"

"I have never watched a woman dress."

Her flush deepened. "I have never had a man watch me dress."

"You will not wear a corset to our picnic."

Megan blinked at Muhamed's peremptory manner. "I beg your pardon?"

"Corsets restrict a woman's circulation."

"Corsets also support their… bosom."

"Your bosom does not need support, Megan."

"That is for me to decide, surely."

"Men, too, have fancies." His black eyes were wary. "I would like to look at you over our meal and know that it is you I am gazing at and not a miracle of whalebones."

Megan mentally struggled with the vicar's wife she had been for so long and the woman she wanted to be for this Arab. She had not worn a corset to his room the night before, but.…

She took a deep breath. "When you returned to your room, did you don trousers?"

"I am as you saw me."