“I used to work all weekend.” She stroked the dog’s soft ears. “Or sleep. If I’d finally worn myself out enough. I definitely never looked forward to Fridays before.” Now, she not only did, but also resented when meetings or conference calls kept her late at the office, and she wondered briefly just how much that had impacted her job performance.

Probably a lot, she admitted privately. She knew she used to keep up on every minute detail, sometimes startling staff members with her sharp questions. That…just didn’t happen anymore. She had let a lot of things slip, left a bunch of issues resting on her crew, and mostly on Kerry’s shoulders, trusting them to do their jobs, and hoping it didn’t come back to bite her in the butt.


100 Melissa Good It felt so strange.

But so far…so far, no major disasters had happened, amazingly enough. Little things, sure, but they always did anyway, and she’d come to realize lately that maybe, just maybe she’d been a touch too involved.

“Bet I drove everyone out of their cotton picking minds, Chino,” she confessed. “I’m lucky they didn’t toss me off the fourteenth floor balcony.” She stifled a yawn and tossed a last shell into the water. “We’d better go back. See what your other mommy’s been up to, hmm?” She leaned over. “Where’s Kerry?”

The milky ears shot up and Chino raised her head, cocking it to one side.

“Go find Kerry,” Dar urged with a grin, watching as the puppy scrambled to her feet and ambled off. She pulled herself up and dusted her shorts off, then followed, digging her toes into the warm sand with a feeling of distinct pleasure.

“HMM.” KERRY DUCKED into the kitchen. “She must have taken Chino for a walk.” She put her packages down, slipped the chocolate out and set it on the counter. “She loves to run on the beach.”

“My kid or the dog?” Andrew asked, leaning on the counter.

“Yes,” the blonde woman answered, with a smile.

“Mmph. She always wanted a dog.”

“She told me,” Kerry replied quietly.

The tall man pushed off the counter and went to stand by the sink, gazing out at the water. “Wasn’t easy for a kid. The way we lived.” He paused. “Moving round all the time. Dar didn’t make too many friends.”

“Moving doesn’t always cause that.” Kerry moved over and leaned next to him. “I lived most of my life in the same spot. I knew a lot of people, but I figured out pretty early on that most of the people who wanted to be friends with me had a motive.”

Andrew nodded a couple of times.

“It wasn’t that bad, really. I had a lot of fun growing up. I think it was best before I was old enough to realize what was going on with my family,” she mused. “I was a pretty happy kid.”

They stood in silence for bit. “Miss yer family?” Dar’s father finally asked.

Kerry had to think about that. “I miss my sister…and my brother. We were close.” She paused. “My aunts and uncles…we used to have big gatherings. They’d all be there, with all my cousins. We’d get pretty rowdy sometimes.”

Andrew merely listened and watched, a natural state with him.

“I don’t miss checking myself in the mirror six times before leaving my room.” A distant look entered the green eyes. “Or never being quite good enough.” Her head cocked to one side thoughtfully. “Being here on my own was such a change. I’d go back there for holidays and wonder how I ever lived like that for so long.”


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The outer gate clanked, audible even through the closed windows, and they peered out to see Dar entering with Chino bouncing around near her knees. A smile crossed Kerry’s face in unconscious reaction at the sight, as the crimson rays turned her lover’s tanned skin a burnished golden hue. She wore a very brief, cut off sleeveless sweatshirt and a pair of ragged denim shorts and there certainly was a lot showing to admire.

“Good Lord,” Andrew complained. “Think she’s living in the streets with them clothes.” He shook his head and stomped to the door, flung it open, and put his hands on his hips. “Whatcha think ye’re doing out there half naked young lady?”

Dar’s dark head jerked up from where she brushed off the sand from her knees and she blinked. “Dad?”

“J’think it’s the mail man talkin’ t’you like that?”

His daughter straightened up and mimicked him, putting her hands on her hips, then glanced down her long frame. “Half naked? This isn’t half naked.” She paused, then grinned and pulled off the sweatshirt, leaving nothing but her sports bra and muscle tone. “This...is half naked.” She spread her arms cheerfully. “See?”

“Lord have mercy.” Andrew clapped a hand over his eyes. “Git in here.” He pointed off to his right. “And you stop laughing.”

Kerry was leaning over the sink, trying to catch her breath from giggling. “Oh god. I can’t.”

Dar trotted up the steps with Chino scrambling next to her and entered. “C’mon, Dad. It’s not like you’ve never seen my in my underwear.”

One blue eye appeared. “There was a lot less of you t’see when you were six and running round without yer clothes on, I’ll tell ya that,”

Andrew groused. “Or when you were a tot and pulled yer diapers off all the time.”

“Dad.” Dar rolled her eyes.

Kerry felt a new set of giggles coming on.

“Damn good aim you had,” her father went on, irrepressibly. “Used them things like a slingshot.”

“Dad!” his daughter got out an outraged squawk.

“Heh. Teach you to sass me, won’t it?” But the blue eyes twinkled gently. “Didn’t figure back then, though, such a scrappy little thing’d grow up so damn pretty.”

It caught Dar off guard. She produced the most tongue tied, bashful look Kerry had ever seen on an adult human being and she sorely wished she had the digital camera to capture it forever. “I’m not surprised.” She distracted Andrew from his blushing offspring. “Look who she takes after.” She winked at him, then laughed. “Oh. Neat. Now I can say I made a sailor blush.”

“Sonofabiscuit,” Andrew muttered.

“I’m going to go get some email sorted.” Kerry slipped past them and diplomatically left the two alone. “Come get me when you feel like dinner.”


102 Melissa Good Dar watched her go wistfully, then took a breath and ducked into the laundry room, retrieved a white cotton T-shirt and pulled it on. “Better?”

She gave her father a wry look.

He grunted, but his mouth twitched into a grin.

“Thirsty?” Dar went to the refrigerator and retrieved a pitcher of grape juice. She could feel the unspoken emotion between them and it was making her a little nervous. “Wasn’t expecting you to be by. You in the neighborhood?”

He took the glass she offered and held it. “Not really. Kerry done gave me a call. Had a few things to say.”

Dar was a little surprised, but she nodded. “Want to go inside?” She led the way into the living room and staked out a corner of the couch, watching him settle into the corner of the loveseat at right angles to her.

They were both, she realized, a little uncomfortable. “What’s the Band-Aid about?”

He reached a hand up and touched it. “Just some stuff they’re doing to make it hurt a little less.”

“Mmm.”

They were silent for a bit.

“Tough up there, huh?” Andrew asked, after several sips of juice.

“Wasn’t the most pleasant experience I’ve ever had, no.” Dar squared her shoulders and faced him. “But I’m glad I went.”

He nodded slowly.

“Family’s the same.”

His lips twitched.

Dar studied the tile, tracing the grout lines intently. “Mom’s doing all right. I guess. I…um...” She shook her head, “I wish you’d call her.”

She had to force the words out, in a quiet mutter. “It was hard as hell to see her and not say anything.” She exhaled unhappily, then glanced up.

Andrew shifted uncomfortably. “Been so damn long. I don’t know…can’t just call…”

It would be a shock, true. “You could write,” Dar suggested softly.

“Never was much good at that.” He sighed, and stared at the bit of paper. “You…really think it’ll be… She won’t just tell me to go t’hell or something?”

Dar considered the question very seriously. The fear she understood only too well. “I think she’s in a lot of pain.” She almost felt her father flinch at that. “And I think you’re the only fix for that, Daddy.” Now, she looked up, putting all the sincerity she could into her voice and eyes.

“That’s what I honestly believe.”

He was very still, only the pale eyes flicked around the room as he thought. Finally, he let out a tired little sigh. “I miss her.” He paused.

“Damn, I do.”

Dar had to clamp her jaw down hard. “I know,” she said, after a moment for the lump to go down.

“The whole damn thing with the family though… I don’t know if I can fight that fight again, Dar.” Andrew closed his eyes. “Can’t ask her to Eye of the Storm 103

give that up again. You know they won’t put up with me.”

Dar got up and went to her study. She returned a moment later holding an envelope and sat down again. “To hell with them,” she stated softly, holding one hand out to him. “C’mere.”

Hesitantly, he leaned forward. “What?” He watched as she put the envelope into one hand and curled his fingers over it. “What is that, honey?”

“Your pension.”

Andrew’s brows, almost obscured against his scarred skin, drew together. “What?” Puzzled, he opened the envelope and took the papers out, unfolding them, and running his eyes over their contents.

Then he stopped.

And his face went totally blank in utter shock.