She flailed against him, but he held her tight. Tighter than he had yesterday. “Eve, stop. Stop, goddammit!”

Rage turned a blinding red behind her eyes. She wanted to hurt him the way she hurt. Wanted to make them all pay. The muscles in her arms and legs burned from fighting. She’d given up her life for this? No. No, no, no . . .

“They didn’t find a body in that van,” Miller said from somewhere beyond Zane.

Eve stilled and looked toward the newcomer through locks of stupid blonde hair that had fallen over her face. A scar ran down the left side of his face. One she hadn’t noticed before. “Wh-what did you say?”

Miller slid the gun into his shoulder holster. “There was nothing in that van except C4 and a homemade detonator.”

“Are—are you sure?” Hope bloomed in her chest, and her fingers, curled against Zane’s bare chest, relaxed and flattened.

“Pretty damn,” Miller said, leaning back against the arm of the sofa. “Ryder’s got a contact at the FBI who’s giving us updates.”

Confused, Eve turned wide eyes up toward Archer.

“Jake Ryder’s my boss at Aegis Security.”

“Or was,” Miller huffed, crossing his massive arms over his chest. “Until you fucking quit.”

When . . . ? How . . . ? A thousand different questions swirled in Eve’s mind. “You quit your job? Why?”

“We’ll get to that later.” He loosened his grip on her arms. “After you tell us what the hell’s going on and why you think they—whoever they are—have your sister.”

Eve could barely think, let alone breathe. But if her sister hadn’t been in that van, then it meant she might still be alive.

She turned to Miller. “Give me your phone.”

“What? No way.”

“Give me your phone,” she said louder. “I need to make sure Olivia’s okay.”

“Eve.” Zane placed a hand on her arm. “Think. They could be monitoring her lines. You call her from here and they could trace it back to this location.”

Eve’s chest vibrated. He was right. But . . . She looked up at him. “I need to know she’s okay.”

Zane glanced toward Miller. Eve’s gaze followed. Several seconds passed, and then Miller sighed and said, “You so fucking owe me, Archer. Not just for this, but for the hot piece of ass I left alone in my suite to come out here and find you. I’ll text Marley and have her look into it.” He glanced toward Eve. “What’s your sister’s full name and address?”

Eve swallowed hard. “Olivia Wolfe. She’s a . . . a teacher. In Boise, Idaho.”

Eve rattled off her sister’s address and waited while Miller typed into his phone. To Zane she whispered, “Who’s Marley?”

“Just the heart and soul of Aegis Security.” When she looked over, he added, “Ryder’s right hand. She monitors and runs all the ops. She’ll be able to locate your sister, don’t worry.”

“Don’t worry” were words Eve was used to telling others, not hearing for herself. Nerves vibrating, she waited with bated breath while Miller shoved his phone back in his pocket.

“Marley’s on it,” Miller said. “She’ll call or text when she has news. Now,” he said as he crossed his arms over his chest, “why don’t you start talking, little lady? What’s your sister got to do with all of this?”

Eve looked from Miller to Zane, but when her eyes landed on Zane’s familiar hazel ones, her chest squeezed even tighter. She didn’t want to tell him the truth, especially after their argument earlier when he’d accused her of seducing him to get away, but she didn’t have any choice now, and maybe . . . maybe it would be better if she finally just told him everything.

She dropped into a side chair and pressed her fingers against her aching forehead. “I work for the counterintelligence division under Assistant Deputy Director Roberts. My job is to ferret out moles within the CIA so the government can build a case against them. Three years ago, I was sent to Beirut because someone in the Agency was working with a local munitions dealer funding terrorism throughout the Middle East. Someone on our side was trading secrets for money.”

When Archer didn’t say anything, Eve swallowed and lifted her eyes to his. Doubt lingered in his gaze. Doubt and distrust. And for the first time in forever, she wished she’d chosen any other profession than this one. Because he so wasn’t going to like what she had to say next.

“You and Carter weren’t the only team stationed in Beirut, Archer, but you were the only one CI was looking at. I was sent to Beirut to take you down.”

9

Zane had to have heard her wrong. “Say that again.”

Eve blew out a long breath and dropped her hands into her lap. “You heard me right. You’d been in Beirut for six months, and the shipments had picked up considerably in that time. My bureau chief was convinced your team was responsible. Carter checked out, but you didn’t. Several large deposits had been made to your accounts, and your supervisor was already concerned about your dedication to the team. Your record up until then had been flawless, but he’d sensed something was off with you on that op, and he was nervous.”

“I . . .” Zane remembered a discussion with his supervisor about his level of dedication, just before Eve had joined his team, but his lack of enthusiasm hadn’t been because he’d been looking for alternate opportunities. It had been because he’d finally realized the life of an undercover spy wasn’t what he’d expected. At least until he’d met her.

He glared down at her and felt that rolling anger he’d harbored against her the last year begin to grow again in his belly. “My mother died of breast cancer. And a few months later, my grandmother. I inherited money. I wasn’t selling secrets.”

“I know that now,” Eve said. “But back then . . . they wanted you checked out.”

“So you lied to me?”

She looked down at the floor. “About my reasons for being there, yes.”

No, she hadn’t just lied about that. He could tell by the way she wouldn’t meet his gaze. “About everything.”

Eve’s cheeks turned the slightest shade of pink, and she quickly glanced toward Miller.

Fuck Miller. At this point, Zane didn’t care what Miller heard.

Miller held up both hands in mock surrender. “Don’t mind me. I’m just here to make sure no one gets killed.”

Eve frowned.

“Answer the question, Wolfe,” Zane said, his patience growing thin.

Eve looked back to Zane and pursed her lips. “I lied to you about the op. Nothing else.”

I loved you, you son of a bitch! Why would I try to get you killed?

He didn’t know what to believe anymore. She could lie with the best of them, but those words—spoken so frantically and with such emotion—wouldn’t leave him alone. His pulse beat faster.

Focus on the facts, dumbass. Not stupid emotions that don’t mean anything now.

Zane crossed his arms over his chest. “What about the arms dealer I saw you meeting with? The one we’d been observing for months?”

“He was an informant, helping us figure out which officers were compromised.”

That answer was way too easy as far as Zane was concerned.

At his silence, Eve looked up. “My job was not to bring him down. My job was to stop the leak within. Come on, Archer. You know as well as I do that sometimes in this business bad things happen no matter how we try to stop them.”

“Bad things?” Zane’s control snapped. He leaned forward and gripped the arms of her chair, every muscle in his body tense and rigid. “We were close to nabbing that son of a bitch, and you let him go. And he went on to bomb an entire school and kill dozens of young kids. That’s more than a fucking bad thing.”

Eve’s eyes flew open wide. “I didn’t know he was going to bomb that school. If I had—”

She was acting again. She had to be. “If you had, what?”

“If I had, I wouldn’t have let him walk away.”

Zane stared hard into her eyes, looking for confirmation of the lie. He couldn’t see it. But he couldn’t see the truth, either.

She clenched her jaw and lifted her chin, her own temper finally bubbling to the surface. “Do you honestly think I’m such a monster that I wanted innocent children to die? I live with that decision every day. I wake up to it at night in a cold sweat. Just like I’m going to wake up to the image of that child lying in the middle of the street next to me in Seattle. Don’t talk to me like I don’t know the cost of the choices I’ve made. I know them all. And I carry every single one of them inside me.”

“Why don’t we take a breather?” Miller pushed a hand against the center of Zane’s chest, forcing him back from Eve’s chair. To Zane, Miller whispered, “You need to dial it down a notch, cowboy.”

Zane’s chest rose and fell as he stared at Eve, his brain humming with questions and memories he was too keyed up to focus on. She blinked several times, looked away from him, and then drew a deep breath and let it out. He tried to tell himself she was lying, that she was making all of this up, but the wetness in her eyes and the emotion he’d heard in her barely contained voice wouldn’t let him believe it. Yeah, she was a good actress, but he’d never seen her fake emotion like this. Not even when she’d walked away from him.

If what she said was true—if she really was with CI—Ryder could get confirmation for him. But that still didn’t explain what had happened yesterday in Seattle or what she’d done to his team in Guatemala.

“I’m fine,” he said to Miller, pushing his hand away.

“Really? ’Cause you don’t look fine, brother.”

Zane glared at Miller. “I said I was fine, and I meant it. Let it go.”