His mother had done those things for him…before his father died.

“Your mama must have loved you,” Lindsey protested. Her fingers closed around his.

“She did.” He looked away, watching how the wind chime glinted in the sunlight. “And then she didn’t.” Her love had disappeared into the vacuum of a drug-driven life. “I knew she’d stopped when I was ten, and she sold me to get money for a fix.”

Lindsey’s mouth dropped open, and she snarled, “That bitch.” When her hand fisted, damned if he didn’t smile. Given the chance, his little submissive would probably start a knockdown fight.

Only Lindsey could make him smile when talking about his mother. “Easy, Tex.” He pried her fingers open. “I ran. Ended up in foster care, which wasn’t fun but was better than that.”

When he heard her growl under her breath, he couldn’t help but lean back, pull her on top, and kiss her until she forgot his past, her past, and they could both think about the present. The future would have to wait for a little while.

***

Where the hell did Lindsey keep her stamps? Friday afternoon, DeVries glanced at his watch and scowled. Simon would arrive any minute.

DeVries sure wasn’t pleased with the crazy transportation arrangements the women had arranged for the weekend at Serenity. That morning, Lindsey had picked up Dixon and Rona at the Demakis offices. The three had wanted to leave early to sightsee in Yosemite Park. Since deVries and Simon had work to finish up, they’d ride together.

He’d left the office thinking he was finished. Unfortunately, once home, he remembered paperwork he’d worked on here last night. It needed to go out today. If he could find a fucking stamp.

He detoured to the kitchen to open a red candy tin and grab a hunk of Lindsey’s fudge. He’d never understand women and their addiction to chocolate, but this shit was damn good. A shame she’d given most of it away to her favorite shelters. She’d taken another big tin to drop off for Mrs. Martinez when she picked up Rona and Dixon.

The girl liked her holidays. She’d talked him into helping decorate the pine tree. He’d managed to win the Christmas music war, so it was Ella Fitzgerald instead of Willie Nelson. Papier-mâché angels dangled in front of the kitchen window. The fireplace boasted the red felt stockings she’d sewn, and handmade cards from women and children at the shelters covered the mantel. The rooms smelled of pine and chocolate.

The delight she took in creating a holiday atmosphere made him feel odd. Maybe because he was enjoying it.

She’d giggled like a maniac when he gave her a fleecy tan hoodie with teddy bear ears on the hood. Later, she’d rewarded him by wearing only the hoodie while they’d watched TV.

Focus. He was supposed to be looking for stamps. He frowned. Probably in her desk. He went through the top drawer. Pens, pencils, scissors, brightly colored paper clips. The next drawer looked as if she’d locked it, but the wood was so warped a firm jiggle opened it. He found envelopes and stationary. Getting close. Beneath them were…printouts of newspaper clippings? He frowned at the heading for a San Antonio daily. Wasn’t she from Dallas?

Expecting to see graduation, wedding, or birth announcements, he realized the first article was about a woman who shot her husband. The responding officer was murdered by Lindsey Rayburn Parnell, the rancher’s wife.

Fuck. Yesterday, his search program had returned a hit for sisters named Lindsey and Melissa. Both born with the surname Rayburn.

A cop murdered? Feeling as if he’d been punched in the gut, he sank down into the desk chair. This was the secret Lindsey had been hiding? “No,” he muttered. No fucking way would she have killed anyone.

He dug through more of the clippings. One article insinuated the wife had been screwing a ranch hand. She and her husband fought, and she killed him. Maybe…maybe that scenario was possible. Not that she’d cheat. However if this was the pedophile husband, he deserved to die. So maybe she’d killed him.

He couldn’t visualize any circumstance where she’d murder a cop.

One clipping showed the murdered officer. Uniform bright and shiny. Idealistic. Probably younger than Lindsey. The girl couldn’t have hurt someone like that.

Piece by piece he went through the papers and found she had extensive background information about the police force in a small Texas town, the border patrol, and an agent named Ricks. She had e-mail addresses for ICE—Immigrations and Customs. What the fuck was she doing?

At the bottom, he found articles on password recovery and breaking into encrypted files. No reason for a little social worker to be reading those—not unless she wanted to hack into something.

His jaw was clenched tight as he shoved the clippings back in the drawer and shut it with a frustrated slam. She was in some seriously bad shit. And she’d damned well have to accept his help.

Babe, we’re going to have a chat. About everything.

The next drawer yielded a stamp. And he heard a car stop outside. Simon had arrived.

***

At the Hunt brothers’ Serenity Lodge in the mountains near Yosemite National Park, Lindsey stepped out of her rustic cabin and stopped to stare. After living in the misty bay area, the starkness here was visually astonishing. She was surrounded by a forest of black tree trunks and snow. Above them, the gray granite tops of the lower mountain ranges worked up to pristine white peaks.

“Brrrr.” Pulling her coat more tightly around her, she headed down the narrow footpath toward the main lodge. Hopefully Zander would be here soon. There wasn’t anything planned for tonight, and she looked forward to a quiet evening beside the fire with their friends. Tomorrow would be more exciting—a dungeon party.

She spotted Simon going into the adjacent cabin. “You’re here already?”

In the room behind him, Rona was shaking out a pair of pants from his suitcase.

He turned. “We’re just arrived. Did you get settled in?”

“Yep.” How many men could wear tailored clothing and still look perfectly at home in the wilderness? Only Simon. “I’m fixin’ to get something to eat in the lodge and talk Rebecca into letting me hold Ansel.”

Lindsey hadn’t seen the baby since he was born. Being the overprotective type, Xavier had insisted Rebecca have her baby in San Francisco where hospitals were available. To Rebecca’s annoyance, her husband, Logan, had heartily agreed. “Did you lose Zander on the way here?”

“He stopped down at the lodge to use Logan’s landline for a call.”

“Oh. Okay.” She’d already discovered her cell phone had no signal, and only a few of the cabins had a landline. “See y’all in a bit.” Lifting a mittened hand, Lindsey trudged her way down the mostly cleared path. Although the light snow from earlier in the day crunched under her boots, her feet stayed warm. Thank goodness secondhand stores could provide footwear, a hooded jacket, and mittens. To her delight, the knife sheath Zander had given her fit inside the snow boots.

Even better, with such good deals, she’d had enough money left to visit the mall and purchase the virgin-slut nightgown she’d wanted so badly. Zander would have a treat one night, especially since he’d gotten used to her wearing his flannel shirts.

The forest trail opened into a wide clearing. To the left was the two-story lodge, on the right was the road leading in, and at the far end, the parking area was half-concealed behind evergreen bushes. She detoured there to give her car a quick glance. Crime in such an isolated place was doubtful, but she still felt nervous.

Being uneasy at getting too far from evidence that might save her skin, she’d taken the flash drives from the fake smoke detector and hid half behind the car stereo, the other half inside the taillight area.

She gave the parking lot a careful scrutinizing. Everything looked fine, so she retraced her steps back to the log building.

In the lodge, Zander was standing beside the reception desk, talking on the phone. When she moved toward him, his eyes narrowed, and he gave her a long, somewhat uncomfortable perusal—almost as if he’d never seen her before. At last he smiled and held out his hand.

Lindsey went up on tiptoe to press a kiss to his jaw before nodding at the man sitting behind the desk.

Logan Hunt owned Serenity Lodge with his brother. Steel-blue eyes, small scar below his left cheekbone, face wind-and-sun darkened. Over six feet and all muscle, he had the same military bearing and indomitable aura as Zander.

Logan’s gaze ran down her body in an impersonal assessment and with enough power to remind her he was a well-known Dom in the area. “You dressed for cold. Good job.”

“Thank you.” She looked around. The room held several sitting areas with leather couches, dark red upholstered armchairs, and colorful rag rugs. A stone fireplace contained a roaring fire. On the mantel were carvings of wolves so realistic she could almost hear them howl. The far end had card tables in front of a wall of books and games. “Is Becca here?”

“She hoped you’d come over early. She’s in the kitchen.” He nodded toward a door on the left near the back.

“Got it.”

The country-size kitchen was fragrant with the scent of baking bread. Like Lindsey, Rebecca liked to bake, and last summer, they’d spent time exchanging their favorite old-fashioned recipes.

“Hey, you.” Rebecca held up a wooden spoon in welcome. She was browning hamburger in a skillet on the stove. “I’m making shepherd’s pie for your first night here.”

“Sounds perfect.” She spotted colorful Christmas cookies on a plate and, when Becca nodded, helped herself to one. Santa with sprinkles—who could resist? “I haven’t seen Jake or Kallie yet. Aren’t they here?” Logan’s brother and his wife had a house behind the lodge.