His own room lies exactly as he left it, pallet scattered in the corner. Mom has not even folded the blankets. Nathan finds extra socks and takes his coat. He steals— now he thinks of it as stealing—another quilt.

In the kitchen again, in the moment before leaving, he waits. The silence and stillness fill him with foreboding. For a moment, a thought of the future intrudes, a moment of how long can I hide? But he locks the door behind him and, hiding the key once again beneath the flowerpot, he escapes into the autumn morning.

A warm wind is rising from the south. Nathan should be in church, between the shadows of Father and Mother, beneath the massed clouds of Preacher Roberts's voice, in the presence of God. He finds that he misses the event. But he feels no need of a change in hiding place. Even for a second day, the cemetery seems safe enough. He remains among the dead Kennicutts and their married relations, sheltered from October wind by quilts and tombstones.

From there he can hear the cars return after church, can hear his mother calling his name, exactly twice, when Sunday dinner is ready. Discreet, as if Nathan has stepped into the yard to play.

Time slows to a crawl. He has finished all his assigned homework and finds himself idly reading ahead in the history text, penetrating the chapters on the Hittite, Babylonian, and Assyrian Empires. The history takes on the quality of fable or fairy tale, read outside time, among graves. The sun slowly arcs overhead.

Once during the afternoon Roy appears along the shore of the pond. His quiet ambling could hardly be called unusual, but something in his walk, in the carriage of his shoulders, broadcasts disquiet. He stops near the small dam on the opposite shore and seems to be watching the vicinity of the graveyard. Nathan, for his part, hides from Roy same as from Mom, same as from Dad. But when Roy's mother's voice summons him back to home, the sadness that descends on Nathan is all the more complete.

Lengthening shadows indicate it is the time of Sunday when Dad naps, a time that can be dangerous, when you can think you are safe, but are not. He is willing to forego the nap, if he is restless. He might be anywhere out there, searching, hidden in the woods on the other side of the pond. Dad might see any movement. Nathan holds so still every joint is stiff. As before, every sound becomes suspicious. The wild, tangled calls of birds rise in eerie echoes high in the tree tops from the deep forest that surrounds the farm. Nathan takes the blankets and books and searches out a more secluded place, behind a tree and a large stone grave marker, tilted at a wild angle but broad enough to hide him. He risks the movement even if Dad should be watching, his fear is suddenly so great. In the new hiding place, he is completely concealed.

But better concealment has its own price, that he himself can see nothing except banks of willows and slices of pond. He sits in silence, listening. Every possible footfall resounds. He is relieved when the sun sinks below the treetops, he is grateful for the cloak of shadow that descends over the graves. He can be less wary in the dark. He stretches, throws off the quilts.

With dusk he returns to the houses. The kitchens are lit and interiors shine. He slips through shadows, passing the ghostly windows of the parked school bus. He crosses the empty farmyard and slides through the gap in the hedge, into the yard where his mother can see him coming.

She steps to the screen door. Nathan stops at the bottom of the steps.

"I was worried sick." They stand there. They sense each other. A cough echoes from inside the house. "Do you want something to eat?"

Nathan studies her shoes. Tattered boat shoes, grayed with mud and detergent.

"He's watching the television," she says.

Inside the kitchen, Nathan sits with his back to the door. The smell and curl of cigarette smoke locate Dad where Mom has promised. No liquor tonight. He is apt not to drink on Sunday night if he is going to church. The absence changes the smell. Nathan breathes and listens.

Mom serves his supper silently. Dishes whisper onto the table. Silverware glides across plates, meat and vegetables appear. She could be serving spies. Dad, for his part, seems locked in an agreement not to hear. His coughs are regular, dry, almost weak. Nathan eats his supper, sitting like quarry in the kitchen, and Mom watches, mild eyed and numb.

He eats, hands back the plate and stands.

"You can't go back outside."

Nathan runs water over his hands, dries them on a towel.

"It's going to be cold out there tonight."

He steps to the door. From the smoky horizon comes Dad's voice, "Who is that you're talking to?"

She freezes, also like the hunted. The recliner creaks when Dad rises, and the springs make a gasping sound when he stands. Nathan slips into darkness as the first of Dad's lumbering footsteps resounds.

By the time he reaches the shadows of Roy's side of the hedge, he can hear Dad's weight across the drying grass and fallen leaves. Acorns crack. Dad searches the yard abruptly, coughing his discomfort, never daring to call Nathan by name. The brute search halts as suddenly as it began. The screen door slams and Dad retreats.

Shivering. The night air has a biting edge. Nathan creeps further, to the border of the woods, not quite daring the graves as his shelter for the night. He retrieves his quilts but returns to the edge of the forest behind the houses, hiding himself in the underbrush. The houses remain clearly visible. The lights blaze from every window, Roy's included; only Nathan's own bedroom window is dark. He wraps himself in the quilts, as if in a cocoon.

The least sound rouses him to awareness; he is in a state between drowsing and wakefulness. He hears his parents drive to Sunday night service at church. Roy's parents do the same, and Roy is probably with them. The houses are dark, except for a dim blue bulb burning in Roy's kitchen, tracing the shoulder of the refrigerator in the frame of the window.

He is tempted to go inside, to sleep on a bed tonight, to take the chance. But he remembers the voice in the hallway, the crash of his father tripping across the twine trap and falling to the floor. He wraps the quilts tighter.

Both families return. Roy's church service ends the sooner, no surprise. Nathan's parents return late, when the waxing moon has risen. The house lights flicker on, ripple through rooms. They are flush from Christ's victory, they will read the Bible and pray in the living room. Mom will find no reason to change the routine tonight.

The night is cold again, and even two quilts are not enough to cut the wind. He takes shelter near a tree but it is as if the wind pours around it to soak him. He endures as long as he can. Later, maybe after midnight, when all the windows have gone dark in both houses, he sneaks into the school bus and curls up on a seat near the back.

For a while the cold and the smell of the seat keep him awake. The mundane interior takes on its own mystery in the half-light of the yard. But he has the quilts, at least, and some warmth accumulates beneath them. He sleeps for stretches, awaking and changing position, never quite comfortable, never quite warm. He dreams tangles of images from the last few days, boys diving through the air, a hand sliding along a wall, a voice in the hallway, a tangle of blankets in the corner of the bedroom. Then he wakens to the stillness and silence of the school bus.

Near dawn he sits and stretches, following his longest sleep of the night. The hard seat has given him a stiff neck and sore shoulder. He peers out the windows warily.

Light blazes across the yard, from the kitchens of each of the houses. The igniting of the lights must have wakened him. Mom stirs in the kitchen. She will be waiting for Nathan there, and Dad will still be sleeping.

So Nathan, rising and stretching, careful to remove the quilts from the bus, slips quietly across the yard and into his house again.

Mom allows him inside, looking once, deeply, into his eyes. She moves with the usual silence of morning, added to the other layers of her withdrawal. She is a blankness to her son. She has hardly slept herself. She is thawing orange juice into a plastic pitcher. He passes across her field of vision and creeps up the stairs.

His bedroom already seems a vacant, airy place. He chooses clean clothes. Washing his face at the sink, brushing his teeth, he feels a moment of normalcy. One more morning finds him getting ready for school. Except that his awareness is heightened. Dressing quickly, he listens for familiar footsteps on the stairs. He finds himself holding his breath, he hardly makes a sound.

So when he hears the customary sound of the bus motor warming in the yard, he welcomes the promise of escape.

He descends carefully, listening. Dad's snores wash the house in waves. Mom offers food and Nathan accepts a greasy slice of cheese toast on a folded paper towel. He carries this and his books into the yard, hearing, as a last low undertone, Mom's whispered goodbye. Nathan crosses the yard and climbs into the school bus, and Roy, gripping the steering wheel, sitting with a slouch, closes the doors.

Nathan hesitates, uncertain whether to claim his usual seat or whether to seek some refuge further back; finally Roy says, "Sit down" and Nathan sits. This action seals them even closer in spite of their inability to make the slightest sound. They listen. The bus hides them.

Roy drives away earlier than usual, then coasts slowly down the dirt road toward Potter's Lake. Once free of sight of the houses, Nathan breathes easily. He eats the bread and melted, now rubbery, cheese. The sense of peace fills him, as much for Roy's presence as for the food. As long as they are silent, Roy and he will be fine.