"I'm fine," I said, standing up. "Really. It's nothing. Look, I better go. Remember what I said, will you? About the story, I mean. It's really important that you don't mention it to anyone. And that you get them to run it as soon as possible. I need a lot of people to see it. A lot of people. They need to see the truth. You know. About the Diegos."
Cee Cee stared at me. "Suze," she said. "Are you sure you're all right? I mean, since when do you care about the local gentry?"
I stammered, as I backed out of the cubicle, "Well, since meeting Dr. Clemmings, I guess. I mean, it's a real tragedy that people so often overlook their community's historical society, when you know, really, without it, the fabric of the - "
"You," Cee Cee interrupted, "need to go home and take an Advil."
"You're right," I said, picking up my purse. It matched my slip dress, pink, with little flowers embroidered on it. I was overcompensating for all the days I'd had to wear those khaki shorts. "I'll go. See you later."
Then I got the hell out of there before my head exploded in front of everybody.
But on my way back to Father Dominic's car I realized that the reason I'd been shivering back in the photocopying cubicle hadn't been due to the excessive air-conditioning, the fact that Jesse was gone, or even the fact that two homicidal ghosts were actively trying to kill me.
No, I was shivering because of what I knew I was about to do.
When I got to Father Dom's car, I bent down and said through the open passenger window, "Hey."
Father Dominic started and hurled something out the driver's side window.
But it was too late. I'd already seen what he'd been up to. Plus I could smell it.
"Hey," I said again. "Give me one of those."
"Susannah." Father Dominic looked stern. "Don't be ridiculous. Smoking is an awful habit. Believe me, you do not want to pick it up. How did things go with Miss Wells?"
"Um," I said. "Fine." I'm pretty sure it's a sin to tell a lie to a priest, even a white lie that can't possibly hurt him. But what was I supposed to do? I know him, see. And I know he's going to be completely rigid on the whole exorcism thing.
So what else could I do?
"She wants me to stick around, actually," I said, "and help her write it. The story, I mean."
Father Dominic's white eyebrows met over his silver frames. "Susannah," he said. "We have a great deal to do this afternoon, you and I - "
"Yeah," I said. "I know. But this is pretty important. How about I meet you back at your office at the Mission at five?"
Father Dominic hesitated. I could tell he thought I was up to something. Don't ask me how. I mean, I can be quite the angelic type, when I put my mind to it.
"Five o'clock," he said, finally. "And not a minute later or, Susannah, I'm telling you right now, I will telephone your parents and tell them everything."
"Five o'clock," I said. "Promise."
I waved as he drove away, and then, just in case he was looking in his rearview mirror, made as if to go back into the newspaper building.
But instead I slipped around the back of it, then headed toward the Pebble Beach Hotel and Golf Resort.
I had some unfinished business there.
CHAPTER 13
He wasn't in the pool.
He wasn't eating burgers at the Pool House.
He wasn't on the tennis courts, at the stables, or in the pro shop.
Finally, I decided to check his room, although it didn't make any sense at all that he'd be there. Not on a gloriously sunny day like this one.
But when the door to his suite swung open to my knock, that's exactly where I found him. He was, Caitlin informed me tersely, taking a nap.
"Taking a nap?" I stared at her. "Caitlin, he's an eight-year-old, not an eight-month-old."
"He said he was tired," Caitlin snapped at me. "And what are you doing here, anyway? I thought you were supposed to be sick."
"I am sick," I said, pushing past her into the suite.
Caitlin eyed me disapprovingly. You could tell she was jealous of my slip dress and delicate pink sandals, not to mention my bag. I mean, compared to her, in her regulation Oxford T and pleated khakis, I looked like Gwyneth Paltrow. Only with better hair, of course.
"You don't look very sick to me," Caitlin declared.
"Oh, yeah?" I lifted up my bangs so she could see my forehead.
She sucked in her breath and made an oh-that-must-have-hurt face. "My God," she said. "How'd you do that?"
I thought about saying it was a job-related injury of some kind, so I could milk some disability out of her, but I didn't think it would work. Instead, I just said I'd tripped.
"So what are you doing here?" Caitlin wanted to know. "I mean, if you're not here to work."
"Well," I said. "That's the thing. I felt really guilty, you know, saddling you with Jack, so I got my mom to drop me off here after she took me to the doctor. I'll stay with him for the rest of the day, if you want."
Caitlin looked dubious. "I don't know," she said. "You're not in uniform - "
"Well, I wasn't going to wear my uniform to the doctor’s office," I squealed. Really, it was amazing how these elaborate lies were tripping off my tongue. I could hardly believe it myself, and I was the one making them up. "I mean, come on. But look, he told me I'm fine, so there's no reason I can't take over for you. We'll just stay here in the suite, if you're that nervous about people seeing me out of uniform. No problem."
Caitlin glanced at my forehead again. "You're not on any kind of painkiller for that, are you? Because I can't have you baby-sitting all whacked up on Scooby Snacks."
I held up the first three ringers of my right hand in the international symbol for scouting.
"On my honor," I said, "I am not whacked up on Scooby Snacks."
Caitlin glanced at the closed door to Jack's room. "Well," she said, hesitantly.
"Oh, come on," I said. "I could really use the dough. And don't you and Jake have a date tonight?"
Her gaze skittered towards me. "Well," she said, blushing.
Seriously. She blushed.
"Yeah," she said. "Actually, we do."
God. It had only been a guess.
"Don't you want to cut out a little early," I said, "to make yourself, you know, all glam for him?"
She giggled. Caitlin actually giggled. I am telling you, my stepbrothers ought to come with government warning labels: Caution, hazardous when mixed with estrogen.
"Okay," she said, and started heading for the door. "My boss'll kill me, though, if he sees you without your uniform, so you've got to stay in the room. Promise?"
I had made and broken so many promises in the past twenty-four hours, I didn't think one more could hurt. I went, "Sure thing, Caitlin."
And then I walked her to the door.
As soon as she was gone, I put down my purse and went into Jack's room. I did not knock first. There is nothing an eight-year-old boy's got that I haven't seen before. Besides, I was still a bit hacked with the little creep.
Jack may have been told to take a nap, but he certainly wasn't doing so. When I walked into his room, he thrust whatever it was he'd been playing with under the blankets and lifted his head from the pillow with his face all screwed up like he was sleepy.
Then he saw it was me, threw the covers back, and revealed that not only was he fully dressed, but that he'd been playing with his Gameboy.
"Suze!" he shouted, when he saw me. "You came back!"
"Yeah," I said. It was dark in his room. I went to the French doors and threw open the heavy drapes to let in the sunlight. "I came back."
"I thought," Jack said, jumping up and down excitedly on the bed, "that you were mad at me."
"I am mad at you," I said, turning around to look at him. The sight of that sparkling sea had dazzled my eyes, though, so I couldn't see him very well.
"What do you mean?" Jack stopped jumping. "What do you mean you're mad at me?"
Look, I wasn't going to screw around with the kid, okay? I just wish everyone had been as straight with me when I was his age. It is possible I wouldn't be so quick with my fists if I didn't have this pent-up inner rage from having been lied to so much as an eight-year-old. Yes, Suze, of course there’s really a Santa Clous, but No, there’s no such thing as ghosts. And then the clincher, No, this shot I’m about to give you isn’t going to hurt a bit.
"That ghost you exorcised?" I said, facing him with my hands on my hips. "He was my friend. My best friend."
I wasn't going to say boyfriend, or anything, because that wasn't true. But the hurt I was feeling must have shown in my voice, since Jack's lower lip started to jut out a little.
"What do you mean?" he wanted to know. "What do you mean, he was your friend? That's not what that lady said. The lady said - "
"That lady is a liar. That lady," I said, coming swiftly toward the bed and lifting up my bangs, "did this to me last night. See? Or at least, her husband did. All she tried to do was stab me with a knife."
Jack, standing on the bed, was taller than I was. He looked down at the bruise on my forehead with something like horror, "Oh, Suze," he breathed. "Oh, Suze."
"You screwed up," I said to him, dropping my hand. "You didn't mean to. I understand that Maria tricked you. But you still screwed up, Jack."
Now his lower lip was trembling. So was his whole chin, actually. And his eyes had filled up with tears.
"I'm sorry, Suze," he said. His voice had gone about three pitches higher than usual. "Suze, I'm so sorry!"
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