She just wasn’t that eternally good Bree anymore. She was a most imperfect Bree, a lady willing to throw away all common sense for the love of a most imperfect man. A man who made her feel terribly alive every second she was with him. A man who was a fibber and a fraud and a little bit of a bully and who regularly insulted her and who was far too attractive to other women…

Really, that she knew all his faults and didn’t care had to be either a sign of mental degeneration or an extreme case of a love worth shouting for.

Reaching for a mint-green camisole, she held it up to the mirror and decided Hart would like it…especially if she wore it braless. The straps were little more than satin ribbons, the bodice skimmed the tops of her breasts, and when she bought it, she hadn’t been absolutely positive whether it was a top or underwear.

Hart had to like it.

The mint-green short shorts weren’t exactly seductive, but she was limited by the wardrobe at hand. At least they showed off her brown legs…Bending close to the crooked mirror in the corner, she lavished on mascara, eye shadow and her most delectable perfume. On second thought, she brushed on a quick layer of blusher. On third thought, she added a little lip gloss. Her hair…her hair was a wreck, weaving every which way in determined auburn waves. One wave, when she worked with it, formed a seductive curl over one eye. Quitting while she was ahead, she raced downstairs.

And back up again for her shoes.

And down again. Panting in the doorway, she took in a steadily falling dusk and started off for the woods. Take the car, a small voice in her head sensibly reminded her. But it really would be faster to walk through the woods, if she could just find those steps Hart had told her about.

The rain the day before seemed to have washed down the sky. The air was clear, the night hot, and a yellow moon was rising over the hills. In that hush of evening, the scent of trillium and rhododendron flooded the stillness, a sweet, potent perfume that stirred her senses. Live, had always been Gram’s message. Live. Don’t waste even seconds; feel everything you can possibly feel…

It was there, inside her. The potential to love she had never felt before, the potential to give and hurt and laugh with sheer joy and share and, yes, fight for her right to those things.

Her fingers trembled suddenly, pushing through the undergrowth. Fighting for Hart was very different from fighting with him. What if…She stumbled over a half-buried stone and, muttering a few violent imprecations, decided to let the “what ifs” take a hike. Hart was stuck with her, whether he knew it or not. She might have had a screw loose originally, but he had convinced her that safety and sanity weren’t a pair, that something as nebulous as love could be unshakable and strong.

It grew dark faster than was fair. At least too fast for her to find the blasted steps. If she hadn’t been in such an impulsive rush, she would have taken the car. She’d been in an impulsive rush to something ever since she’d met the wretched man. And the bramble patch she walked into was worse than the one she’d tangled with the other night. One branch tried to take off with her hair, and another picked at her camisole. Tiny branches whipped her bare legs, and all of them were harboring huge, fluttering moths or nasty little mosquitoes.

By the time she reached the top of the ravine, Bree was hot, miserable and distinctly unseductive-looking. She was also in a rage. Her mascara had run; one camisole strap was dangling. She had a splotch of mud on the seat of her shorts, and dirt was itching between her toes. Hart’s fault. Everything was Hart’s fault.

If that judgment wasn’t rational, it covered up a terrible anxiety fairly well. He’d said he loved her just that morning. He’d said he wanted to marry her. It was just…when he’d walked away, her heart had picked up the cadence of fear, and she hadn’t been able to lose it since. Hart wasn’t the kind to wait around. And she’d hurt him. She hadn’t told him she loved him back, and he was still under the stupid impression that he was a free man. Hart wasn’t safe walking around loose. She ought to know.

Climbing onto his patio, she whisked what dirt she could off her shorts and ran frenetic fingers through her hair. Irritably, she kicked off her sandals and brushed her feet on his doormat so that they were at least reasonably clean. Lifting her chin then, she peered through the glass door, and when she saw nothing, frowned and arched a palm over her eyes to see in better.

A single light was on in his living room. The unpacking mess had been cleared up. A pair of tennies and a pair of dress shoes were lying on the floor, which gave her at least a reasonable expectation that he hadn’t skipped town. She raised her knuckles to the glass, then hesitated.

Knocking was one of life’s basic courtesies, requesting permission to enter. Courtesy suddenly seemed terribly expensive, when it carried the risk that he just might not willingly give her that permission. Determinedly, she slid open the door and called out a tentative “Hart?”

There was no answer. She stepped in. “Hart?” Rubbing her forearm with her other hand, she hesitated again. His house was cool; she felt a chill steal up her spine. Too cool, too quiet.

Wandering forward, she poked her head in the kitchen but found nothing except a predictable sinkful of dishes and the remains of a TV dinner. She sighed irritably. So he wasn’t much of a housekeeper, on top of everything else. Thanks, God. I had to fall for one of the uncivilized ones.

She tiptoed down the hall, feeling like an intruder. Had he already written her off? She couldn’t bear the thought.

“Hart?” she whispered at his bedroom door, and then pushed it open a little. He wasn’t there. The bed was made, though, giving her slight cause for rejoicing as to his potential for being domesticated. If she’d felt like rejoicing. She felt like bursting into tears. Too late, too late, too late, her heart echoed. She recalled all the times he had battled past her armor, the times he’d just been there for her, the times he’d brought out a passion that she would never have believed she had, the times he’d forced her to say out loud what she wanted, to face things she’d thought were hard. They weren’t so hard. Losing him-that was the only thing in life she couldn’t bear. But maybe he’d just had enough of battling, and she couldn’t blame him.

Despair was trying to seep into her heart. She forced herself to walk the rest of the way down the hall and push open the door to a spare bedroom she hadn’t seen before. She found boxes stacked to the ceiling but still no man with navy blue eyes and a lion’s mane of hair. Glumly, she paused at the bathroom, gave the door a token push and then uttered a startled gasp.

The room was shadowed and dark. From inside, she heard a loud slosh of water that nearly scared her out of her wits, and then a giant surged up out of the darkness. Grabbing the door handle, she slammed it shut and leaned back against the opposite wall.

“Bree?”

“What the devil are you doing taking a bath in the dark?” she yelled. Her heart was beating like a rabbit’s. Terrifying her like that-it was on the list of things she was never going to forgive him for.

“It wasn’t dark a half hour ago. You’re welcome to come in.” The baritone positively exuded lazy amusement.

“No, thank you.” She slumped back against the wall, and then let gravity take over. Her back slid down until her bottom hit carpet, and she just sat there. Silence echoed up and down the hall ominously. “Hart?”

He didn’t answer, but she could again hear water sloshing around in there. She bit at the nail of her little finger, looked at it disgustedly, and folded her arms across her chest. “I came to tell you a few things,” she called out irritably. Great beginning, Bree. What did he think you came here for, a game of tiddlywinks? “Listen. I’m not going to do all the cooking and cleaning up, you know.”

When there was no answer, she raised her voice a little. “And there are a few other things. I know that by some miracle you settled things with my dad, Hart, but it’s got to go further than that. I want you to like each other…because of Christmas and babies, and all that kind of thing. And I don’t have the least idea where you really live, but I’d just as soon settle in Siberia. I can tell you right now I’m not going to put up with the way other women look at you.” She gnawed at her lip. “And this bullying tendency of yours. I’m not saying I didn’t occasionally give you cause, but if you think you’re getting a pushover, Hart, you’re going to be terribly disappointed.”

She waited, but there was nothing. Suddenly, there wasn’t even the sound of sloshing water. She bit at her fingernail again. “And you should computerize your business. The system you have is terribly inefficient-honestly, you should be ashamed of yourself. That’s something I could do for you, Hart, but not full time. This will probably sound perfectly frivolous, but all my life I’ve secretly wanted to make perfumes. I’ve got to learn some chemistry, because I mean to create, produce, market…the whole bit. Does that sound crazy?” Her voice trailed off. She wasn’t at all sure why she was rambling on about such ridiculous nonessentials.

“Are you listening?” she asked weakly.

He said nothing. She shook the finger on her left hand, having bitten the nail down to the quick. “Hart, I love you,” she said helplessly to the closed door.

It opened as if by magic. Hart’s hair was damp, and he’d wrapped a towel haphazardly around his hips, and he loomed over her like a big, blond, wet bear. The smile that wreathed his features bore no relationship to his thundering growl. “What the hell took you so long to get rid of him?”