Then there was Rae. He'd been a little older, a little smarter. They'd taken their time, two years of time before heading into marriage. They'd both wanted it, though some who knew him were surprised, not only by the engagement but by his agreement to move north with her.
It hadn't surprised Logan. He'd loved her, and north was where she'd wanted to be. Needed to be, he corrected, and he'd figufed, naively as it turned out, that he could plant himself anywhere.
He'd left the wedding plans up to her and her mother, with some input from his own. He wasn't crazy. But he'd enjoyed the big, splashy, crowded wedding with all its pomp.
He'd had a good job up north. At least in theory. But he'd been restless and dissatisfied in the beehive
of it, and out of place in the urban buzz.
The small-town boy, he thought as he and his crew finished setting the treated boards on the roof of a twelve-foot pergola. He was just too small-town, too small-time, to fit into the urban landscape.
He hadn't thrived there, and neither had his marriage. Little things at first, picky things—things he knew
in retrospect they should have dealt with, compromised on, overcome. Instead, they'd both let those little things fester and grow until they'd pushed the two of them, not just apart, he thought, but in opposite directions.
She'd been in her element, and he hadn't. At the core he'd been unhappy, and she'd been unhappy he wasn't acclimating. Like any disease, unhappiness spread straight down to the roots when it wasn't treated.
Not all her fault. Not all his. In the end they'd been smart enough, or unhappy enough, to cut their losses.
The failure of it had hurt, and the loss of that once-promising love had hurt. Stella was wrong about the lack of scars. There were just some scars you had to live with.
The client wanted wisteria for the pergola. He instructed his crew where to plant, then took himself off
to the small pool the client wanted outfitted with water plants.
He was feeling broody, and when he was feeling broody, he liked to work alone as much as possible. He had the cattails in containers and, dragging on boots, he waded in to sink them. Left to themselves, the cats would spread and choke out everything, but held in containers they'd be a nice pastoral addition to the water feature. He dealt with a trio of water lilies the same way, then dug in the yellow flags. They liked their feet wet, and would dance with color on the edge of the pool.
The work satisfied him, centered him as it always did. It let another part of his mind work out separate problems. Or at least chew on them for a while.
Maybe he'd put a small pool in the walled garden he planned to build at home. No cattails, though. He might try some dwarf lotus, and some water canna as a background plant. It seemed to him it was more the sort of thing Stella would like.
He'd been in love twice before, Logan thought again. And now he could sense those delicate taproots searching inside him for a place to grow. He could probably cut them off. Probably. He probably should.
What was he going to do with a woman like Stella and those two ridiculously appealing kids? They were bound to drive each other crazy in the long term with their different approaches to damn near everything. He doubted they'd bum each other out, though, God, when he'd had her in bed, he'd felt singed. But
they might wilt, as he and Rae had wilted. That was more painful, more miserable, he knew, than the quick flash.
And this time there were a couple of young boys to consider.
Wasn't that why the ghost had given him a good kick in the ass? It was hard to believe he was sweating
in the steamy air under overcast skies and thinking about an encounter with a ghost. He'd thought he
was open-minded about that sort of thing—until he'd come face-to-face, so to speak, with it.
The fact was, Logan realized now, as he hauled mulch over for the skirt of the pool, he hadn't believed
in the ghost business. It had all been window dressing or legendary stuff to him. Old houses were supposed to have ghosts because it made a good story, and the south loved a good story. He'd accepted
it as part of the culture, and maybe, in some strange way, as something that might happen to someone else. Especially if that someone else was a little drunk, or very susceptible to atmosphere.
He'd been neither. But he'd felt her breath, the ice of it, and her rage, the power of it. She'd wanted to cause him harm, she'd wanted him away. From those children, and their mother.
So he was invested now in helping to find the identity of what walked those halls.
But a part of him wondered if whoever she was was right. Would they all be better off if he stayed away?
The phone on his belt beeped. Since he was nearly done, he answered instead of ignoring, dragging off
his filthy work gloves and plucking the phone off his belt.
"Kitridge."
"Logan, it's Stella."
The quick and helpless flutter around his heart irritated him. "Yeah. I've got the frigging forms in my truck."
"What forms?"
"Whatever damn forms you're calling to nag me about."
"It happens I'm not calling to nag you about anything." Her voice had gone crisp and businesslike,
which only caused the flutter and the irritation to increase.
"Well, I don't have time to chat, either. I'm on the clock."
"Seeing as you are, I'd like you to schedule in a consult. I have a customer who'd like an on-site consultation. She's here now, so if you could give me a sense of your plans for the day, I could let
her know if and when you could meet with her."
"Where?"
She rattled off an address that was twenty minutes away. He glanced around his current job site, calculated. 'Two o'clock."
"Fine. I'll tell her. The client's name is Marsha Fields. Do you need any more information?"
"No."
"Fine." He heard the firm click in his ear and found himself even more annoyed he hadn't thought to
hang up first.
* * *
By the time Logan got home that evening, he was tired, sweaty, and in a better mood. Hard physical work usually did the job for him, and he'd had plenty of it that day. He'd worked in the steam, then through the start of a brief spring storm. He and his crew broke for lunch during the worst of it and
sat in his overheated truck, rain lashing at the windows, while they ate cold po'boy sandwiches and
drank sweet tea.
The Fields job had strong possibilities. The woman ran that roost and had very specific ideas. Since he liked and agreed with most of them, he was eager to put some of them on paper, expand or refine them.
And since it turned out that Marsha's cousin on her mother's side was Logan's second cousin on his father's, the consult had taken longer than it might have, and had progressed cheerfully.
It didn't hurt that she was bound to send more work his way.
He took the last curve of the road to his house in a pleasant frame of mind, which darkened considerably when he saw Stella's car parked behind his.
He didn't want to see her now. He hadn't worked things out in his head, and she'd just muck up
whatever progress he'd made. He wanted a shower and a beer, a little quiet. Then he wanted to eat his dinner with ESPN in the background and his work spread out on the kitchen table.
There just wasn't room in that scenario for a woman.
He parked, fully intending to shake her off. She wasn't in the car, or on the porch. He was trying to determine if going to bed with him gave a woman like her the notion that she could waltz into his house when he wasn't there. Even as he'd decided it wouldn't, not for Stella, he heard the watery hiss of his own garden hose.
Shoving his hands in his pockets, he wandered around the side of the house.
She was on the patio, wearing snug gray pants—the sort that stopped several inches above the ankle—and a loose blue shirt. Her hair was drawn back in a bright, curling tail, which for reasons he couldn't explain he found desperately sexy. As the sun had burned its way through the clouds, she'd shaded her eyes with gray-tinted glasses.
She looked neat and tidy, careful to keep her gray canvas shoes out of the wet.
"It rained today," he called out.
She kept on soaking his pots. "Not enough."
She finished the job, released the sprayer on the hose, but continued to hold it as she turned to face
him. "I realize you have your own style, and your own moods, and that's your business. But I won't
be spoken to the way you spoke to me today. I won't be treated like some silly female who calls her boyfriend in the middle of the workday to coo at him, or like some anal business associate who
interrupts you to harangue you about details. I'm neither."
"Not my girlfriend or not my business associate?"
He could see, quite clearly, the way her jaw tightened when she clenched her teeth. "If and when
I contact you during the workday, it will be for a reason. As it most certainly was this morning."
She was right, but he didn't have to say so. "We got the Fields job."
"Hooray."
He bit the inside of his cheek to hold back the grin at her sour cheer. "I'll be working up a design for
her, with a bid. You'll get a copy of both. That suit you?"
"It does. What doesn't—"
"Where are the kids?"
It threw her off stride. "My father and his wife picked them up from school today. They're having
dinner there, and spending the night, as I have a birthing class with Hayley later."
"What time?"
"What time what?"
"Is the class?"
"At eight-thirty. I'm not here for small talk, Logan, or to be placated. I feel very strongly that—" Her
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