Kota had been like my little brother. With a concerned voice I asked, “What was going on with him? Is he safe? Where is he at for rehab?”
Jenna looked at Larkin, I could see her tears building. Looking back at me I saw so much hurt as she spoke, “He hasn’t taken dad’s death very well. Basically he feels abandoned. He turned to drugs and I think he was drinking too, maybe having sex. But Larkin talked to him and got him to go to rehab. He’s at Gulf Coast Rehab for twelve weeks.”
Nodding my head as I let all the information I was just given absorb, I raked my hands through my hair, clasping them behind my head. “So, he’s going to be ok?”
Both Jenna and Larkin nodded.
“I hope so, your mom doesn’t need anything else happening to her. So why did you fly all the way to NYC to tell me your pregnant?”
Jenna ducked her head and said, “Well, we are waiting until Evie’s birthday so we can tell everyone together. And since you said you weren’t sure if you would be able to make it to her party we decided to come here and tell you.”
Smiling I said, “I told you I wouldn’t be in town on her birthday. I never said I wouldn’t be at her party. You’re having it in Fairhope, right?”
Jenna nodded, looking confused. “Yes. If it’s nice we want to have a beach party. She loves the ocean. And instead of trying to have everyone fly to San Diego we opted for Fairhope. Only a few people would have to fly in for that.”
“Look at you being all considerate,” I joked.
“Ass,” Jenna said as she smacked my shoulder.
“But, I will be at Evie’s party. I couldn’t miss my favorite little girl’s birthday. I am actually leaving in a few days to go to Fairhope. I’m looking into opening a bar on the beach in the old Surfer’s Soul place. If I do, I will be in Fairhope for a while, probably until I have to be back here for football.”
“That is amazing. I am so proud of you. You have always said you wanted a place like that on the beach,” Jenna said excitedly.
“We better get free drinks, fucker,” Larkin joked.
“I figured I might as well do it know, while it’s just me and I don’t have someone telling me what I can and can’t do.” I winked at Larkin. Jenna narrowed her eyes at Larkin when he started laughing.
“No, man. It’s not like that at all. Life is all fuckin daisies and lollipops.” Larkin’s voice dripped with sarcasm.
Jenna scowled as she said, “You both can go to hell. I’m going to check on my girl.”
Larkin and I both watched as Jenna walked away. Larkin shook his head and said, “God, I fucking love her.”
Giving him a sad smile I whispered, “Yeah, me too.”
Larkin didn’t hear me or ignored my comment. He instead started walking after his wife, the women who was at one time my best friend and had my ring on her finger. I sighed and followed Larkin.
We spent the rest of the afternoon playing with Evie and talking about life, well mainly their life. I tried to keep mine as vague and simple as possible.
When Evie started getting restless Jenna said they needed to go. Their plane left early the next morning, Larkin had to get back for some meetings.
“Why don’t y’all stay here? I can drive you to the airport in the morning.” I said.
Evie started prancing around and singing, “Sweep ober wif Unky Gage yay yay yay!”
Jenna laughed. “Well, I guess it’s been decided. Good thing you got a three bedroom apartment.”
Jenna didn’t know I had gotten this place when we were together. She didn’t know this was supposed to be our place. Looking at Jenna as she watched her daughter dance around I said, “Yeah, sure is. I really don’t have food since I wasn’t planning on being here after tomorrow. I can run to the store or we can order something for dinner.”
Jenna smirked and said, “Let me take a look. I’m sure you have something that I can make.”
Gesturing towards the kitchen with my hand, I mumbled, “Go for it.”
A few minutes later Jenna yelled from the kitchen, “This is hopeless! Let’s just order pizza or something. You sir, have nothing.”
Shrugging I said, “Told you. Just pepperoni for you?”
Jenna smiled and nodded. “Yes, please.”
Walking away I pulled out my phone and called the pizza place a few blocks away.
After dinner Jenna, Larkin, and Evie told me goodnight and all went to my spare bedroom, well the one that wasn’t covered in Evie’s toys.
Trying to fall asleep was nearly impossible. Just knowing the girl I loved was a few rooms away was torture. It felt like I had just got to sleep when there was knocking on my door. Slightly opening the door, Jenna poked her head in and said, “Hey. It’s a little after eight. Our flight leaves at eleven, do you still want to drive or would it be easier if we got a cab?”
Sitting up I ran my hand through my hair and yawned. “I told you I would take you. Give me ten minutes and we can leave.”
Jenna rested her head on the door and sighed. “Gage, I don’t know what’s wrong with you but I’m here. If you need to talk…” Jenna shrugged before continuing, “I’m always here. I love you and you mean so much to not just me but Evie and Larkin, too.”
Plastering on a fake smile I said, “I’m fine. I am living the life.”
Jenna rolled her eyes before stepping back and closing the door. Feeling my smile fade I got out of bed and took a quick shower and got dressed.
Grabbing my keys and wallet off my dresser I walked out my bedroom door and into the living room asking, “Ready?”
Pulling into the airport I put my Mercedes in park and climbed out. Pulling the two suitcases from my trunk I sat them on the ground and pulled Evie into my arms. “Be a good girl, ok? I will see you in a few weeks for your birthday. Love you, babygirl.”
“Wub you too, Unky Gage,” Evie said as she squeezed her tiny arms around my neck.
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