Christine Bell - A Valentine from Harlequin: Six Degrees of Romance

He watched her proceed to pull off his cravat. “If it will make you feel better, there’s a fine young gentleman I know I can invite to the wedding and make sure your cousin meets. I think they would make a lovely couple.”

“That does make me feel better,” Charlotte whispered as she gathered a fistful of his shirt and pulled him to her. “Now let me see if you can ignore my kisses.”

He didn’t even try. Indeed, they would have made love then and there if the coach had not tottered to a halt.

“If you come into my house now with your gown in such a state, it will cause a great scandal, Charlotte,” he panted, his words grave, but his eyes dancing with joy as they moved apart.

Charlotte laughed merrily, and not a little breathlessly. “You are in a state of dishabille yourself, Your Grace,” she said as she threw open the carriage door and caution to the wind. “And I don’t care if all the world knows we are in love.” 

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé. “John! I thought you were dead!”

The lead crystal glass of non-alcoholic champagne, with which she’d been about to toast the New Year, fell from her numb fingers when she saw him. It dropped right over the balcony railing without a sound. “I thought you were dead,” Charlotte whispered again.

He turned slightly, dragging his hungry gaze from the woman in his arms, the woman he’d been kissing, to stare at Charlotte. She heard the glass shatter on the sidewalk far below. His eyes were so familiar—the parenthetic frown lines right between the brows—that it caused her to ache down deep in her belly.

“Pardon me?” he said. “Do I know you?”

Blinking, she realized what that frown was trying to tell her. “Johnny, it’s me. It’s Charlotte.”

“I thought you told me your name was Michael,” the blonde in his arms snapped.

“It is.” His arms fell away from the far more attractive woman, and he stepped closer to Charlotte, narrowing his eyes on her. “I’m sorry,” he told her. “You must have me mixed up with someone else. My name is Michael Drummond.”

Why was he doing this? Pretending not to know her, calling himself by some other name.

She took a step backward as he moved closer, shaking her head in disbelief as she stepped from the shadows of the balcony into the pool of light that spilled from the party going on inside.

When she did, he froze, his gaze skimming down her body. She saw him flinch, saw the way his eyes widened only slightly, before he painted his face again with that blank disinterested stare.

“Oh, this is just great!” the blonde said, because she could see her clearly for the first time now as well. She downed her champagne in one gulp and stomped between them and through the French doors back inside to the party.

Johnny stood there staring, facing her.

“I haven’t seen you since May first. The day we were supposed to get married,” Charlotte said. She hated her voice for shaking the way it was. “I suppose that’s long enough that you might forget a woman who obviously meant so little to you. But how did you manage to forget your own name?”

He stared at her, and she could see the battle going on inside him. He parted his lips as if to say something, but then closed them again, his sharp eyes looking past her as another couple stepped out onto the balcony. “I’m sorry,” he said, speaking very softly now, clearly not wanting the conversation to be overheard. “You’re mistaken. I don’t know you. I’ve never met you before in my life.”

She had to close her eyes to keep the tears from spilling over. But she managed to nod her head. “Fine. If that’s the way you want to do this.”

She started to turn away, but his hand closed on her shoulder. “Charlotte…”

She went still at his touch. God when he touched her it all came back, the passion, the love. She’d loved him with everything in her. “I thought I would die when you did,” she said, and though the words emerged as if wrenched from the very depths of her, she managed to keep her voice low. “I lay on your grave and cried until someone came and carried me away. I don’t even remember who… But what do you care? You don’t know me.”

“I’m sorry,” he told her. “I’m not who you think I am.” He took his hand away.

“No. You’re not even close to the man I thought you were, are you?” Stiffening her spine, lifting her chin, she walked to the French doors.

“Are you going to be all right?”

She paused with her hand on the door. “That’s really not your concern anymore, is it?”

Then she stepped back into the party. Someone started the countdown to the New Year. By they time they got to seven, she had her coat in her hand and was heading out the door, into the hallway, and poking the elevator button. The doors opened instantly. No lines, no waiting. But why would there be? No one else would be coming or going at midnight on New Year’s Eve. Everyone was with the person they loved, sharing that special moment, that special kiss, beginning the New Year wrapped up in each other’s arms.

Just the way she had thought she would be starting this New Year. With her husband in her arms, kissing as they welcomed the future together.

She couldn’t hold the emotions in check any longer. As she ran through the lobby and into the street outside, the dam burst. Tears flooded so thickly she couldn’t see where she was going as she stumbled along the sidewalk. Her body shook with the force of the storm going on inside her, and her mind raced with questions. Who had really been in Johnny’s car when it went off the road and burst into flames that beautiful spring day? And what the hell was this all about, anyway? Some kind of insurance scam? Was he a con artist, a criminal?

Had he realized that she’d been at the church, wearing her wedding gown when the police had come to tell her that he’d been killed on the way to the wedding? Had that been a part of his plan?

She sobbed so hard she hurt. The pain wrenched through her, from down low in her back, around to her middle, tightening like a steel band. She stopped her flight, grasping her belly with both hands, sucking in a harsh breath.

Oh, God. It wasn’t…it couldn’t be…not now….

“Excuse me, Ma’am?”

Charlotte jerked her head up at the sound of a male voice and found herself staring into the eyes of a stranger, and into the barrel of a gun.

“You need to come with me,” he said. He nodded toward a car that had pulled up to the curb beside her. It was long, sleek, and black, running almost soundlessly, and its rear door was standing open. “Get into the car, Ma’am.”

“Look, take my wallet,” she said, fumbling in her coat pocket for the billfold she’d brought with her. “There’s cash, some credit cards. And here, my watch.”

“Just get into the car.”

Looking up at him again, she dropped the wallet back into her pocket and tried to weigh her options. She could get into the car and hope for a better chance, or she could make a run for it now and hope he was a lousy shot.

The question was, just how fast could a nine-month-pregnant woman, who might have just felt her first contraction, run? 

As it turned out, she didn’t need to decide. There were two dull thuds, and it seemed as if the man’s buttons exploded. Tiny little poofs of fabric. He dropped the gun he’d been pointing at her, a shocked expression on his face as he sank to the sidewalk. Then of course, she saw the blood.

There were squealing tires and roaring motors, and a crash that scared her half to death as a small red car smashed into the back of the long black one, pushing it forward several yards. The red car’s passenger door opened, and Johnny yelled. “Get in. Fast!”

She got in, and he was speeding away before she even got the door closed again.

“Did they hurt you?” he asked.

She closed her eyes, only wanting to blot out the sound of his voice and the insane way he was driving until her mind could wrap itself around all that was happening. Leaning her head back against the soft seat, she grabbed the seat belt with her other hand, pulled it around her. But as she fastened it, her hand brushed hot metal and her eyes flew open.

The gun lay on the seat between them. The extension affixed to its end was one she recognized only from watching old Bond films. A silencer.

“You just killed a man,” she whispered.

“I didn’t have a choice.” He adjusted the mirror, looking into it almost as often as he looked at the road ahead of them.

“Are they following?”

“They were.” He kept driving, though he did slow down to a more reasonable speed. They came to large, open parking lot, and he pulled in, shut the car off, snatched up the handgun, and got out. “Come on, come with me.”