I told Jason what my dad said and he smiled and said, “Yeah, maybe he’s right.” I like to think that maybe my dad was right and it got me thinking about what we were going to name our children but I just wanted to run it by Jason to see if he was comfortable with it.

Jason and I had made plans to move in together and since Jade was going to have an extra room she offered to let Neil move in with her. Of course he jumped on that option because anyone who looked at them could see that they had chemistry.

After a ton of begging on Neil’s side Jason caved, saying, “It’s fine by me but make one mistake and we will have problems.” Neil promised Jason but I knew he probably had his fingers crossed behind his back while he shook Jason’s hand.

I thought it was really cute how Jason looked after Jade and I couldn’t wait to see our children grow up and see them treat one another that way. I was an only child so I never got to experience the whole sibling thing. I didn’t have to share my toys and I pretty much got anything I ever wanted. But I also missed out on a lot. I didn’t always have someone to play with or to talk to. I had to find my own ways to keep myself occupied which is why sometimes I think I read so many books. Yes read as in past tense.

I wasn’t really reading books that much anymore because I didn’t have a reason to have to escape from my real life anymore because I had Jason. We found one another. Although I will mention that I did read Isabelle’s book, Ours. Needless to say it was amazing but I knew right away that it was about her and Maddox. From the first page I knew and I couldn’t wait for her to write the next book in the series.

We all decided that over Winter break I was going to move into Jason’s apartment and Neil would move into Jade’s. I know, stupid right? I mean we live in Maryland where it snows like a motherfucker and our brilliant plan is to move over Christmas break. Yeah, don’t tell me because I already know we are all dumbasses.

But that is exactly what we all did. Of course Jason wouldn’t let me help move anything because I was six months pregnant so I got to unpack my clothes and put them away in Jason’s closet and drawers. I couldn’t believe where my life had led me and how quickly everything had changed. It felt like sometimes we were literally on a roller coaster ride with the ups and downs in our relationship. Jason always referred to our moments of peace and serenity as beautiful and the rough and difficult times as a mess. So it literally went mess, beautiful, mess, beautiful, mess … beautiful but it was mine and Jason’s so I wouldn’t complain about anything.

We had just finished moving me into Jason’s apartment and Neil into Jade’s. I was folding my clothes on Jason’s chest of drawers when he walked up and wrapped his arms around me resting them on my belly. Leaning back against him he said, “How are my girls and little boy doing today?”

The second he finished asking the question our little ones started rolling around in my belly and Jason could feel them kicking. He started laughing; I could feel him against my back.

Turning my head I looked up at him and said, “My answer good enough for you?”

Turning me around so I was facing him he wrapped his arms around me and said, “I love you Ashlynn. Welcome home.” He started to lean in to kiss me but I pushed him away from me and started walking backwards toward the bed.

Without taking my eyes from Jason I pulled my sweatshirt off and unclasped my bra and let them fall to the floor. Leaning forward I took off my yoga pants and thong and sat down on the edge of the bed. Scooting backwards I said, “We have to christen the bedroom. It’s tradition, you know?”

Taking his jacket off and dropping it to the floor he quickly took off his shirt as well. Unclasping the belt from his jeans he unbuttoned and pushed down his jeans and boxers. My mouth watered as I saw Jason was up and ready for me and if I wasn’t wet before I was now. Jason walked up to the edge of the bed and wrapping his hands around my ankles gently pulled me to the edge. Looking down at me he said, “Spread your legs Ashlynn.” I did as he said and he trailed his fingers up my right thigh and slowly pushed two fingers inside me.

I gasped and he hissed through his teeth because he felt how wet I was for him. As he pushed his two fingers in and out of me I reached out and stroked him at the same tempo. It was slow and meticulous because Jason wanted to drag it out. Of course I loved when we fucked but these were the times I enjoyed most because we made it last longer and longer each time. Jason loved getting me to the brink of ecstasy and slowly letting me fall back down. He thought it was hilarious and loved hearing me scream, “JUST FUCK ME JASON!”

Releasing my hand from around Jason I took the hand that had the fingers inside me and slowly slid them out.

Pushing him back a little I got up off the bed and turned us so he was sitting down. Leaning in to his ear I whispered, “Move back Jason and sit up.”

Moving back to the wall he sat there and waited for me with anticipation in his eyes. I crawled up the bed and rested between his legs while his cock was pushed up against my swollen belly. Lifting up Jason held himself still and I sank down onto him.

Being on top with Jason was a breathtaking experience. He filled me completely; almost like he was made for me and in a sense I guess he was. As a matter of fact I knew he was. Wrapping his arms around me I put my hands on his shoulders and slowly moved up and down him because I wanted to drag this out as long as possible.

We whispered little things back and forth to one another. Jason telling me how much he loved me. Me telling him how much I cherished him. Torturously slowly we both brought ourselves over the edge. Me pulling Jason inside of me even deeper as he released inside of me.

It was times I like enjoyed the most because when we both finished I said, “I love you Jason,” and he would grunt, “I love you so much Ashlynn.”

He rarely ever used my nickname anymore which I found downright sexy. I asked him about it once and he said, “I called you Ash when we were friends.”

With a smirk on his face and love in his eyes he said, “We’re not friends anymore. We became best friends who fell in love with one another.”

We both decided that for Christmas this year we would just buy things we needed for the twins and one present for each other. Jason didn’t like it because he said he wanted to spoil me rotten but I didn’t want to be spoiled, I just wanted his love and I got it. So whatever else came out of us was extra. A bonus if you will because I had already won the ultimate prize. Jason Tyler Williams.

Over the course of the week of Christmas we got cribs, a changing table, dressers, clothes, and a baby bag, tons of diapers, a double stroller, and car seats. I couldn’t believe how much money we had spent and I tried to tell Jason that I had money to help pay for it but he waved me off and said to not worry about.

Decorating the twins’ room was the best part. I painted the walls, half being blue with fish swimming all over the place while the other half was pink with ballet shoes and tiaras. Art was always a passion of mine so I enjoyed decorating our children’s room while Jason yelled and screamed having to set up the cribs. Of course being Jason he thought he could do it without having to read the instructions so it took him probably three times as long to set them up as if he had read the instructions. We stocked their dressers to the brim with clothes that would probably last a month if we were lucky. On my own I bought our little boy a pair of navy converses and our little girl a pair of chestnut UGG boots. They were just so adorable I had to get them.

We were at the mall when I got them and was so excited to show Jason while he got a gift for me. Jason just laughed at me and said, “As long as you’re happy Ashlynn then that’s all that matters.”

I shook my head and said, “No your happiness matters as well Jason.”

Stopping mid-step he turned, wrapped his arms around me, and kissed me. Leaning away from me to look into my eyes he said, “I can’t not be happy when I’m with you.”


Today was Christmas Eve and we decided to just lounge around finishing up decorations and whatnot before the babies arrived. We also watched A Christmas Story, maybe four times. I also packed overnight bags for the delivery because we just needed to be prepared. I would rather be over prepared than under prepared.