“Except yourself.”

Standing, she asked quietly, “Are we done here?”

“For today, yes. I’d like to see you one more time, which is my standard operating procedure.” As she turned to leave, he added, “You might consider, Sergeant, that you would be much more effective if you valued yourself as much as those you were sworn to protect.”

She didn’t answer, but closed the door gently behind her.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

WHEN REBECCA WALKED out into the hallway after leaving Whitaker’s office, she turned right and almost walked into Watts, who was leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette under a big bright red No Smoking sign. She stared at him. “What are you doing here?”

“I saw you pull into the parking lot this morning.”

“And what?” she asked tersely. “You didn’t have anything better to do than hang around out here?”

Well,” he said unhurriedly, taking the last drag on his cigarette and dropping it on to the stained tile floor and crushing it beneath his scuffed wingtips. “Now that you mention it, I do have something better to do, and I thought you might like something better to do, too.”

“What have you got?” she asked, curious despite her irritation at finding him outside the psychologist’s office. It wasn’t exactly a secret what she was doing there, but she still didn’t like being reminded that her colleagues were aware of the fact that she was undergoing evaluation. Even though she was not under any kind of suspicion, it still made her feel as if she were not on firm ground within her own province. As much as she understood intellectually the need for police officers, with their steady diet of stressful and dangerous situations, to have the access to and support of psychologists who understood the pressures of the job, it was still something of a stigma. Before he could speak, she snapped, “Let’s get out of here.”

The two of them began to walk toward the exit sign above the stairwell at the end of the hallway, and Watts replied, “I’ve tracked down a guest of the state, located right here at our own correctional institution, who might be willing to give us some information for something in return. You know the drill—these cons will roll on their own mothers for extra privileges or a shot at an earlier parole hearing.”

“Who is he?” Rebecca asked, her pulse quickening at the thought of any kind of hard lead. It wasn’t in her nature to sit by and wait for other departments, or in this case, federal agents to point her in the right direction on a case. If Sloan and McBride turned up something with their Internet searches, all the better, but she wasn’t holding her breath.

“A guy by the name of Alonso Richards. He’s doing six to ten for possession with the intent to sell.”

“Huh,” Rebecca said disappointedly. “Drugs. What makes you think he can help us?”

“Because when they raided the house where he was holed up with his stash of crack cocaine, they also found some very interesting videotapes. Tapes with a whole bunch of teenage girls and a couple of …uh… mature men frolicking in the nude in a variety of combinations. And they weren’t commercial tapes—these were home movies.”

“Do you have the tapes?”

Watts shook his head disgustedly. “Nope. I checked with the evidence room last night. Mysteriously, the tapes have disappeared.”

“So we don’t know who was on them?”

“No such luck. There was no mention as to whether the men were ever ID’d or not.”

Rebecca stopped at the bottom of the stairwell and stared at Watts. “How did you find this? And how come we’re just hearing about it now?”

Watts shrugged, but his expression was wary. “Something doesn’t smell right, but I can’t figure out where the smell is coming from. Since we’re Vice, someone from Narco should have tipped us off about it. But it was buried in the arrest report, and the only reason I found it at all is because I pulled the files on the busts you and Cruz made when you closed down that chicken coop last spring. I was trying to find some connection with the guys running that deal, hoping we’d find someone still working the streets, so I cross-referenced the names of the guys you sent away for known associates. Then I ran the names of those guys looking for recent activity and out popped this Richards.”

They pushed through the exit door into the parking lot, where Watts promptly lit another cigarette. Police vans, cruisers, and unmarked vehicles were interspersed with civilian cars, and as the two of them wove between the haphazardly parked automobiles towards Rebecca’s Corvette, she asked, “You must have spent a lot of time humping that computer. Nice job.”

He didn’t reply but a smile flickered across his face and was just as quickly gone. “I think we need to hunt down the narc dicks who made the bust and find out why we never heard about the pornography tie-in. I’ve called and left messages, but no callbacks. Anything to do with prostitution and kids should have automatically been kicked over to someone in our division, and I couldn’t find a record of it.”

As Rebecca opened the door and slid into the seat, she grumbled, “There seems to be a lot of things that we should have been informed of that we haven’t been. Come to think of it, Cruz and I were lucky to have made that initial arrest. We were tipped off to the place by a junkie we were questioning about something entirely unrelated, and he gave up the location hoping we’d leave him alone. Now I wonder if we hadn’t moved on it so quickly whether there would have been anyone there at all when we showed up.” When Watts had settled in beside her, she swiveled in her seat and said to him, “How come you didn’t tell me about the rumors that Jeff Cruz was dirty?”

Watts merely regarded her with his bland, laid-back to the point of stupor expression and said, “Because it’s bullshit. And if I had any idea who started that talk, I’d wait for them out here in the parking lot some night after dark and kick the crap out of them. Cruz was a cop who died in the line of duty, and you don’t tarnish their badge until you see it carved in stone.”

Rebecca started the engine and pulled out of the parking lot. There wasn’t any reason to comment. For once, she and Watts were in perfect agreement.

Three hours later, Rebecca dropped Watts off in front of the 18th. “I need to stop around to Sloan’s office and put in an appearance,” she said. “You want to write this up and run those names through the computer?”

Sure,” Watts said, considering it wise not to mention that she was supposed to be on desk duty and he was supposed to be the leg man. Whoever thought they could put Frye behind a desk didn’t know her very well, or knew her well enough to know that it would be a sit down job in name only. “Hey Sarge,” he added as if in afterthought, “if you’re going to be poking around in other departments, you might not want to spread around why.”

Rebecca studied him thoughtfully. Not counting the period of her recovery, she and Watts had really only worked together a few weeks. She had absolutely no reason to trust him, but she finally had to admit to herself that she did. “What are you saying, Watts?”

“I’m not saying anything,” he said innocently. He looked like he was about to scratch his balls, and then thought better of it, putting his hand in his pocket instead. “I just think it pays to be careful until we know what happened to Hogan and Cruz.”

“You think we have a mole?”

“Don’t you?” His expression didn’t change, but his eyes grew hard.

She looked away for a second, thinking of all the inconsistencies that had surfaced in just a few days. Homicide had apparently dropped the investigation of two dead detectives; files were missing from the crime scene lab concerning the deaths of the same two cops; arrest reports containing information that might have pointed towards a local child pornography network had been buried; and, finally, she had been quietly assigned to an investigation that was being run from outside the department but which seemed to have connections to local organized crime figures. She was beginning to wonder exactly who Avery Clark was investigating. “Yeah, Watts, I do. So you watch your back, too, okay?”

“You don’t have to worry about me, Sarge. I don’t intend to make waves.” Whistling, he turned and walked away.

She watched him for a minute, wondering how many people he had fooled with his nonchalant facade. Watts was a good cop, and that was one department secret she was happy to have uncovered. Just as she was about to pull away, her beeper went off and she recognized the University Hospital’s number. She fished her cell phone from her pocket and punched in the number even as she headed across town toward University City.

“This is Frye,” she said when the call was picked up.

“It’s Catherine, Rebecca.”

Rebecca’s heart skipped a beat. “Hey. I’m just on my way over. Can I see you?”

“I’m in my office.”

“Is everything okay?” There was an odd formality to Catherine’s tone that made Rebecca uneasy.

“Everything’s fine. I just wanted to talk to you for a minute.”

“Okay,” Rebecca replied suspiciously. It hadn’t been her experience that when a woman wanted to talk to her that it was something minor. Especially not when she and that woman had parted on less than perfect terms the night before.

Catherine laughed, picking up on Rebecca’s uncertainty. “And I wanted to tell you that I miss you.”

“I miss you, too.”

“Good. Drive carefully.”

An instant after Rebecca knocked, Catherine answered the door.

“Hi,” Rebecca said, feeling uncertain.

“Hi.” Catherine took her hand and pulled her into the waiting room that adjoined her office. She closed the door behind Rebecca. “Joyce is at lunch, and I don’t have a session for an hour. What about you?”