“No, never. There’s nothing more important to Reese than Regina and me.”

The absolute certainty with which Tory spoke astonished KT. Astonished and humbled her. She knew with the sudden clarity that accompanies an epiphany that she had never been able to give Tory that unshakable security. Even had she not destroyed Tory’s trust, eventually she would’ve been faced with the choice of sacrificing her career for her relationship. She doubted that she would’ve been able to change her course then, even had she wanted to. She believed in her heart that she would’ve wanted to keep Tory, but she also knew she would not have been able to forgo her goals in order to do it. She understood now, too, what lay beneath the look that had passed between Tory and Reese the day she’d seen them embracing in the office. Their devotion was mutual, their commitment unshakable. Observed from a distance, beyond the reach of her own personal pain, it was a wonder to behold. She cleared her throat and reached down deep beyond her own sense of loss for the love she had always had for Tory and always would. “I’m glad for you, Tory for what you have with Reese. You deserve that kind of love.”

Surprised at the quiet sincerity in KT’s voice, Tory turned until they faced one another, only inches apart. Closer in many ways than they had been in years. “Thank you.”

“So what do you think he wants?”

Tory shook her head. “I don’t know. He called last night, said that he was in town for thirty-six hours, and ordered her to present herself for a meeting.”

“She doesn’t strike me as the type who can be ordered around very easily.”

“Well, he’s her father, he’s a general, and she’s a marine through and through.” Tory blew out a breath. “And in all fairness, she loves him. Despite his blindness about her being gay, according to her, he did a good job of raising her. And I have to believe her about that, because she’s well, she’s wonderful.”

KT grinned. “Jesus. You’re really pretty hopeless about her, aren’t you?”

Surprising herself, Tory laughed. “Apparently so.” She reached for the file that KT still held. “Mr. Abbot? From what you say,” she remarked as she leafed through the lab reports, “it sounds as if his peripheral vascular disease is escalating. I’ve tried to get him to stop smoking that pipe, but he just ‘there there’s’ me, pats my head, and ignores my advice.”

“Well, I guess since he’s ninety-two, he figures the smoking isn’t going to hurt him too much.”

“He’s probably got a point, but it certainly isn’t helping his circulation either.”

“He needs to have an arteriogram and either an angioplasty or bypass.” KT indicated the notes that she’d made in the chart that day. “I’m not getting any pulses below his popliteals, and if that artery occludes acutely, he’s going to lose his foot.”

“I agree,” Tory said. “I’ll call him tonight and talk to him about going to Hyannis to see a vascular surgeon.”

“I can do it if you want.” KT checked her watch. “We were supposed to be out of here two hours ago.”

“I know, but I should probably do it. He might listen to me.”

“You need to start letting me do more of that kind of follow-up, Tory. Otherwise, there’s just too much work for you to handle,” KT suggested gently, setting the file down on the corner of the desk.

“You’re only here for the short term, KT,” Tory pointed out reasonably. “The patients are just more used to me.”

“According to Pia,” KT said, the muscles in her jaw tightening perceptibly, “I’m not going anywhere any time soon.”

“Is there a problem with your hand?” Tory still found it difficult to look at the splint and the tendon outriggers on KT’s arm. In the years they’d been together, she’d seen KT operate dozens of times. Her hands had been so facile, so sure, so beautiful to watch. It hurt her physically to imagine what KT was going through now.

“Nothing too bad. A lot of paresthesias.” KT shrugged. “But Pia seems to think it’s going to slow my recovery down because she doesn’t want to irritate the nerve endings and risk the chance of neuromas forming.” She couldn’t hide her frustration. “So she’s sitting on me to go slowly.”

“Pia’s very good. She’s taken care of a number of my patients.” Tory placed her hand on KT’s shoulder, squeezing gently to reassure her. “You can trust her judgment. She’s the best.”

KT thought about sitting across the table from Pia the night before at dinner of how much she’d enjoyed herself and how very much she had not wanted to say good night at the end of the evening. This time, Pia hadn’t even given her the opportunity to try for a good-night kiss, surprising her by leaning forward and brushing her lips softly over KT’s cheek as she whispered good night. It was still hard for KT to believe that she’d stood rooted to the spot, unmoving, and watched Pia walk away without a word. Every smooth line and practiced gesture she’d acquired unconsciously over the years had fled with the first sweet touch of Pia’s lips to her skin. She could still feel the memory of that brief, warm caress.

Tory watched the emotion play across KT’s face with a sudden sense of foreboding. She knew the look in KT’s eyes. She’d seen it often enough, and it would take more than a few years for her to forget what that smoldering heat meant. The words were out of her mouth before she even had time to consider them. “You can’t possibly be thinking about making a play for Pia.”

“What?” KT jerked as if Tory had struck her. Her surprise was followed swiftly by anger. “Make a play for her? You mean as in seducing her into bed for a quickie? I suppose you think that’s the only thing I’m interested in where women are concerned.”

“Isn’t it?”

KT reached for the file she’d dropped on the desk. Through clenched teeth she snapped, “I’ll call Mr. Abbot.”

Tory reached out swiftly and stopped KT with a hand on her arm. “I’m sorry. That was completely uncalled for.” When KT turned to face her, Tory smiled wanly. “You didn’t deserve that.”

“I don’t know. Maybe I did deserve it.” KT held Tory’s gaze unwaveringly. “Maybe I did, once, Tory. But it’s not like that with Pia.”

“There is something going on, then.” Tory shook her head. “KT, Pia…God. Pia is just…so.. .not the woman for you.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” KT asked, half astonished and half angry. “We have a lot in common. We get along really well. What’s so wrong about that?”

“Oh, come on. Pia is a sweet woman, but hardly your type.”

“My type.” KT’s voice was flat, her eyes expressionless, “And what would that be, exactly? As I recall, you were my type once.”

“Yes, and look how well that turned out.”

“Jesus. Are you ever going to forgive me?”

The anger mixed with hurt in KT’s voice brought Tory up short. Forgive her. Is that what this is really about? “I don’t know.” She reached out and touched her ringers gently to KT’s cheek. It was the first time she had touched her in almost seven years. “I think eventually I’m going to need to.”

The touch of Tory’s hand was so unexpected and so welcome that KT closed her eyes and leaned into the caress, resting her uninjured hand against Tory’s hip. She hadn’t realized how much she longed for simple tenderness and comfort. “God, I’m sorry, Tory.”

“Oh, KT,” Tory sighed. “I wish” She stopped at the sound of footsteps and turned to see Reese framed in her office doorway, watching them. She dropped her hand and stepped away from KT as she smiled at Reese. “Darling, you’re back.”

KT jerked slightly, as if awakening from a dream. She looked from Reese to Tory and then rapidly retrieved the file from the desktop. “I’ll take care of this right away.”

As she passed Reese in the doorway, she nodded and said hello.

“Hello, KT.” Reese’s voice was quiet and steady, her eyes on Tory. To her lover she said, “Do you have time for a break?”

Quickly, Tory crossed the room and kissed Reese on the mouth. “I’m pretty much finished. We only opened for a few hours this afternoon because tomorrow’s schedule looked so full that I had Randy bring some of the patients in today for routine exams. I can leave the rest of it to KT.” She threaded her arm around Reese’s waist. “Let’s go.”

On their way out of the building, Tory instructed Randy to have KT see the last few patients in the waiting room. It was already close to eight on Sunday evening, and for once, there were no emergencies. Outside in the parking tot, Tory climbed behind the wheel of the Jeep while Reese slid into the passenger seat. Neither spoke until Tory reached Route 6 and headed toward Herring Cove. Then Tory reached across the space between them and rested her hand on Reese’s left thigh. “How are you?”

Reese covered Tory’s hand with hers, cradling Tory’s fingers in her palm. “I’m okay. How’s KT?”

Tory glanced over briefly before looking back at the road. “Why?”

“She looked upset back there in the office. So did you. Is everything okay?”

Tory turned right along the coast road and then made a quick left turn into the long, narrow parking lot that overlooked the beach at Herring Cove. She pulled to a stop at the far end and turned off the engine. They were alone.

She turned in the seat and regarded Reese with a gentle smile.

“Most women would want to know what the hell I was doing with my hand on my ex-lover and hers on me.”

A small crease formed between Reese’s brows as she gave the notion some thought, “Are you upset that I’m not jealous?”

“No. Just. ..curious.” Tory brushed her ringers through Reese’s hair. “By the way, you have nothing to be jealous about.”

“It’s not that I don’t think you’re the most beautiful woman in the universe or the sexiest,” Reese noted seriously. “I still have no idea how KT ever let you go. I don’t imagine there’s one woman in Provincetown, married or not, who doesn’t have a crush on you.”